Leonard NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I felt myself getting out of my body. Once outside, I saw the hospital staff working around my body to revive it. I’ve been very surprised of my paranormal powers in this different from! First I had 360 degree vision, I could see above, below, on my right, on my left, behind, I could see EVERYWHERE at the same time!

Secondly, I could zoom on a particular point. Also I travelled at the speed of thought, I just needed to think about a place or somebody and I was instantly there! I could go through walls, I went through matter, and it was VERY EXCITING!

I heard people thought. Even before they opened their mouth, I knew what they were about to say! Because I heard their thought! Besides, it was quite a cacophony in the room, but I just had to focus on one person and then, I just heard this person! Well, that’s it for extraordinary powers you have when out of the body! I strolled about, I visited my mother at her home, I went into deep universe, I climbed very high in space and the sight was WONDERFUL! At some point I felt I was sucked away and I went into a long dark tunnel, I was sucked at an incredible speed! At the tunnel end there was a glowing pinpoint. In this tunnel there were other beings like myself, and we looked at each others saying, “I believe we are dead!” The more I went forward, the more the light grew. I arrived into this light which was wonderful, very bright, but what hit me the most is that in this light I felt at peace, joy, but most of all I felt an incredible love! This light loved me! This light talked to me! I asked it if it was god and it answered me, “Yes I am the light! This light being (whom I did not see) knew EVERYTHING about me, he knew my life from beginning till end! Once in this light, I remembered who I was, I also got answers to all questions I ever wondered about, like who created the universe and how, how does the cosmos work, physics, etc. Oh yes, I did not learn it, I remembered it!

Be in this knowledge was a divine state. God then showed me all my life from birth till NDE. I felt and experienced again all these events and I also felt emotions I had raised in others. I was my only judge! This experience was very painful. I dare not imagine what Adolf Hitler underwent when feeling the pain of millions of individuals… God showed me when I had generously done things without thinking about it beforehand, and when I had done unloving things. I even saw myself steeling sweets in a shop, thinking to myself, “Whew, nobody saw me!” But indeed somebody saw me… Yes God saw me! But he does not judge me. In fact this is what hit me the most: God does not judge, he just loves us with unconditional love, this love is indescribable, it is not like what we feel on earth, this is rather a force-love.

The light and I talked for quite a long time. Oh yes! On the other side communication is done via telepathy (thought transfer). I must tell you that God has a fantastic sense of humor, I never laughed so much in all my life! We laughed about the way so serious I had reacted to an event. Life on earth is a big drama! It should not be taken too much in earnest! As for the universal knowledge I got, I was not allowed to come back with the answers, I remember I knew and I recall some little things like the fact we are eternal beings, we always existed and we shall always exist! We are god-man who came on earth to create in matter. Each time we incarnate, we lose memory of who we are.

Prior to universe creation there was only us, united in just one small point of awareness, this consciousness had knowledge but we could not experience it, then we separated into billions of individual consciousnesses and we created universe to go there and have fun! One day we shall all be reunited again, and again we shall “explode” and everything shall start again, this is an unending circle! True life, true reality is in the other world. Oh yes! I remember the light told me that there is more than one universe, indeed there are billions of it, and earth is not the only planet we may choose to incarnate on.

I recall that when I was out of my body, I wondered what I looked like without a body. Then I looked at myself and I was light, I was made of light! However, at some point I had not this light body anymore, I was just a point of consciousness in universe! At some point God told me, “You must go back to earth.” I refused then, no way I should go back into that sick body, then God showed me a vision of my mother who cried because I was dead, then I came back. I went down through this tunnel much talked about, and I had to reenter my body through my head. The feeling was very unpleasant, it was like putting a diver suit too small on. Here it is! This was my NDE!

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes     There is no word to describe the intense emotions I experienced, but also the colors I saw, etc.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?       Yes     Heart attack

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    On the other side, reality is even more real than in our body! I was very conscious during the whole experience.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:  On the other side, reality is even more real than in our body! I was very conscious during the whole experience.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          Yes     360 degrees, I saw everywhere at the same time!

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?         Yes     I heard people think!

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?        HUGE JOY, PEACE AND LOVE!!

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?       Yes     a long black tunnel where I came across other entities that travelled just like me

Did you see a light?       Yes     I talked with the light! This light is God but we are not separate from this light, we are part of it, we are God!

Did you meet or see any other beings?        Yes     I saw deceased family friends

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?            Yes     Indeed we always must do things with love. Whatever it is, you must do it with love!!!

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?     Yes     I talked to my mother who confirmed that she did wear the clothes I saw and that she said the things I heard!

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I was in an "environment" made of light. All sorts of colors we do not find here on earth!

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?            Yes     Time and space did not exist!

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes     We are eternal beings! We were not “created” because we always existed, without beginning or end! We are God experiencing who we are through matter. Life is an unending circle. One day we shall all be reunited again, and again we shall “explode” and start all over again! All that can be imagined may exist because it originates from universal consciousness (knowledge), thought is creative! Here things occur with a delay, but on the other side they happen instantly. God (us) is a vibration, love and this vibration create light. The more we love, the more we emit light because we vibrate faster!

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?          No      

Did you become aware of future events?    No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I am more intuitive and I had visions of the future that proved to be true.

Have you shared this experience with others?      Yes     I told it in the days that followed and their reaction was positive, although they did not seem to believe me much!

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes     I had read Dr Moody’s book and yes, because I knew that life carries on, I was not surprised by what happened to me, I said to myself, “Oh yes, this is the light people talk about!”

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    This is my answer, At the moment, are you dreaming? No, but how do you know it? Well this is the same for me. Not only was it real, but I never felt so much alive than during this experience!

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Yes my conversation with God!

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:         Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?        Yes     Now I try to put love in everything I do and I am aware that my thoughts create my life!

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?        No            I do not practice any religion

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes