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Paeata BC NDE

I think that perhaps your have these details and I would like to know that so that I can work with you on it or report it in full if you have not record. I received a phone call from an NDE association in regards to the "VICE" article and I am wondering if that was this site.  NDERF note: we did not make the phone call.  We never give out any contact information without advance permission from those sharing their experiences with NDERF.

 Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     The depth of the experience. I had a go and it may have involved you site, some years ago. I was published in vice magazine where I reported not the full NDE only the minutes during which you "die". My purpose was to deter the targeted group in the magazine from suicide.  I was published on first submission of the article called "Been there, done that. You can call it up on line. I am sad to see that the portal to it was so polar that it has been used for other really bad purposes but delighted that for months I got feedback which showed the article had fulfilled its purpose in deterring people from suicide. A voice over was added by the publisher that was between a man who was "psyched to die" and a psychiatrist. The man indicated that he did not want to try it after reading my article. I was incorrectly named parata instead of Paeata as the author

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     Apart from one recent incident in which I was given a chance to re- experience part of what had happened in full consciousness. This occurred only once.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    FULL DEATH/flat line

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            FULL DEATH/flat line

 Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     Great clarity. All the richness of color and the other senses working overtime and even I would say outside of normal experience so sort of extended awareness.

 Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     Great care was taken that I understand every part of what went on. So speech was slow coming from elsewhere in spite of sped up senses

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Pain confusion despair followed by extraordinary sights and sounds and then perfection everywhere. I have said neither below as the question is not an easy one. At some point of course it was peaceful.

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     MOST CERTAINLY> EVERY TIME except one.

 Did you see a light?           Yes     Unmistakable but I qualify that as to brightness intensity and color. That can alter. I have even experienced what the Romans (I found out later) call the shades. Hades. It's not heel its gloaming like one of those velvet nightfall's

 Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I met what I would cautiously call an ultimate being. I was instructed. I came back. This happened only once in all of those experiences and was at the height when I had three days, seven cardiac arrests, and blew out all of the machines. Apparently I was also trying to rip out my life support though deeply unconscious and I remember feeling too much was being asked of me. I felt I could not bear what was asked of me. I still feel like that. I was in deep grief about coming back..

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     Once only. In saying that there were times that some part of my past came swimming up but always in the context of showing me about cause and effect.

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain      Possible. I heard bells and then I heard she's not going to make it. Once the ambulance drivers were explaining I could not be retrieved. I had flat lined and I listened to them discussing me. If they could be found, they were disbelieving when I came to. Smell cannot be recovered but I remember heightened sense of smell and later I could identify who said what from the memory of that even though I had never met them alive.

 Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     Most certainly. All of those often and always different from other like experiences. 

Under 25. below. I experienced different worlds and clearly mystical and unfamiliar are both correct.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     A second was an eternity and an eternity a second.

 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            Unfortunately yes. I learned that we are all part of this and outcomes are not to be read from here, nor do they read as the same thing. Sort of like when you bend light the view alters..

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     Once. I experienced layers or realms that were subject to some our earthly laws, like the bend of the horizon. I don't want to relate more than once what I saw.

 Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            Although every thing was NOW

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     For some time after. I was the tsunami at kiribati and was upset for weeks before it happened. But I did not tell anyone as it was attached to an NDE visionary learning about cause and effect. I also found that we are not the only inhabitants of our realms and that density of matter is very important as to how and where we are located. That all those worlds affect all the others in a way that is far out of our ordinary consciousness.

 Have you shared this experience with others?         Uncertain      A little bit.

 Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No       Not at all. it was totally unexpected . I was not interested in anything other than day today survival.

 How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    In fright, in terror. I remembered shitting myself, and all of the attempts to throw me around and recover me. See the article I wrote its on the net under Vice been there done that.  It was really painful going in to the experience and I think most people are spared that memory. I hope so.

 Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    Oh yes. They altered my life and even that alteration was out of my hands. My husband declaring the changes as I came back to consciousness without my even speaking what I saw. it was terrifying. And it has been as hard As I saw it would be.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    All that I saw has played out except a few things.

 Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     totally. I guess my changes in attitude caused some of that though. And fear of what was coming. I have not fear of after death. Its here that's hard.

 Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I am very liberal now. I make no judgment abut religions or religious practice. I understand even  human sacrifice

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     I'm very liberal now.

 Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        Lots but it may just be more of same for you.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     This takes a lot of explaining and profound experiences re hard to relate. I think that past present and future have new meaning and you never shift from that realization .Time is a standing wave.

 Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   It's excellent.