Lorena's NDE

That night I entered into the emergency room, I almost don’t remember because I passed out in the ambulance with very high blood pressure. When I woke up my husband was looking at me upset, he had left the house 4 weeks ago. Seems that I was better so I was allowed to leave the emergency room, I felt bad though. When I was out waiting for my husband I felt that something was going to happen to me, so I asked him to take me back, then I don’t remember until I heard the doctors to say that it was impossible to do something because my blood pressure didn’t slow down and my heart wouldn’t take it anymore. I don’t know exactly when I died because I never saw my body lie down. I thought that I was still lie in. after that I woke up and I was in other room, it was  not the emergency room anymore I was alone, I asked someone to call my husband and my son, something made me know that I was dying.

Nobody listened I was very mad, I saw someone taking me out of the oxygen machine waiting for me to die , I felt that my body was sleepy in parts and I didn’t feel any worry , I felt happy, waiting for something. There was moments that it seems to me I was dreaming. I felt like something was talking to me without words, I only knew there was somebody letting me know that I was wrong or confused. My life was like a movie only saw it from the moment I got married. There were no sequence of images, they were more like spots and I knew why I have lived that. It was a circuit or something that was growing up every time more and more that each spot was passing and my death was the goal, I just felt that God wanted me to reach that moment, because I understood many things and then I saw my husband passing from the same in that moment. Then I saw a future, my husband and I in a green prairie in a very nice little house, inside I saw I had more children, I just knew that my husband and I were very happy and I understood my mistake. I was cheerful and I don’t know why my faith grew up so much that I just knew God had put me in this. I asked him not let me die please, I asked him to let me see my son grew up, to show my husband that I love him, that I was wrong. I prayed without stopping I repeated I will not die I will not die. Then I was floating, it was dark and I felt a very weird sensation I only knew it was getting closer something big, like at the end of the abysm like when you fall down. I don’t know but I felt I was in a box falling down; I was floating though I was dressed in white and I was very little.  When I reached the moment something inside of me grew up, then I saw a white bird very big passing over my head. I saw the face of Jesus Christ for some seconds and then tree colours came out of the white bird, red, and yellow and blue it was happening all at the same moment. Very quickly I felt a strong power I saw a huge hand that pulled me, I felt it was God’s hand. I was grateful for that I just repeated God is so big and exists and I had to tell to others because I saw him without seeing him I knew it was him though.

After that I opened my eyes and I saw my hands and all my body shining I was so happy and I had this big smile, the nurse almost passed out,  very quickly other people came and ordered to take me out of the box, they took me to a room. I was listening and watching many doctors that were surprised they didn’t believe that I was alive, they were asking me if I felt good I just kept saying God exists and I was so happy. I was in a state of incredible happiness. Afterwards, I was taken to the Psychiatrist because they said I suffered of hallucinations so I decided not talk more about it. My husband told me that I have died twice, one in the emergency room and the other in the cardiologist room, that time I was dead a long time, it was hours I was already in the morgue inside a box. I looked for my record and they never talked about what happened to me. I was confused because nobody believes in me or in my husband and now I found out that it wasn’t a lie or I was crazy.  

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     Si, in everything what happened seems like someone was talking to me without words, and I knew  exactly what happened.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No  

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    Yes I think because it was when I died the first time in the emergency room, because it was only some minutes.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness           Yes,  I think it was when I died for the first time in the emergency room, because it only took a few minutes

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No    

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            Uncertain      Nobody talked but me, but I knew somebody else talked to me and I listened.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           Happiness. peace, love and lots of wishes to live

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I saw God's face in the floor of the room before I saw the white bird.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     I am appreciative for my daily life. I love more to my husband and my son

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     A landscape in a green prairie very beautiful and a little house.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes    I was passing from one place to other very quickly

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I understood what I did was wrong, I understood that my husband loved me and I judged him bad. I understood that I was selfish at the time.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes    I felt that my future was full of love close to my husband and son

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      After that I had strong sensations I felt that God was taking care of what I did. Many times I felt a spirit inside of me, this spirit was acting through me, this happened especially when I was in psychiatry because doctors didn't believe me, it was God who helped me and showed me the way to get out quickly of that place. Afterward I could felt the presence of some little souls that helped me, they were doctors who helped me when I was in the hospital.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I told my husband part of it, because I was embarrassed that he would think I was crazy

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    It was something beautiful I am gratful to God for this experience.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I have faith in God and I fell very lucky for living it.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                 

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes