Mani O's NDE
Experience description:
I saw myself standing in an open I guess best words are a dead desert, it was blackish grey sky the ground was like hard dry cracked sand. In front of me was three hooded spirits with a well like thing in front of it. It was long 4-5 feet in height with mercury type water in it. Though I never saw any faces or hands these spirits were asking me if I wanted to stay or go back. I honestly at this point can't explain it but I knew I wasn't dreaming it felt so real it was fearful. I said I wanted to go back. Then I was shown the well with a terrible life ahead of me if I go back. I remember saying no I want to go back my kids need a father to grow up. The water froze and this incredible light appeared it felt so bright it was overwhelming though I couldn't see with my eyes it felt as though I was seeing an image of Christ. He told me he will honor my request. I woke up feeling very strange yet alive and afraid even though I believed or wanted to believe it was just a dream.
Later that morning I went to work had my calls as usual nothing strange didn't even think of my dream. Later that afternoon, I get a string call nothing to what I'm doing that day very easy call (you would wish everyday you had calls this easy), but out of the area I was working in. Even though I didn't want the call, I still did it as the company claimed they had nobody else. What I didn't know at the time is that the call was refused by another tech as it was to dangerous.
When I got there it didn't seem like a big deal except for the fact that it was 30 feet in the air, but with a ladder it's not a big deal, I've done lots of calls like these. Oh well, I put my ladder up made sure it was safe went up, forgot something so I had to go back down. As I started to head down the ladder kicked out and I started to fall 30 feet with a hundred pound ladder.
As I was
falling there was silence, no wind. It wasn't cold. There was the
light there with me and I looked down and saw myself after I heard the crack of
the ladder. There I saw myself on the ground. I was 30 feet in the air with this
powerful light. Instead of snow I saw the light ahead of me with beautiful
warmth. The light that was with me let me got the light. as I was in there I
felt a pause where now I was with the light of Christ and watched myself as
though I was traveling back in time where I saw myself in bed, the void, and the
accident. It was weird because it felt like I was at all places at the same
time. As I saw everything I felt the light telling me that he will honor my
request to go back. I said I will go back even though I feel like I wish to stay
I must go back.
As I descended back to my body something was said to me, all I remember is
saying "I promise." When I woke up there was a lady there a whole bunch of
people standing over me. 911 calls were placed stating that I had died.
The first thing that I heard was the lady that was on top of me crying became
shocked that I woke up and said, "you must have done good things for people and
God let you live." She then yelled to her husband who came over and said "you
were dead, oh my god your were dead, god let you live!" After that, police,
ambulance, and firemen, all showed up and shocked to see me alive with a bump on
my head the size of a golf ball. Needless to say, I was rushed to hospital.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience? No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
the feeling of peace joy love
that was felt.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
i fell 30 feet onto concrete
with a hundred+ pound ladder.
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
none
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
i never gave much thought to
this, but now i recall in the void i was in uniform (work clothes). in the end,
i was one with the light.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
oh yes, harmonic tone or feeling
when i was in the light. otherwise silence.
Did you pass into or through a
tunnel or enclosure?
Yes
Describe:
when i went into the light
there was an opening. once in, it was like i was one with the light, and
everyone in it.
Did you see a light?
Yes
incredible light appeared it
felt so bright it was overwhelming though I couldn't see with my eyes it felt as
though I was seeing an image of Christ.
I flew
into it. it was so amazing overwhelming it was like it so hard to explain it was
though I was one with the world I knew everything I felt everything I was here
and there it was as though as I one with the whole universe, it's just so
beautiful words can't explain it.
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
I saw myself standing in an
open I guess best words are a dead desert, it was blackish grey sky the ground
was like hard dry cracked sand. In front of me was three hooded spirits with a
well like thing in front of it. It was long 4-5 feet in height with mercury type
water in it. Though I never saw any faces or hands these spirits were asking me
if I wanted to stay or go back.
once in
the light i could see and feel all life that was apart of the energy.
Did you experience a review of
past events in your life?
No
Did you see or visit any
beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
Yes
i could see the worlds of the
lives that were one with the light.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
Yes
i just can't explain it, but it
feels like I'm older than what i think myself to be.
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Yes
I flew into it. it was so
amazing overwhelming it was like it so hard to explain it was though I was one
with the world I knew everything I felt everything I was here and there it was
as though as I one with the whole universe, it's just so beautiful words can't
explain it.
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
happy to go back for my
children and wife but sad to leave.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Yes
i can feel things around me as
though spirits want to communicate with me.
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
when i don't think about it, i
can see a person and know things about him, like what kind of person he/she is,
or what they are planning (i can't really explain this one).
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? i'm more
edgy about things and very uncertain of the things and people around me. i
now know there is a better place when you die.
i know there is
life beyond ours.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
some
people think I'm crazy. others think they can answer what happen scientifically.
others cry and some just don't want to talk to you again.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
that i wanted
to go back, but i must finish here first. this was my reaction when i woke, but
i can't remember what i meant with finish here first.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
all i can say
is the worst feeling was having to leave.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
people
that i meet usually like me more than before and for some reason trust me as
though i have known them for years. I've even had people tell me "why did i just
tell you all this?" regarding their life. these being people i just meet and
don't know at all and probably wouldn't give me the time of day.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes