Karl F Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

It will be difficult to describe all of what happened to me because it covered a good portion of my life and I will tire from this and explaining this drains me. basically there was a place of greater light that I wanted to go to but could not. Two men eventually came in and told me I could not go there unless I came back. There have been books and scriptures that were word for word type of experiences. as events unfolded some wanted me to not come back the two men in white wanted nothing of me but to present me with information to make my own choices.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      I do not have the words to respectfully give credit to what happened.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     car accident with loss of blood main trauma loss of large portion of right elbow head minor trauma other cuts and punctures and scrapes from exiting car and it rolling on top of me.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    when I was talking to the two men in white

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            when I was talking to the two men in white

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain      things were different a more complete understanding of things

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            Uncertain     

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain           

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes    

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     they spoke to me and others were off at a distance

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     and no at times I think life would have been much easier if it had not happened but we do not control what happens to us to some extent only our response to it.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     events shown to me happened.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain      this question if in regards to the spiritual world yes

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No       every thing seemed normal for where I was I did see my past very little and my future a lot

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            mostly in regards to my life but did gain an ability to love those I would not expect to had this not happened

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain      there were places I could not go unless I came back.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            things were shown to me to discourage me coming back and/or as a proof of the knowledge of future events

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      depends on what you call psychic as far as some events that were to happen in my future, yes.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     little bit less than six years. They were missionaries and my wife. I saw there light, for no better explanation, and in that light I had met them before not them specifically.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was probably not real         read articles of change from consciousness to unconscious would create hallucinations and explained things that way as time went on I was reliving my life they had shown me.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    All of it was deeply significant. I first met my first wife then and she was the only person that I saw and spoke with from my future although it was more feelings that we exchanged than actual words. I spoke to her second husband but did not actually see him directly.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I still see events shown me and know it is real

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Uncertain      I am not a different person from when I left and when I came back. life has definitely been more difficult for me to deal with in some respects and more comforting probably in others. many times I am great full for the experience mostly very understanding of why we are left to not remember the spiritual from which we came.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     no people have to make there own decisions not base them from what I say. I do not believe we can say what is right for me is necessarily right for you. most truly religious events lead the same direction and therefore lead to godly events. unfortunately people want to win and God has already won he has merely created this for our benefit.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Uncertain      if you mean events that confirm what happened to me, yes.  otherwise no          

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Uncertain      There is no way to fairly describe the time there is no justice I can give to the people I spoke with that could fairly describe their contents