Mandy J's NDE

Experience description: 

On May 25,1992 I was scheduled for 3:30 pm gall bladder surgery. My hospital stay was to be 23 hours. My parents drove me to the hospital around noon and told me they had a few errands to run and they would be back before surgery.  I checked in and was taken to a hospital room to wait. At around 1:00 the nurse came in and said they were going to take me to surgery early because they had a cancellation and it was Friday and the Dr's wanted to leave early and I was ready to go.

My family (Parents, Son ) did not know I was going to go early  I could not reach them. I said OK let's do it. They gave me something that would relax me and got me prepared. My family Dr. ( he was assisting the specialist.) came in to see me and tell me he was their. The next thing that happened was unbelievable. I felt like I was being sucked out of my body Fast, faster then words can explain. There is not anything on this earth that can explain how fast this all happened.

Next thing is this incredibly bright light (Since I seen that light I wear glass full time I can not see without them.) when I was finally able to adjust my eyes to the light I looked around and I was in a beautiful huge area (maybe 5 to 8 football fields together) the grass was all green it smelled of roses and other flowers and their were rows of people being greeted by people (sprits) that had died and went before us.

I looked to my right and to my left then I looked in front of me and their were all my relatives and friends that had died and in the order they had died. Example my Grandfather Lupe was the first person I remember dying he died in 1955 I was 10 yrs old, he was the first person in line on the left side. These were only people that I loved of cared about deeply that had passed on before me.

On the right side was my grandmother she passed on in 1991, She was the first person I talked to I asked her grandma why are you over their and not on this side with all the other people. She was sitting in her green chair that she loved so much and she was doing something with her hands I'm going to say crocheting because she loved to crochet (she was 92 when she died) but had not been able to in a few years because of her eyesight. She looked up at me and in Spanish (my Grandmother spoke very little English) told me I have a little bit more to do then I will go with the rest of them.

I turned back to my grandfather and told him how much I had missed him and how happy I was to see him. Their was about 12 people in that line. I spoke with each and every one of them only briefly except I had a longer discussion with my Uncle Donald. Donald H. is my Dad's brother he drowned June 30,1989 (I may not be correct on the year), He was about 60 years old. I spoke with him and he told me to give his brother Joe a message, He told me what I was to tell his brother for him.

As I was getting ready to ask him another question, I looked up and saw my nephew floating above the others he was not on the right or left he was just floating around. I asked him, "Richard what are you doing up there?"  He said, "IT WAS NOT MY TIME, I HAVE TO STAY HERE UNTIL IT IS MY TIME."  My nephew Richard committed suicide in September,1989. I felt the hurt in my heart to know he was not able to be at peace.

At that time I felt that I wanted to be in the warmth and comfort of these family members and I decided I was going to cross over when my grandfather put hand up and said NO you can't come yet.  I asked, why not? He did not say a word, only looked up and I looked up to see what he was seeing. I can't even describe what it was, but I guess in order to put it into words I would have to say in the Sky above all this multitude of people/spirits was THE FATHER THE SON AND THE HOLY GHOST.  I have been a Catholic all my life and didn't really understand what the three in one meant but I do now.

The most peaceful feeling came over me and I realized it was our Dear Lord. I told him  I wanted to stay he said I could not I asked why not. His reply was You need to go back and finish what I need you to do. I started crying because I did not want to leave this beautiful peaceful place that I had found. He said don't cry you will see me again one more time before you see me for the final time.

Next thing I knew I was being sucked out of this wonderful place. As I was going back I seen my Dr. Hitting me in the chest and asking the lord to help him bring me back. I asked him about that much later and he asked me how did I know that because he was saying that to himself. I woke up in the ICU Coronary Care Unit. I was to have my gallstone removed via Laser when they inflated my stomach they gave me to much Air and put to much pressure on my aortic and they lost me for one minute and 25 seconds. That minute and 25 seconds were more wonderful then my whole life has been it was the most incredible experience I have ever had.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  I was fully conscious and was very alert.

Was the experience dream like in any way?  NO

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  I can't explain that in words,

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  I felt wonderful I wanted to stay I did not want to come back It was so very very peaceful.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Yes

      Describe:  When I pulled out of my body it was like an enclosure

Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  YES YES  a very very very bright light

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  Please see explanation

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  Yes

      Describe:  I finally gave my Uncle Joe the message his brother Donald told me to tell him. When I told him his Face became very white and he said their is only one person that knew what had happened and that was his brother Donald. The message made no sense to me but it did to him 

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  Yes

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  The Lord sent me back with many special gifts. I see the future on people I know if they will be called home by the Lord because of colored aura. I have healing powers, I have been able to see the future while looking at candles. I see aura's on people. I have more but not enough time to explain them all. As I am trying to do this at work

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  I truly truly believe in the LORD Jesus

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  It took me a long time to finally accept all my gifts and to be able to share them with others. I have but one question If I have all these gifts and the Lord truly sent them to me what am I suppose to do with them???

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  Best Seeing the Lord--- Worst coming back because I won't ever feel that peace as long as I am on the earth

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?  Again I ask I have many many special gifts. I would like to know how I can find out how I am suppose to be using them.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes