Kumar NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

Due to serious complications of childbirth I was rushed for a life saving surgery which I came to know of only after I regained consciousness .While I was being rushed for the surgery I was telling the Doctor , strangely things that were going to happen next and they did happen . After the surgery my doctor explained that I had reached the stage of heightened awareness and so was being able to tell what was going to happen next . During the surgery at one point I remember having no air inside me . I believe that was the time when my lungs had collapsed ( as told by the doctor later ) .They had lost me for about 11 seconds. At this time I remember very clearly what I felt was something like some one wanting to place some blocks on me ...like a jigsaw puzzle but didn't know where to fix it and I knew and wanted to let them . I was screaming to tell but they could not hear me . I lifted my arm but suddenly realized my arm was in two places on the operation table and trying to reach the doc. At that point I gave up but strangely I was not at all sad . I accepted it almost lay back feeling satisfied with a feeling of a lot of peace and calm around me . I strangely felt happy that the docs had failed to fit the piece . Then suddenly I felt a gush of cold air filling my body which may have been the ventilator starting . Next I woke up the next day .

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    through out the above described phase

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            through out the above described phase

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     very loud and clear . Even a whisper was loud enough .

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            felt as if I knew what was going to happen next

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     The time when they lost me was the time I felt a lot of peace . Some of the words the doctors had said during the surgery were verified by them later .

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Uncertain     

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     As described earlier . Knew exactly what was going to happen next

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            As mentioned above

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     As soon as  woke up after the surgery I was asking the doctor question which surprised them and also confirmed the events

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    Very real because the event is picture clear in  my mind till now .

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    It scars me know of what I have been through . It seems unnatural.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Uncertain      I lost my baby that night . It makes me wonder where she went .

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes