EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I had a very bad kidney infection, running 105 fever. I had been
refused medical attention at the hospital because we had no insurance. I was
lying on the sofa, I had to go to the bathroom, I held on to the walls and
finally made it there.
as soon as I got on the seat I died. I was about ceiling high and looking down
at my body thinking how funny it will be for them to find me on the commode. I
was so happy to be out of that horrifically painful body. As I was leaving, my
little girl who was 5 at the time laughed outside of the bathroom window. I
stopped ascending and tried to think of someone in my family to raise my
children. I don't know how long I took, but it was clear to me there was no one
to raise them. I said, "God, please let me go back I have to raise my children".
I assume I knew he was allowing me to go back. I looked down at my body and I
was dreading going back into it. I knew I had to and so I pulled my self back
into it. It was a very hard thing to do. I was exhausted. I finally got the
strength to get up and go lie down again. We were moving to Cheyenne Wyoming. I
had asked the movers to take the sofa last. They finally told me I had to let
them take it. I lay in the floor until my husband came home. He made me a bed in
the car and we left. I have had at least 4 times that doctors have told me that
God did the things to save my life that they were not able to do.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
I was as aware then at all times, just as I am here writing this
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
I was as aware then at all times, just as I am here writing this
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Yes I believe that God had my daughter laugh loud enough and at
the perfect time for me to not leave
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Until I knew I had to come back I was so happy, joyful, thankful and
have never felt such love, peace and warmth. I knew God was there listening to
me.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I knew that if I went past the ceiling I would not be able to come back
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I have had many I know when bad things happen to my family. I hear my
spirit guide telling me when I must do things. I know what things are true or if
someone is lying
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Immediately. I was so excited about it. They were skeptical at first but
I think finally they had to believe me because I told everyone and still do to
this day
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes I knew that we do not just die because we were promised a life here
after
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I still know without a doubt that it was as
real as me sitting here typing.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
That
God knew a Mother's love cannot be replaced
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real It is as real today as it was 47 years ago. I
can recall it as though it was only yesterday.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
feel such happiness at the success of my children because I know that only
through the love of my God am I still here to love and cherish them and be so
proud. I know that life is very fragile.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
I
have always had my beliefs and I have always known that our God is an awesome
God.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I
have always been grateful to have had it.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
