Marissa G's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I saw a girl in the hospital bed and knew that she was very ill and dying. With this understanding I knew it was me that was this ill girl.

I had departed from my physical body and was looking at my hospital room from the corner of the ceiling, I saw my father walking up and down looking now and then at the monitors that my body was attached to, I saw my mother sitting in a large arm chair quietly. Then they appeared one on my left, one on my right and one behind me.

I felt great wisdom coming from them; they talked to me through thought not sound. They asked me if I wish to go with them or stay.

I had no questions about going with them but asked many about what will be if I decided to stay.

Some of my questions were:

!. If I decided to stay will I get better?

2. Will the pain go away?

3. How will I know that all will be ok after I decide to live?

4. Is there something that I am to do on earth and therefore should decide to live? 

I was given more or less answers to my questions.

I knew when they didn't want to answer and left it at that.

The moment I made my decision I was back in my body and fell a sleep.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I was very ill and dying.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    after I realized that I was out of my physical body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            after I realized that I was out of my physical body

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain      im not sure

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     I heard only them talking to me from within

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I felt fantastic free release

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     three beings appeared one on my left, one on my right and one behind me.

I felt great wisdom coming from them.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            they told me that I had knowledge that I was to pass on

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            yes after the experience and up to this day I know much more of what will be then before the experience

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     much development in healing and connecting with angels

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     It took some time to tell people. I studied kabala for a while. looked for any information I could get my hands on. Until this day I talk to people that I know can accept the experience I had at least half accept it.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    While it was happening and ever since then I've known it to be real. I have never thought for a moment since it happened that it was not real.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            The most significant part was the knowing that I had knowledge that I should pass on.

im not sure if I would have stayed here on earth if I didn't know that I had knowledge to pass on

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I know it was real. and remember it as if it were yesterday

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No            I always believed in a higher energy what we call god

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   I would like to know people that had an experience like mine.