Linda G's NDE

I was asleep on  my bed after taken 8 tablets as prescribed by the doctor not realizing that it was 8 per day not 8 at once. I experienced a sort of light sleep culminating with a sensation of breaking into a million particles

I could sense that my body was still on the bed and I was sort of above it but only just it was a sensation of separation from the physical body but still being fully aware of my essence. During this stage my aura as I will call was intermingling with a friend who was asleep next to me on my bed.

I was communicating with the Aura of my friend who was beside me. It was like our aura's were a culmination of all our many lives and experiences since being on Earth and the beginning of time from the caveman days to now. I could tell which gene pool he stemmed from and also my own. As my friend was only sleeping I took this as a sort of force field that we all have, something which we all are connecting with amongst each other even if we don't realize it.

I was then taken at a great speed and flown around the world at a great speed it was pulling me around by my solar plexus region. I have no body at this stage but I'm still a soul and I also know this. When my journey around the Earth had reached above Indonesia (as I was flying around the equator (it was sort of like looking at a Google earth map) I was sucked into a tunnel although it didn't have sides so to speak just a feeling that I was being drawn up to the next level. I was greeted by a light being although I don't remember flying into a light as such.

I knew this soul and was guided around the place I was shown rooms and doorways mostly which contained other souls learning things and preparing for there return to Earth or where ever there next journey was to be.

I also saw souls who I would called Angels or higher beings they were helping Earthlings with many problems even medical discoveries.

I was taken to many different levels by this friend and learned that anything is possible in this place. I can't remember most of the levels as each one seemed more complex than the last but I do remember the lower levels so to speak. I'm sure I was taken to higher places but I am not to remember these places as my life here would be affected. I think there may be about 7 or possibly more but I have a basic memory of about 3 or 4.

I was taken before God who was just as I imagined; a bright light being so brilliant it was like I've never seen.  Yet we had meet before, with a human form but no body so to speak approximately 8 ft tall and made from pure love and light. We communicated telepathically and every question I had was answered although I don't remember exactly what I asked. I was shown a movie of my life from start till then it was so fast and yet so precise. I was asked if I would change anything which I answered "yes of course." He also asked me questions too! Like, was I happy with my life? To which I replied that I was.

I was left with a feeling inside as to how much good I'd given and how much bad I'd given. I was told this would be the feeling I'd be left with whilst there. My feeling was not bad.  It was not extremely great either.  It was a slightly nervous feeling but one that I could be satisfied with.

I'm imagining that if you were mean and awful throughout your life that that is the feeling you would be left with whilst transitioning to the next place. Even though this place was so wonderful and sort of felt like home and most people could never imagine nor want to leave I asked if I could go back to Earth.

God asked me why and I told him that my kids were asleep in the next room and I would never forgive myself if they had to wake in the morning and find their mum dead. The previous year there father had committed suicide and if they had to grow up with a mum who had a drug overdose and a dad who committed suicide then they would think that no-one loved them enough to be around which was so far from the truth. My every particle was aching with this thought. I was allowed to come back there was no begging or pleading it was like it was what I wanted so much and unselfish that I had it given to me. I'm so thankful for that.

I was told that if I was to come back I would have to forget what I had learned on the other side as it would interfere with my life. I was sent back so quickly through the soles of my feet and awoke a few hours later.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     some things were so great there is no words sufficient to describe.

some things were all feelings with no words. It was like home and my Earth life was just a day in the park.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes            accidental drug overdose

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I think I was alert at all times except for when it was decided to come back then I was basically told that I wasn't to remember what had happened in the clarity in which I had just had it. I remember clearly many things but I know I only remember just a snippet. I was told I can't be allowed to remember as it would take the joy out of my life a purpose here if I know what was to happen. I don't remember returning to Earth or the process it was as if I was just put back but I do no I got back in my body through the soles of my feet.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I think I was alert at all times except for when it was decided to come back then I was basically told that I wasn't to remember what had happened in the clarity in which I had just had it. I remember clearly many things but I know I only remember just a snippet. I was told I can't be allowed to remember as it would take the joy out of my life a purpose here if I know what was to happen. I don't remember returning to Earth or the process it was as if I was just put back but I do no I got back in my body through the soles of my feet.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     When I first started to loose consciousness I was lying next to a friend. As I started to drift above my body it happened in a strange way it was like all my body became thousands of little particles. My friend who was beside me was also made from these particles and although he was asleep and not experiencing a NDE. our particles started to intermingle. I can only explain this as it our aura's mingling I learnt so much from this connection. I learnt everything about him and he about me I think. It would take me a while to describe it but the overall feeling I was left with was that what you do to others you are doing to  yourself as we all are connected by a magical cord which is connected to the source of everything which I call god.

Then I went on to the next level. This level sent me spinning around the world 3 times at a speed of such fastness I when all around 3 times in approximately 20 seconds ( although there is no time) I saw the Earth in all its glory a truly magnificent planet to view from the fields of space. Then somewhere over Indonesia I was sucked into a tunnel and taken from the earthly realm and sent to "heaven" if I may call it that

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?

            Yes     I could hear normally although when communicating it was telepathic but with sound and words!

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Love, in the most extreme sense up until I had the life review then I felt a little nervous.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     I was sucked into a tunnel after floating or flying at a great speed around the world three times. This tunnel appeared over Indonesia.

Did you see a light?           Yes     The most brilliant light imaginable. This was god. But it wasn't at the end of the tunnel.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I had a guide (not a deceased relative) I also met God. I also met and saw many other spirit beings getting on with there stuff such as studying or watching a window that looked sort of like a TV of their loved ones or even a baseball game.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     I saw everything from birth till then in fast motion also whilst this was happening I could feel the feelings of these events. I could also feel any pain I gave out to others. Also goodness I'd given out. God asked if I was happy with how things went and I said "yes". He asked me how I felt and I said a little nervous he explained that this was because all my life I felt this way and it is sort of what I didn't handle properly. I was also told that if the bad outweighed the good you have done your feeling your left with is bad, so if you were a truly awful person you'd be feeling quite awful for your time there. Alternately if you have given out love and goodness and been kind and caring you'd be up there feeling sheer bliss and good for you. I was feeling no extreme sense of badness for lack of a better word. I was feeling happy, light, carefree but a little nervous inside like you have been over a hill too fast or ridden a roller coaster, but all in all the balance seemed fair and just enough for what I had just been shown. Mostly good stuff had outweighed the bad.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I remember at least 4 different dimensions which I could move through at will.

I do think however that there  were at least 7 and possibly more. I was told that I couldn't be allowed to remember all of this as it would affect my life back on Earth. Before I was put back in my body my mind was sort of erased but I do have a vague recollection of most of he places and have the feeling that I learnt an amazing amount more but can't remember a lot of specific details.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     There was no space or time as such I felt like I could have been a whole year on some particular levels in the different dimensions but clearly on Earth time I was not breathing for only a few minutes. So all the time there which I could talk about like it happened over a period of days was only a few minutes in fact.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I came to understand that we all choose to come to earth to fulfill a plan of some sort or even learn about a particular interest. We choose our  bodies and parents and life plan. May I also add that some people come here for the most simplest of reasons to learn how to play tennis for example or simply for the cake and food, as silly as this sounds our life plans aren't so high and lofty as one might think. I DIDN'T MEET ANY SAVE THE WORLDERS OR ANYONE WISHING TO BE A PRESIDENT. MOST HAD SIMPLE WISHES. I was also told we could exist on different planes for another lives but our life here on earth is a life purely to experience physical pleasure or pain but to have a physical experience because all other planes we don't need a body as a vessel. I also learnt that this life here is just a drop of water in the bucket of lives in which we all experience, many here on Earth & many in other realms of existence. All to progress and grow in some way. The main purpose here is to LOVE. I was also told that this would be my last life here on Earth as there will be nothing left for me to learn by coming here again. I had the feeling though that I'd be off to some other magical place!

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            Accurate

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     Usually can sense when someone is sick or dying. I have experiences where the power seems to play up when I'm around. I can heal myself with positive thoughts. Have had visions and flashes of the future and premonition dreams. I also can tell when someone is lying. I often feel like I'm helping others when I'm asleep. I also believe in the power of prayers.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Some people cry, some think I'm silly. But they will all find out one day.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I had heard of it but although I heard about the light and tunnel and stuff it was completely different that what I would have imagined.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    As a real NDE.

I felt so blessed I wanted to tell everyone but I didn't want them to think I had lost the plot,

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I was particularly impressed by the life playback and since then I cant lie and will always help out anyone in pain. I was always a kind and caring person before but more so now.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I have never had a dream that was so vivid so I can't believe it was a dream it was like a dream only 1000 times more real than life itself.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     Try not to build up negative feelings or bad karma and I'm more understanding of others and where there at in life so to speak.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I not only believe in god but really believe in karma as well. I also believe that love can heal almost anything.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        People often would like to know if you have been to a place of such wonder why would you want to come back here. I had to come back and it was jointly decided between God and I that it was in the best interest of my two sleeping children who would find my dead body when they woke up and as their father had only died a year ago they would be orphans, I had no-one who would care for them in my life and they would have not survived. So I'm actually here to look after the kids. I was told that when they no longer needed me and when the kids of mine were married "they" would come back for me when I say "they" I am assuming it is the angels, but I'm not sure.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   Could you ask how they came to be back inside there body. I was put back in my body through the soles of my feet.