Mildred H's NDE

I was having headaches. I had two small children.  My husband and I were having money trouble. I had gotten a headache in the afternoon, I called my girlfriend to take me to the hospital. My husband was at work she call him.  My neighbor at the time watched the kids.  When I got to the hospital they took me in x-ray room.  They did not know what was causing the headache.  They wanted to do a spinal tap. My husband Scott had just came in to the room with me. They started with the shot to help with the pain. That was it, my heart stopped.  I was wrapped in what felt like velvet, With The LOVE LOVE, That I have never felt before or after. Then I was told that I could not stay I had work to do.  I came back in to the body.  They had to watch me over night. The next morning I went home never to be the same. So much LOVE, I help as many people as I can.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes    to talk to anyone about it, took me over 6 weeks to tell my husband. I was looking for answers that no one knew. I turned to the bible.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No     

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  seconds.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?          More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:        Remembering how the love felt.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          No     

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
          Yes    I did not hear it with my ears. I felt it in my heart.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          LOVE and KNOWING

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?        Uncertain    

Did you see a light?         No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Uncertain     I felt them there. I had to come back. I had work to do, not ready yet.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?   No      So many things that I did not know before. I do things that help save my life everyday.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No     

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          No     

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No     

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    LOVE is one thing that is felt above a things.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain    

Did you become aware of future events?      No         

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       No     

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    not very many, I have to get close to a person and know of their will to understand. It is always good.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No     

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   My heart was happy I no longer felt empty.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? That death is not the end. I know I do not walk alone.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:          Experience was definitely real         When things happen, I Know they are teaching me the things I have to do to get to the other side.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?          Yes    Loving, caring, giving. Not a lot of needs for me.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    I do not go a building to think GOD.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?          Yes    Had to go through a death of a child with a friend, We did it together.         

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes    It help me to talk about it.