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Ray S NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I had been in an old 1957 Chevy on a cold day - I was playing with toys on the back seat while sitting on the floor of the car close to the floor the carbon monoxide poison was coming in through the cracks in the floor boards. In the 60's it was common to leave a child in a car as I said it was cold my brother and sister went into a store to get ink for our dad ... I stayed in the car playing while the car was left running. Thirty min or so later my brother and sister returned for another 15 or so min drive home. I remember feeling real sleepy. When we pulled into the driveway my brother and sister just ran in the house as I tried to get my toys together and having a hard time thinking... I remember that I decided to just bring my Monopoly Game (because I liked the red houses?)
As I walked up the walkway I felt my energy drain from my body so I yelled out for my mother...last thing I remember was seeing one of those little red houses falling to ground from inside body...then it all changed in reverse... I watched the little house fall from outside of my body and watched as my mother came to the porch and yelled for father my brother and sister crying ... as for me? ... just calm it was just after Christmas and I got the sheep skin coat that I bugged my parents for I only bring this up because my brother bought me a purple slush while he was in the store earlier and I could see my Dad trying to revive me and the slush staining my coat! So here I am dead and I am upset over a coat! LOL Don't know how long this was all taking I just know I was slowly rising higher floating in the tree looking down next thing I remember was waking up in the Union Hospital in Freetown MA with everyone around me asking if I was going to be OK now.
I looked at my Mother and said Mom is my coat ruined now will the
purple come out? It was at that point the room went "dead" silent...you could
of heard a pin drop because unknown to me my cloths had been remove at the scene
and no one new where they where? So how did I know if only for if in fact I was
there viewing the actions from above. The fist to speak was the Dr he asked me
how and at what point did I know that I soiled my coat? I told him while I was
floating in the tree looking down at my body and my Dad. The Dr said it was
very important that I speak to a special nurse who asked me all kinds of
questions when I asked her why so many questions she said it isn't everyday a
boy dies and can come back to talk about it she said it was because I had died
and they wanted to know what it looked and felt like so they could keep a record
of it.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness? When I could see my Dad trying to revive me and the slush
staining my coat!
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness
When I could see my Dad trying to revive me and the slush staining
my coat!
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes I was floating in tree looking down at my family I did
have sense that I was leaving them cant say I was sad just that I loved them so
much
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Yes I could hear everything even the ambulance in distance and
my
Dad and Brother arguing
to drive me there (Hosp) that there wasn't time they were loosing me,
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Calm kind of like its going to be ok no matter what...not worried
almost a mind set that they who ever that was will figure it out and let me
know.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
Uncertain it was brighter as I rose slowly
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
Yes Everyone couldn't believe I saw everything from the tree until I told
what they said even who came out the door first and things they said to each
other
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes I could see my Dad trying to revive me and the slush staining my coat!
I remember telling my brother that it wasn't his fault because that's what he
kept saying as I watched him from the tree Id say I was floating 25 feet up
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events?
No .
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes It seems that my story was a comfort for all my family
soon to die ... I would remind them how I could see them so know that I will
feel there time and has been the case with all that have passed ...My
Grandmother, Dad, Uncle, Brother, and Mom even my dog I have been with them
when they died I just talked with them and told I love them reminded them of the
story and that everything was OK for them to go ... no sooner did I say go they
left at the moment
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes I feel it has helped many to feel that someone they know and trust a
child no hype nothing to gain had this experience,
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real You don't float in tree everyday so ya REAL
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to
you?
When I saw the slush staining my new coat! I was only a kid!
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real I know that there is
more to life then life and we do go some where when our body dies but I believe
our souls go on ... sometime I feel like we are butterfly's and we just start
again somewhere else.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
feel closer to people sometimes too close like I can feel their pains
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes I will never forget that day its the day I kind of was born a second
time
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
I would be more interested in children's stories the clear straight talk of kids