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Kane D's NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
Usual out of body descriptions could see everything all activities if I thought
about a person I was immediately transported to them whilst paradoxically
remaining and continuing to see what I was already witnessing, when I realized I
was dead which took several minutes a great warmth of love engulfed me and I
felt arms wrap around me even though I had no physical form, colors where
electric, smells fantastic I slipped in and out of my body multiple times during
the three days. I had life reviews but these were not how I have read since but
purely self observed and self analyzed as if I was my own parent or own teacher
it is difficult to put into words, I was also aware of the over powering secret
to life in its truly simple form and felt and believed it that nothing else is
real but the feeling. the experience of death has been the most real and
physical experience of my life and the world here felt cold and heavy and unreal
for sometime afterwards.
There was a lot of 'physical' contact with me during this experience that also continued when 'alive' again and out of hospital intensely for several months but on occasion if I get anxious or worried it occurs again and as it did in my experience makes me feel instantly comforted and alright.
It's too detailed to write here but if you want to know more I will attempt to write it up
EXPERIENCE
DESCRIPTION:
I had a cerebral hematoma a brain hemorrhage due to a burst blood vessel
traveling up to my brain it popped in the right temple and I hit the ground I
instantly was aware not with fear but just new I was dying I could physically
feel myself dead. It was dark and a void but there was a honey glow of light a
pin prick I instantly prayed to god i.e. I thought of god and begged not to die
as I had a child a little girl who needed my help as her mum was causing her a
lot of pain. I felt myself burst back into my body but I knew it was difficult
and not what I was supposed to do. I then was rushed to hospital where after a
night stabilizing my heart stopped. I was out of my body I suppose just my soul
my thought I had total awareness. I could see 360 degrees around my body in
every direct any place at the same time I had instant knowing I thought of my
child and I was there at her home with her yet at the same time here in the
hospital looking at myself I watched a trail of visitors around the bed
panicking and a lady place a lavender candle on the side board which happened
but she hid it in the draw before I came out of my coma. I felt love surround me
like warm cozy arms squeezing around me yet I had no body I felt, I new it was
ok I was loved I was home I was told so many things and also that god was equal
to me as to all men I did not feel anything but peace and love real peace and
love it was beautiful time did not exist in that space so much more happened but
I have no time I at work sorry.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes because the experience was multidimensional all seeing and all knowing
and I just even now cannot find enough words to sum up 10 per cent of it
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes brain hemorrhage died twice once at home but I forced myself back into my
body second time for some time in hospital but heart restarted on its own after
3 minutes
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
for what seemed like forever after dying however I also remained out of my body
after being resuscitated and for most of my coma
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different
from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
in that place it felt like home more real than you could imagine more solid than
this world I realize this is the dream world not that this is the game that was
the real world
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes could see every direction at the same time
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes everything was just knowing
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
total joy, bliss calm happy at peace happy 4 the first time ever a real
happiness that I had never before experienced
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you
see a light?
Yes
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes it was all knowing their was no visible force it was just there
surrounded by a honey golden light just like I had no shape or form just thought
until I thought about having shape and forma and then I just had it in an
instance
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes various things that happened that people were doing that I saw including
the cloths my daughter and ex-partner were wearing 70 miles away
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes no time no space I could be anywhere my thoughts took me to I chose to
watch over my friends and family
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you
become aware of future events?
Yes
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No never fully shared it
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real because I was physically touched on the
shoulder kissed on the cheek and my name whispered in my ear when I sat and
doubted it one day by the same person/identity
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
put
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
yes
later on
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Uncertain