Louise's NDE

I WENT IN TO THE HOSPITAL FOR A SIMPLE OPERATION. WELL I COULD HEAR THE NURSE SCREAMING TO THE DOCTOR TO GET HIS ATTENTION THAT I WAS LOSING MY BLOOD PRESSURE RAPIDLY, THE DOCTOR DIDN'T RESPOND TO THE NURSE RIGHT A WAY, AND SHE SCREAMED TWO MORE TIMES TO HIM. FINALLY HE SAID GET THAT BED IN SHOCK POSITION. BY THIS TIME I WAS FLOATING OUT OF MY BODY AND I COULD LOOK DOWN AND SEE MY BODY IN THE BED. THE NURSING STAFF AND DOCTOR WAS STANDING BESIDE THE BED. I REMEMBER BEGGING GOD NOT TO LET ME DIE AS I HAD TOW YOUNG CHILDREN AND I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE THEM. I REMEMBERING SAYING TO GOD MY BABIES, MY BABIES, PLEASE GOD MY BABIES NEED ME. THEN I WAS BACK IN MY BED. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCE. ITS FUNNY TODAY BECAUSE IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT IF I DIDN'T HAVE CHILDREN I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE CONTINUED MY JOURNEY WITH NO TURNING BACK. I AM VERY ILL TODAY, AND HAVE SEVERAL HEALTH ISSUES, AND CONTINUOUS PAIN, I SUFFER A LOT SO I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO MY NEXT JOURNEY HOME WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHER. THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE WAITING TO SEE ME THERE. MY CHILDREN ARE NOW. OLDEST SON IS 47 YEARS OLD, NEXT SON IS 44 YEARS OLD, NEXT DAUGHTER IS 29 YEARS OLD, NEXT SON IS 28 YEARS OLD I'VE HAD A GOOD LIFE. I DO HOPE MY EXPERIENCE WILL ENLIGHTEN WHO EVER READS THIS STORY. REMEMBER THERE IS NOTHING TO FEAR

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No     

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  ALL OF THE TIME I KNEW EVERY THING THAT WAS HAPPING.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?          Normal consciousness and alertness

         

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          No     

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
          No     

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          PEACEFUL UNAFRAID. BUT I REMEMBER TELLING GOD I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE MY BABIES. I WAS TALKING TO GOD BUT I NEVER SAW HIM.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?        No     

Did you see a light?         No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         No     

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?   Yes    YES I HAVE LEARNED NOT TO FEAR DEATH. I ENJOY EVERY DAY AS IF IT WAS THE LAST ONE. I HAVE LEARNED GOD SAVED ME FOR A REASON. AND THAT REASON IS I HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN IN THE WORLD. GOD GAVE ME A REASON TO LIVE. I HAVE EVERY REASON IN THE WORLD TO WANT TO LIVE TO EVEN SPITE THE PHYSICAL PAIN I NOW EXPERIENCE. YOU SEE I LOVE LIFE.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No      ITS FUNNY BUT I COULDN'T EVEN HEAR THE HOSPITAL STAFF TALKING. I WAS TO PRE OCCUPIED ASKING GOD TO LET ME LIVE. MY MAIN CONCERN WAS THAT I WAS GOING TO STAY ALIVE FOR MY BABY BOYS AT THE TIME. AS MY NEXT CHILD NEVER WAS BORN UNTIL I TURNED 34 YEARS OLD LOL.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          No     

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    AS I WAS IN A STATE OF ANIMATION. TO CLEAR THIS UP FOR YOU. I WAS JUST LAYING ON MY BACK. TALKING TO GOD. BEGGING TO STAY ON EARTH.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes    I KNOW VERY WELL IF I CROSSED OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE I WAS NOT GOING TO BE WITH MY CHILDREN AND I WAS NOT ABOUT TO LEAVE THEM HERE WITH OUT ME IF I HAD ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT. SO I GUESS I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE TO STAY HERE.

Did you become aware of future events?      No
         

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       Yes    YES I HAVE A LOT OF SPECIAL GIFTS. I HAVE A VERY CLOSER WALK WITH GOD TODAY. HE NEVER GIVES ME MORE THE I CAN HANDLE, HE IS A VERY LOVING GOD, I PRAY FOR PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW WHO NEED PRAYERS AND HE ANSWERS THOSE PRAYERS AND HE ALWAYS LETS ME KNOW WHEN THESE PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED.

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    SHORTLY AFTER MY NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE. THEY LISTENED. THEY THOUGH IT WAS AWESOME.  I DO BELIEVE IT HAS LEFT A IMPACT ON SOME OF THE PEOPLE I HAVE TOLD. I HAVE TRIED TO REASSURE PEOPLE NOT TO FEAR DEATH, AS IT IS A BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCE, AND NOTHING TO FEAR. WHO KNOWS TO YOUR LAST QUESTION OF HOW? YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THEM I'M NOT A MIND READER.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No     

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I STILL LIVE THIS EXPERIENCE TODAY AS IT JUST HAPPENED I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS EXPERIENCE. IT IS JUST AS REAL TO DAY AS IT WAS THE DAY IT HAPPENED I AM 100% SURE OF IT.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? YES I WAS GRATEFUL TO RETURN TO MY BODY AS RAVISHED AS IT IS TODAY. LOL I'M A STRONG OLD YANKEE LOL.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:          Experience was definitely real         I JUST DID IN MY PREVIOUS STATEMENT.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?          No     

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    I KNOW GOD LIVES.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No         

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?          NO ITS 5:30 AM AND I HAVE BEEN UP ALL NIGHT TELLING YOU MY STORY. I AM GETTING TIRED.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes    MY GOD YES I HAVE BEEN ON THIS COMPUTER ALL NIGHT. AND TO BOOT I HAVE HAD TO TYPE THIS WITH ONE FINGER ON MY RIGHT HAND AS I HOLD MY RIGHT HAND UP WITH MY LEFT HAND AS I AM LOSING THE US IN MY RIGHT ARM DUE TO A ROTOR CUFF TEAR THAT CAN NOT BE REPAIRED DUE TO ANOTHER STORY . I CAN'T GO IN TO IT IT'S TO LONG. AND MY LEFT ARM HAS CARPEL TUNNEL. I DON'T SLEEP MUCH AT NIGHT AS THE PAIN IS SO BAD WHEN I LAY DOWN I CAN'T STAND IT. PAIN MEDICINE DOESN'T TOUCH IT SO NOW YOU KNOW THE REST OF THE STORY BELIEVE ME THERE IS EVEN MORE I CAN'T GO IN TO DETAIL. EVEN THOUGH I SUFFER IT WILL NEVER TAKE A-WAY MY LOVE I HAVE FOR THE LORD. I NEVER BLAME HIM FOR IT. IT'S A WAY OF LIFE AND WE ALL HAVE TO SUFFER BE FOR WE LEAVE THIS OLD WORLD NONE OF US ARE GOING TO ESCAPE THAT.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? NONE NO I THINK YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD HANDLE ON IT YOURSELF. YOUR DOING A GOOD JOB. KEEP IT UP.