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I don't recall my crash, but after recovering consciousness and reading the California Highway Patrol Report after recovering from my accident, I believe this is what happened. Upon awakening I remember seeing a car parked up the road, as if they were watching from afar. I believe they called 911 Emergency and reported the accident. I remember riding along a power line road at about 70-75 miles per hour.  To my left of the road were desert chaparral brushes that were 7-8 feet tall blocking my view to my left. These bushes were long in linear length - seemed like several miles.  Since I could not see to my left I could not see the approaching car. The dirt rode I was on intersected another dirt road and I was blindsided to the approaching car. I must have had an immediate reflex to grab my front brake lever hard, causing the front wheel to lock-up and compress the forks. The rear end catapulted me forward about 100 feet I flew at 70-75 mph before impacting on the ground. I do not recall seeing the car, flying or hitting the ground at all... 

I remember that all of a sudden I was somewhere else.  I felt no pain or could I recognize where I was.  I had no desire to think about anything else but observe what was in front of me.  Now here is where my NDE is completely different from all the other people who may or may not have had one. Mine is nothing at all like what everyone else claims - makes me think of their stories as a repeat of some "Hollywood" story. 

Here is what happened, all of a sudden there I was watching three hooded figures seating around a campfire at what appeared to be night. When I crashed it was noon daytime!!  I don't know if I was floating or standing or if I was clothed or naked.  None of that seemed important, it felt as if I was in a trance watching the campfire and the three hooded figures speak.  The campfire flames were dancing rhythmically.  The flames were like long silver snake tongues flickering. This was not your typical orange/blue campfire flame. These flames moved independently and danced.  They were tall and narrow (3 feet x 4 inches ??) and silver in color.  I believe that they were alive and some sort of life form too. 

The three hooded figures sat like a triangle around the fire, about 60 degrees apart. I remember the hood was over their head and I could not see their faces.  I remember the cloaks to be dark colored.  They took no notice of me. I stood or floated (not sure which) about 12 feet away.  They spoke with three distinctly different voices. I have no idea what they were saying. It was a different language that I could not understand. It reminded me of Hebrew or Speaking in Tongues.  I recall people in Church who have done that and that is what it reminded me of.  I have no idea how much time had passed, but it was not too long. During this time, there was no floating over my body (like others say in the hospital), there was no light or tunnel with a light at the end, there was no visit from deceased family or friends, and there was no flashing of my life's events before my eyes.  I was just all of a sudden there. I have no recollection of time, feeling or even temperature... 

I was just there watching the flames and them and listening to their voices. I did not ask them any questions, I don't know if I could even speak. Then all of a sudden, they turned and looked at me and spoke all in unison at the same time. Now I could understand what they said.  I don't know if what they said was in English or in their tongue.  All I know is that I understood it!!  They said to me that I was not supposed to be there!!  

It was then that I instantly reappeared at the scene of my accident. I now felt the most pain I ever felt in my whole life!!  I did not remember that I crashed or was riding my motorcycle. I remember that I awoke face down in the dirt and my hands were in front of my face, and I said to myself, hmm I have my motorcycle gloves on, and then I realized that I was riding my motorcycle and that I must have crashed. The pain was so intense, but instinct was to stand up. I staggered to my feet, somehow took my helmet off, noticed my bike a good twenty feet away from. I turned and looked up the road and saw a car parked about 50 yards away. I staggered to the roadside and sat down. I had no idea what happened except that I was in great pain. It was not long before a Paramedic and California Highway Patrol appeared.  My crash was very close to the I-10 Interstate that thankfully allowed the ambulance to get there quickly. 

I suffered a ruptured spleen and was bleeding internally, I fractured my Thoracic Vertebras T7-T9 in my back, head trauma damaged my pituitary gland, and compound fracture of my left radius arm bone.  I spent the next four weeks in ICU at Desert Regional Trauma Center.  During my stay there I nearly passed away a couple of other times from complications. I ended up with blood clots/Deep Vein Thrombosis to boot!

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     Still trying to understand why I was sent back...

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes            Motorcycle Accident that nearly killed me. I believe the witness thought that I was dead and called 911.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I believe that when I was in this "other" place of existence, I was fully alert. I don't think I cared about anything else since I was in "HIS" presence.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Less consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I believe that when I was in this "other" place of existence, I was fully alert. I don't think I cared about anything else since I was in "HIS" presence.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain      Hard to determine while basking in "HIS" warmth. But there is the oddity of watching the flames and remember hearing "three distinct" voices. It was completely dark, except for the campfire. I could not determine if there was even ground below me.  The flames gave off a light like when magnesium burns, very bright silver. However the three figures were in shadow too.  Very hard to see, because the pitch blackness behind them in all directions.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      Again, I noticed that the voices were different. There was no other sounds.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I suppose it was both listings below:

Incredible peace and/or pleasantness

as well as Relief and/or calmness.

There was no thought about my life on earth what so ever.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain      To me it was more like the vacuum of space, a void of everything, no sights or sounds other than what I described. I don't know if it was hot or cold either.

Did you see a light?           Yes     The silver flames of the campfire.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Yes. As I mentioned there were three other beings.  Perhaps the Trinity? Father, Son and Holy Spirit...

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain      Seemed to me that time and space had no value or meaning there.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No            The three beings I encountered clearly did!!

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      Hard to describe...but my dreams seem to be much more intense vivid and repeat stories that continue to evolve.  I wish I could write about these.  I suspect this is how Stephen King gets his ideas.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Shared with many different people. People with religous backgrounds seem to be more interested, while others claim it was my imagination while unconscious, like dreaming.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I have heard of "Go to the Light" or "seeing your life flash before your eyes" or being visited by a dead loved one who is your guide.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I remembered it immediately after I woke up and staggered to my feet, it all came flooding back to me.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            The hardest part is trying to understand "why I was sent back?" I always thought the Tree of Life knows when and where we are supposed to die.  And if so, how could I have come this close and cross-over? Also, what am I supposed to do with this knowledge now?

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I remembered it immediately after I woke up and staggered to my feet, it all came flooding back to me.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           
No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I don't think "man" can reproduce this.  This is beyond our control, and a journey we all must take at the time of our death.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     Some of the questions you asked make me think of the made-up "Hollywood" type stories that people repeat because they have no clue since they never crossed-over and are simply looking for attention. I don't think you get a glimpse of the "future" because this is whole different place and Earth has no bearing.  So why would you see a "future" vision of Earth and people on it. There was no concern about Earth to me. When you were in your "Mother's Woom" did you think about Earth? Of course not...

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