Loran G's NDE 2713

Loran G's NDE

I was bathed in the most extreme living light one could imagine. Somehow I saw everything on earth and how this light absolutely loved everything on earth, a billion times more than love as we know it. Even fine hair underneath plants leaves were not only loved but somehow accounted for. I laughed at the notion that we did not know how much we are loved. It was stupendous in emotion, I did not want to ever leave that love. Suddenly I felt like I gasped and said," I'm not done with my children!" Everything flew by backwards and I awoke to a smiling son. My hardest effect has been that I live for that light, I want to return! No woman, child, animal or belief has ever been able to even approach this Love. It now gives me great solace when I meditate on it, as I know God is good and no one will be forgot. The only frustration is how I wish every one on Earth could be bathed in and remember that light.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes    The knowledge I did not know I had and especially the " Living" light

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    I had just suffered a massive Cerebral Cortex bleed and was in a coma for weeks.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? During, I felt that "reality" was more valid than this one

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?          More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:        It had a different validity, more real. So less weighty than this one. The body is wonderful, but an extreme weight.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          Yes    I was able to perceive light that probably could leave you blind.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
          Yes    There was a certain kind of knowing and I heard a voice tell me as in casual conversation, "Down to the tip of his nose, man is exactly as what he wanted to be."

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          At first I was not sure, then when that amazing light was present, I felt so much love, I thought I was going to burst.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?        No

Did you see a light?         Yes    A living light that supported the fabric of the universe.

Did you meet or see any other beings?         No

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?   No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         Uncertain

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          Yes    I saw, or knew the love of that light and how everything is loved by that light.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes    Was in a coma

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    Words cannot describe it

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       Uncertain     Not sure, though my nursing skills seem more attuned.

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    I shared it right away because of its joy, I never could get the experience's

wonder and joy to be understood, it was beyond words.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes    As a psychiatric nurse it is in the DMSO. You also cross the bridge during chat. No, it did not play in at all because the thought didn't come up until I was fully awake

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I was waking up to the world (post-CVA) and then, even now I meditate on it and it provides great solace

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Of course, more meaningful because I feel I will return to that light, makes difficulties easier to bear.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:          Experience was definitely real         I view it as real which seems distant at times, but I can never forget the stupendous amount of love we are showered by.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?          Yes    Yes in the sense that I'm limited now and the advice is not well accepted of the lame.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    The Faith of my fathers has taken root.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?          Yes    Yes, deep meditation or prayer.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?          Words are so lacking in my experience's regard.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? No      Words can't begin to describe it.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Thank You for what you do.