Mariana Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

It was 10 am, my husband was helping me to take a shower because I couldn't do it by myself since I had a caesarean 4 days ago. I had a daughter who just survived half an hour, she had respiratory failure. I was very weak and depressed. I felt how the blood pressure was going down, so I asked my husband to hold me. That is the last thing I remember.

Everything was dark and silence. All of a sudden I heard girl children's laughing, the sound was very sweet but I couldn't see anything. Afterwards the clarity started, I saw the girls smiling and running around me. In some way I knew my daughter was there, then I felt so much happiness I smiled and felt I was falling into a very happy state that didn't let me react. I don't how much time passed, when I was smiling I hear a very strong yell, it was my husband, it was my husband calling my name, he was shaking me in the floor, my parents who were also there with my husband and thought I was dead.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      An internal feeling

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes            Hypotension

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?     I don't know

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness         I don't know

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           Happiness and immense peace
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes      The space was dark and was getting clear little by little until it was bright

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes      They didn't exist

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain     

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     The same day I told my husband and my mother. Everybody that I wanted to died because of the pain of losing my daughter, but it was not yet my moment

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Meaningful. The laughs of the girls made me think that my daughter was fine.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   some questions are not clear