Mandip's Possible NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

There doors sliding in front of me each door representing a stage of my past life since childhood & one door representing present day somehow I knew I had to enter the right door in the limited time I had  as after that all the doors would close never to open again leaving me all alone in the dark void forever .  I also knew that if I entered the wrong door  the memories from that stage of my life till today would be erased I started fearing not death but isolation or never being able to see my two sons & husband again or even not recognizing them after I wake up  I feel time is slipping out of my hands & I decide that I rather enter the wrong door than stay back  in my head I just think of GOD & put my foot forward to enter the speeding doors  & at that very moment I feel the anesthetist slapping my cheeks & calling my name & the surgeon says SHE IS BACK I know it was not just a dream because after these few seconds of consciousness I was unconscious again &when I regained consciousness again I felt the time lapse

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     people taking it very lightly & at times even making jokes

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain      I have no idea the 45 minute operation took 2&1/2 hours it had to be stopped  for sometime as my body went cold & I started shivering on the operating table all my queries to the doctor nurses were dismissed as medical complications

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    when the anesthetist slapped my cheeks

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Less consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            when the anesthetist slapped my cheeks

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I was scared & at the same time  was dying to see my family again

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     it was like seeing a photo album of my entire life & even those pictures did not have anyone else other than me in them I was that alone           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     the next day I told my husband even though I could make no sense of it at that time he got scared

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     it was something I saw in movies but never gave it serious thought

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?   

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I believe it was real as describing it even after 5 months gives me a cold shiver

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I trust GOD even more

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes