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Maria N's
Fear Death Experience |
It
was on a morning in the month of November. Holding my 5-year-old's hand
I crossed one of the streets of the city. I don't know at which moment I
crossed from one street to the other without noticing that, as I
crossed, towards me came a truck that would take my life. In that
moment I saw myself enveloped in an invisible bubble. I floated. I
felt as if I'd entered another realm of time.
There
was a tranquility, a peace, beautiful music in the environment. I
felt, at that moment, that I was in a wonderful place, full of peace and
love. There was no time--nothing. Only that peace, that love, that
music. Something protected me. I felt as if I'd always been there.
Suddenly, I felt a tug on my hand. It was my daughter who had removed
me from the path of the truck that would irremediably have killed me if
she hadn't reacted in that manner. At that moment I left the bubble and
returned to reality.
My
daughter said: "Mama, that truck was going to trample you." The people
that were present looked at me. I only remained "lost" in the
experience I'd had. How much time had passed? Only a few moments and
for me it was a long time in that bubble. I don't know what to think
but since that day, I desire that moment and think that death is
something beautiful; that something protects you from pain; that there
is no suffering.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No Everything was clear.
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I was threatened by death.
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? When I was in the bubble.
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Less consciousness and alertness than normal
If your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
When in the bubble.
Did your vision differ in any
way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity,
field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Uncertain In another space.
I don't know how to explain it.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing
(in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound,
pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Uncertain Only that music; nothing external.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your
body?
Uncertain
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Peace. Being protected.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Only another place.
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life?
No That being near death is something wonderful.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations,
levels or dimensions?
Yes The time; another state, not of space but of time.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes Something lasting as if I'd been there a long time.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order
and/or purpose?
Yes I didn't know danger; I only saw myself enveloped in that moment
in peace, love.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future events? No
futures; all my life I've had similar events.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following
the experience you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Since I was 7 years old I've had paranormal experiences. This
is one of them it can be said without making too much of it. I only
mention it to give one example.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes I'm known for the experiences I've had, and what I say and the
veracity of my words are known.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE)
prior to your experience?
Yes From the time I was a child I have something I can't explain.
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks)
after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
Every time I recall it I re-live it as if it had just occurred.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful
or significant to you?
How do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real The
same.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a
result of your experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the
experience?
No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the
experience?
no
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately
and comprehensively describe your experience?
No