Nancy P's NDE

Experience description: 

Nancy was dead for 7 minutes from a heart collapse due to lack of blood.

As i stood in the light i thought this must be a dream, and next i found myself flying down a road, like 90 miles per hour.  My peripheral vision was wider and I could see energy patterns around the trees as I passed, kind of like those optic fiber flowers you can buy.  I was fully conscious of everything feeling and thinking very clearly. I came to a Y fork in road and saw a brown panel station wagon pass in front of me.  Then I went to my home.  I stood on front step and looked at ground and saw frost on grass and thought,  "How funny, I don't feel cold?"

I closed my eyes and opened them and I was on my bed, I could feel the channel bedspread.  And I was very thankful it had all been a dream, but then I heard people talking downstairs and I got up to see who it was.  As I confronted them all hanging out on couch and kitchen table.  They started saying hello and talking to me.  I knew by the southern accent they must be relatives but I didn't know who... but as I looked around I started thinking they looked like people I knew that were dead.  They kept visiting.  I was talking to a lady that said she had to go, but please tell my mother hello for her and that she still thinks of her.  I walked her to front door and instead of going out door, she just vanished in front of me. I stood there thinking this isn't a dream ...nothing is out of place but this woman just disappeared in front of me! 

Then the main lady talking to me said, "It's not your time yet you have to go back." Then she said, "Think about it ..you remember " then it was clear at that moment, I said to her, "I'm dead aren't I?" she said, "yes, but its not your time yet, you have to go back...You are our go-between."  I didn't want to.. and I proceeded to argue about it.

But I thought of my mother and how she would never forgive herself if I didn't live. then I lifted off the floor and they all waved and told me to tell every one hi for them. I felt like I was sucked up in vacuum then I felt the paddles shock me and I sat straight up and chewed all the people out in the emergency room for making me come back.

The next day when my mother was in room I told her, I described the house to a "T" the lights  how some things were on or off in house. the doctor would not comment on my dying but many of the orderlies confirmed that I had been gone for almost 7 min . I believe that time is not the same on other side, but more accelerated than here.  I have come to find out who they all were and have passed on some of the messages they left me with ...I seem to be able to sense spirits and psychically discern things around me  ( but I kind of  did that before  too )but I sometimes feel homesick for the other side but I know I have to wait for my  TIME.

But people should not be afraid of dying , you won't be alone you have loved ones there waiting to guide you. they are just like us, body and all but in their prime and healthy. But never consider suicide its like dropping out of school; and you will still have to deal with problems there . If you hang in  you will find love and happiness when we all join up again . Just do the best you can. The event is even longer that I could write if you want more details call on me

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

      Explanation:  because of the possibility of needing surgery they would not give me anything for pain

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes

      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  just before my heart stopped, I felt cold from the inside out and a pressure type pain in abdomen ( had crushed spleen and was bleeding internally) people were rushing around me and they raised me to a standing position (strapped to a table) to x-ray me , then it all went black....just for a couple of seconds then this awesome light exploded in front of me and I stood in that light and I felt wonderful, it seemed to heal everything and I cant remember all of what it said but if you asked a question in it ,it  would answer you before you could think of it, but that knowledge was forgotten when I came back.

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Yes

      Describe:  i was dying, bleeding to death inside, heart collapsed because of lack of blood

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  fully alert, at no time did I lose consciousness

Was the experience dream like in any way?  no

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  I also had astral travel after like I left a door open to come and go. saw body then

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  warmth, love, excitement, depressed I had to return

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  when I have astral travel I heard a high pitched ring in head that got louder

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Yes

      Describe:  more of a fleeting blackness like lights were turned off and on only couple of seconds

 Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  instantly exploded to encompass everything , including me,  all white seemed to have a little gold in it. Feelings are indescribable . It felt like God

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  family that died before I was born, friends of family too. Had to give messages to people living (I tried) told me i had to come back...it wasn't my time yet...  "you're our Go-between...tell everybody hello for them

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

      Describe:  life is like school.. be good to others, let others know life exists on other side...extend faith in God . And we are part of a bigger plan .

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  Yes

      Describe:  mother verified many things I described of the house and of the people I saw. And sister verified who the woman was that told me to return, I found a picture of her a year later....My mother and Father are deceased now and they now can't verify it but sister knows. lights and other things were out of place 

 Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  No

      Describe:  but that's because I was determined to go home to my house never had a chance to look around other than being in the light.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Uncertain

      Describe:  what happened to me if you could time it wasn't that long here but a lot happened to me there to tell me time is different there. I think time is used here to file events. don't need it there.

 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe:  i felt it in light , and I seemed to know after I knew I was dead that I could travel the world , fly anywhere ,explore anything and always feel great  no fear

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No

 Did you become aware of future events?  Yes

      Describe:  after the experience I have had many times when I had knowledge of thing before they happen, or I can describe events around other people. Though dreams or a form of clairvoyance or sensations or thoughts . sometime I can describe people or events that pertain to others

 Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Yes

      Describe:  came back because I didn't want to hurt Mother by leaving, She would dwell in sadness. I couldn't go on knowing I left her that way . I couldn't be happy either if that was to happen.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  psychometry, clairvoyant, clairaudiant, astral travel, able to read others feeling and events. And some mediumship abilities,

 Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  I want the world to be better place , have hard time establishing close relationships, spend more time researching paranormal looking for more answers to what I should do about psychic abilities, use them or ignore them

 Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  I usually tell them when I feel them grieving for a dead person or someone who is close to death . to help them heal and take away their fears if I can about death. Most have been very fascinated or excepting of what i have to say but some will always think I'm probably brain damaged from lack of oxygen to brain  ( Boy will they be surprised when they crossover )

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  A kind of homesickness for there, feel kind of like when they put the cat out . And now that I'm older and have lost more family, I dream of a great reunion like a party when we get back together.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  I seem to be extremely sensitive to sound ... boom boxes and loud bass makes me want to cry or scream, it drives me nuts. I go to quiet places like in forest or by streams to re-energize because there is energy there I can feel, I am much more a loner than before. I pray more, I feel more connected to that side that way

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No