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Nevie G's NDE

Experience description: 

It was my birthday and my parents let me have a small party. One of my girlfriends was staying the night. My parents went out to dinner and I decided that I was a teenager and wanted to try drinking alcohol like my father did. I filled up a tall glass with Gin held my nose and consumed all of it. The equivalent of at least 15 shots of straight alcohol.  

I quickly became disoriented and then fell unconscious. My sister and my friend put me in my bed and when my parents came home and went in to check on me my mother noticed I wouldn't wake up. At this point they told me they tried to carry me to the car. My father was so mad, he wouldn't help and I was at this point dead weight. This is the point when I remember lifting out of my body and floating mid-air over my body which was laying in the dining room floor. I left my body. I was no longer intoxicated, I was completely clear and could see everything at once. I realized that I was almost dead and became very upset and began to cry for Jesus to help me.  

At this moment I was aware of a light enveloping me. I was the light and it was me  There was another Being with me. The Being let me know that I was going to die and I must leave this body for good. I remember arguing with the Being explaining that I didn't want to because it was so hard going through the childhood years and I didn't want to have to go through this again. The Being indicated that my body was severely damaged and I couldn't go back. I became very adamant at this point that God was all powerful and could fix the body. At some point the decision was made to let me re-enter my body on my faith or will, what ever one may call it. 

The next phase was like an evaluation. I was taken back through my past, beginning with my birth and we went over what had already happened. Then I was shown an overview of key points in my life that was to come. One of these key experiences was that I would have a child at a very early age and it would be a boy. It was explained to me that from this point forward I would do everything earlier than most, including my older sister. I would marry first, bear children first and generally have more responsibility than my sisters and other friends and family members. I was told that I would soon leave my church and have a short period of rebellion and drug experimentation but this would end fairly soon and I would begin to climb out of it. I was told that I was going to be a writer and that my words would touch many people. I was instructed to write a book on or around the age of forty and that after I had fulfilled my life plans I would eventually die before my two sisters. 

All of a sudden... I opened my eyes and I was in a hospital bed in the intensive care unit. The preacher from my church was there praying for me. I actually thought at this point I had died when I saw him there with my mother who was crying. I gradually woke up and asked what had happened? My mother said I had been in a coma for three days and I had almost died.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     Describing the way in which the other intelligence that was present communicated with me.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I had an accidental overdose.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    As soon as I floated up and out of my body.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            It was different in a sense that I seemed to understand more clearly the process of life and death, it is no longer a mystery. I now understand that we actively participate in our own destiny by the choices we make at every given moment no matter how minute. We are not simply puppets of clay entertaining the gods. I would say that my consciousness was different during the experience in that I felt lighter, I could see as well, if not better and communication was instant or timeless...it's hard to describe but it definitely didn't involve sound waves or physical sensations. It was a very emotional experience, much more intense than any other event in my life. I knew the chips were down and I could not allow myself to fail by succumbing to an untimely death as a child in this life.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     Everything seemed to be in a haze of light. At some points during my review it was like watching a movie.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      As I stated earlier it was apparent that what we determine as a "sound" was instantly registered and understood. The "sounds" were limited to communication with the being who was helping me. In other words I couldn't hear my family and what was going on with my body at the time, I could only communicate with the light being.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            The first emotion was when I looked down and saw my body and realized I was dead. I became very upset and cried hysterically. I called out for Jesus. I was scared because I had inadvertently done this to myself and I felt I would somehow be punished; Like when a teenager wrecks the car and it has to be totaled. When the being in the light communicated to me that I was indeed going to die I became defiant and emotionally charged with conviction that I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that God could raise a body from dust and that I should be given a chance to go back in and finish this life I had started.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     As I stated earlier, I was the light, the light was with me and I could perceive it both visually and also I felt an intrical part of it; Like if several beings were turned into a vapor and mixed together.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I did not know him. It felt like a male presence, I had cried out for Jesus, but the being didn't introduce himself or give me a name. It did feel like we knew each other though, like that feeling when you see someone and you know them but can't recall from where.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     I was given a sum up of what had happened thus far in my short life, I was only thirteen. I had a horrible relationship with my father but that didn't come up in the review. In fact, I don't recall any negativity during my review. The most vivid recollection was the actual moment of birth, which began with bright lights and noises that startled me. It felt like I was watching a movie yet in it at the same time. 

I also learned not to fear death if you choose to live and go forward setting and working to accomplish goals.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I was told I would have a child at a very early age and it would be a boy. I gave birth to a son at the age of sixteen. I was told I would leave my church and fall into drugs and be a problem child for a short time. This happened too but ended as soon as I found out I was going to have a child. I was instructed to write a book around the age of forty, and I have written a manuscript titled "The magical Q-Theory", I was forty one when I wrote the book which is yet to be published, I am still searching for a good copy editor.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain      It was as if everything was in one place. What ever we were discussing seemed to appear instantly.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I understood that the death process is for lack of a better term, normal. That death is simply a threshold to a never ending procession of life and learning how to love one another while simultaneously escaping the traps and pitfalls of our fragile physical make up. We are all encouraged to get back up after our falls, recoup and move forward to a destiny we have co created.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain      I felt like once I was told my body was dead, that I indeed crossed a boundary. I couldn't see my body any longer and all the sensations connected to my former life were gone until the review and then it was like watching a movie or somewhat not real.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            The future events that I was attuned to only had to do with my life plan, in other words these events were not on a global or historical scale but a personal level.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I have had numerous precognitive experiences. I am currently able to remote view locations. I am able to hear in ranges that most people can't hear. I can read people very well. I can look at a photo and determine whether or not the person is living. I have had numerous paranormal experiences since the NDE.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I didn't tell anyone about the experience for many years. When I did tell my family, my sisters in particular they ridiculed me and didn't seem to believe me. My mother believes me because I was able to describe the scene wherein I was laying in our dining room floor when I was completely unconscious and near death at the time.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I was only a kid so I was bewildered. I began to challenge the belief system we were being taught at my church. It all came to a head one afternoon during a youth group meeting at my church. Our group leader, an older woman in the church, was explaining to several children from the ages of 7 years old to teenagers that all the Chinese people were going to hell because they did not know Jesus Christ. I challenged her and said that was not true. She became upset with me and refused to answer my pointed questions. I stumped her by inquiring what happened to all the souls who were born before Jesus then? I then explained to her that I was only a mere human being and I would never send anyone to hell because they didn't happen to live in a region that practiced Christianity. I also told her that I had concluded that God had much more compassion than a kid such as myself so it didn't make any sense what she was telling us. She became infuriated and ordered me to leave the church and go home. I never went back to the church I had attended since I was two years old. Mainly because I understood at the deepest level that what they were teaching the children was far from the truth.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            The most meaningful part of the experience is the direct knowledge that we do survive death and those beings who help us are present at all times.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I have come to realize that nothing can be proved or disproved when it comes to this type of thing. Each person forms their opinion or belief system through direct experience or by reading about others who have had these experiences. judging by the countless numbers of people who have come forward and told about their NDE's a pattern emerges that can't be denied. Now deciding what this empirical evidence actually means is a very personal decision left up to each individual to

 Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Uncertain      It's hard to say what paths I would have crossed (or not crossed) had I not gone through this and how it might have changed my inter personal relationships. I do speak up on certain subjects that others may just wonder about. It's hard to tell others just how one knows with absolute conviction certain things without going into how you received this information. I often prefer not to talk about this experience and others that followed because I feel that it challenges many people's belief systems.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes            As I stated, I left the Southern Baptist church of my youth never to return. Then I went on an eleven year self imposed journey into theological and comparative religion studies. After my experience I understood that there are many paths to the same destination. No one right way, and each is like a facet of a diamond with out which a diamond would not be the end result.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?          I highly recommend that anyone reading this "never try this at home" simply to induce the experience. All truth comes in it's own time.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    
 

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?      You might ask the experiencer to describe the process of leaving and entering their bodies in detail. I think this would be an interesting subject.