Kitty W's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

            1)   When I was 22, I learned that my husband MIA in Viet Nam...When they came to tell me that he was now classified as Killed in Action, the stress caused hormonal reactions resulting in a 'histamine cascade'....I felt a rattling in my chest, dizziness then darkness.  I floated above myself, watching, as they took me to Emergency....I saw them insert a very long needle into the chest of the girl on the table, but I didn't recognize her as ME. This was before the invention of Defibrillators; the treatment was direct injection of Epinephrine into the heart, cardiac compressions, and suctioning of fluid out of the lungs to clear them for a respirator. 

Meanwhile, I had left the Hospital through the ceiling and found myself in an indescribable place of light and mist and beautiful sound...I felt warmth, love, the blood in my veins turning to warm honey and a sense of Peace and Belonging beyond description. 

Next, I found myself lying on my back in sweet smelling fresh grass beside a pond, surrounded by indescribable flowers and foliage. There was a small water fall and swans there. After awhile I noticed a man nearby with silver hair and incandescent skin. He appeared to be glowing, but other than that, he looked normal. I did not recognize him, but felt we were old friends. We talked about a time when we were in Kansas in the 1850's and laughed about my, 'spectacles' 

He told me I couldn't stay there....I was just beginning my Path. He said he would come to me in the future on Earth when the time was right and he would have "what I needed"... 

I remember re-entering my body...Like getting into a cold, wet sleeping bag...Then the pain in my chest. They injured the cartilage just below my sternum during the resuscitation process. 

I saw him again when I was 56 beside a waterfall in Oregon. I was on my way to our family ranch in Central Washington to care for my Mother as she Transitioned from pancreatic cancer at the age of 86. I held her while her Spirit lifted...The man at the Waterfall in Oregon only said a single word to me..."Remember."

Since that first NDE, I 'know' things...I have a picture of my Mother at her own Memorial Service; in the photo she is a beautiful golden glowing mist & you can see where she came into the room on the ceiling...she is standing beside me and her only Grandson. If you like, I will send you a copy of the picture of Mom's electro-magnetic energy. For days after she went Home, the house at the Ranch was surrounded by Tiger Swallow Tail Butterflies that shouldn't have been there for at least 2 more months.

She comes and talks to me now and then....mostly about cooking and baking & how Dad is screwing up her Fried Chicken Recipe...stuff like that. 

I have 3 other Experiences, each a bit different.

The BEST THING?  No fear of death and the freedom that comes with that...I skydived, parasailed, flew an Ultra-Light and drove a race car...

By the way, I'm 5'0" and literally catch and release insects....One of the Lessons from a different Experience was simply...."Do Not Destroy, that which you Did Not Create"  

If you are interested in the 3 other Experiences, send me an e-mail.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     How would you describe color to someone who has been blind since birth? There is no language suitable to communicate.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     Four major episodes of Anaphylactic Shock (cardio-pulmonary arrest)

A number of less severe episodes where I rose above my body and stood in the Light.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I was by the Waterfall.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            When I was by the Waterfall.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     As I described above, and in many other ways as well...

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     Method of sound perception...indescribable sounds etc.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Indescribable peace, love, acceptance, joy, overwhelming well-being etc.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No       I was just IN a different place...no sense of traveling.

Did you see a light?           Uncertain      I was IN a Light...

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     As described above....an 'incandescent' man...we knew each other in the 1850's...He sent me back.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     The 'incandescent' man came to see me more than 30 years later...

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     As described above....My sense was NOT of Heaven, as in UP in the stars somewhere....It was Down either....IT IS A VERY SHORT STEP TO THE SIDE.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     In the sense that Time didn't exist...TIME is an invention of Man....It helps us catch buses & show up for meetings on time.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            Since the first NDE, I 'Know' things...highly 'intuitive' and 'empathetic'...knowledge that everything IS as it should be, whether we personally agree or not....I know my Spirit Guide...her name is Surai...I believe she is originally from the Middle East.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            VERY...I understood that I was a 'Catalyst'....I follow my nose, and believe that I am guided to those who need me.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I'm not comfortable discussing these abilities.

Have you shared this experience with others?         No      

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I have abilities I didn't have before.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?   

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I have had 4 NDE's...I return to the same place each time....I have abilities I did not have before and I still have them...(a few are NOT welcome)

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Uncertain      I was 22, that's like the "Which came first, the chicken or the egg?" question...I would tend to believe that EVERYTHING was impacted to some degree...

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I studied all the major Faiths...The Bible, The Koran, The Torrah, Buddhism, Hinduism, Druids, Wicca etc., etc.