Quint B's NDE

Experience description: 

I was in London, one night friends brought me to a young woman that was in delirium. (drugs or alcohol, I never found out)  They had met  her and didn’t know what to do with her.  I made her lie down , she cried,  screamed, and I did what I could to calm her and talk softly and stroke her hair.  I was 19 years old and did not know what else to do.

After a long moment she calmed down and told me she was cold, so I connected an electric radiator.  As no heat was coming forth, I met my one hand on the radiator and the other one on the socket.  In that moment I was electrocuted.  This is what I went through: I moved very quickly as drawn into and to a very strong and at the same time very sweet light.  Then, in that light and sweetness, I was one with the other souls in total harmony.

Our collective consciousness told me that I couldn’t stay because I had something else to do Being part of this consciousness, and a bit disappointed that I  had to leave I went back into my body. 

The return in my body was violent: I heard someone screaming and I understood that this was I who had come back. I opened my eyes, a friend who was a fireman living in the same building had heard me and had hurried to rescue me.  A friend present told me that she saw me glued to the radiator and the socket and then jump backwards 2 or 3 meters and falling down on my bed. ( Where I regained the ground).

I did not go to hospital, to me this was but a small incident.  My whole body shook for several hours and the first night I found it difficult to get my feet back in this reality.  Sounds, colors and sensations where almost painfully strong experiences. 

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?        No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

The colors, the sensations, views, the communications  (both in word and feeling) have no equivalent in our language to describe and explain these experiences.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?        Yes

I was being electrocuted.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?

Conscious and extremely lucid.

Was the experience dream like in any way?    No way

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes

I was part of our collective consciousness.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?   no

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes

I was drawn into a light then I was part of it.

Did you see a light?     Yes

Very white, very pure, very sweet.

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

These were no beings with bodies but souls: a collective consciousness.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?   Yes, I will tell later.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?    Yes

I left my body and became part of collective consciousness.

Did you become aware of future events?         No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?         Yes

I understood that I had to come back because I had to do something here. I was disappointed but accepted and understood that I had taken part in the decision.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?

Uncertain: Yes and No, I am born with psychic and paranormal gifts.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  No

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?  

In no way, I was already different as some say since I was born.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes

Total incomprehension,  thus I no longer talk about it.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?

Fulfilled, total happiness exists, no desires , no needs, of everything that makes us human.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?

The best :the sensation of being fulfilled, the worst : the first hours of my return.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?

Not today.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?            Uncertain

I  do again remember these moments, and it is very possible that certain elements are missing today.