Joseph M's NDE 2434

Experience description: 

(Unknown Doorway)
During my experience, The highlight of the whole thing was where I had seen my fathers parents to him then, My mothers parents were no where to be seen at all at the time.

Then I seen my great grandfather to me in a tattered uniform of the }CSA{ civil war its self here.

Looking on at a straight line its self to see what other relatives I could see here besides the bright light its self that was a white in color.

I saw what looked to be a battlefield of a battle fixing to take place its self between British troops and Indians with Mohawk hair cuts, and a relative on horse back its self.

The horse was beautiful big brown mixed with black in his coat he was well kept.

Very well groomed its self.

Then their was the blackened shaded like silhouette of a kings head above all of this and I was stretching my neck so to speak to see more of this figure and had a very blinding white light hit me square in the eye's through the jewelry in the top of this kings crown its self as I was trying to see more of him here.

And he had large whiskers on his chin here I suddenly turned away from this blinding light here shining through his crown because it hurt my eye's here to much to continue looking at him.

So I turned my head away only to loose him here never to see him again.

And the seen here shifts to a garage like looking door way where my self and more spirits by the hundreds went streaming in to this same blinding white light area.

This bright light had really burned my eye's from looking directly in to it.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      The hole experience was kind of spooky for my self as a non believer till I had gotten in to it and just in side the tunnel of light its self

I had this pulling sensation on me to my left till I looked to see what it was that was drawing me near it.

I saw nothing or no one here but believed that the badness in me or in my past was part of me trying to pull me down this path to this fire ball looking area the same color of a fire burning trash its self.

Till I started praying to god again to please don't let me die here

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     just in side the tunnel of light its self was this pulling sensation towards this fire looking area its self.

Of which scarred the Willie's out of me.

At the time being.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I believe the appearance its self was where I had this suddenly burning pain in the upper middle of my chest area over the breast bone its self, As to where the doctor is said to have been using electric shock to bring the heart back on line its self.

It felt like my hole breast bone middle was being pulled right out of me here.

at this point.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            It just suddenly felt to me like it was in this other plain of life where I was at.

Because something had me up in the air pulling me along here and I felt like I could take on the hole world health wise.

Their was just something feeling wise I could never put in to words here about the hole situation its self.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain      Things appeared to me as being solid here where I was at other than the gentleman his self that I spoke to here about whether any one would be with me or not, And he said that some one would be with me shortly.

He was dressed in and Arab or Hebrew out fit with a cap on his like a round bole its self with square sides to it.

like they wear in Jerusalem.

Then he disappeared on me like he had just walked right through this solid marble like fence taller than either of us both.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Lightness and fear mostly

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     A very long tunnel where I had finely ended up in side of and floating along as if being pulled by some unknown force its self.

And their were spots in this tunnel its self where I could see sky beneath me and the puffy white clouds floating along beneath me.

Weather wise I'd say the area was calm.

But I saw no one walking at this time in the green grassy meadows below me when I did see meadows.

Did you see a light?           Yes     The light its self that I had seen was in the tunnel its self all around me both sides in front of me and behind me.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Only the one being dressed like an Arab who could have been an angel in disguise or could have been Jesus, But he was not clean shaven just had short whiskers about his face and mouth area.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain      Yes, I had finally got to see first hand that there is another life to look forward too in life as I know it to be.

Where I was not sure of before.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes            I was in this area just before touching ground and could see a real beautiful meadow with a tree line around its outer edges with a hill over to its back side. And a sun high in the sky and a sharpness to the color like none other I've ever seen before

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     A very tall and large stone fence not touched by mans tools them self's   It was brick like design

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I have tried to share this event with others out in real life its self but its been laughed off by friends as a joke to them

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No       oh I've heard of near death being spoke of yes

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I was confused as to why I'm experiencing these things yes and the doctor is telling me I had died.

Additional information:  Submitted 1/1/06

As I was late for work in this particular day its self here getting started for work here and getting the tractor its self started for work.

An international farm all tractor.

I was to place five hundred pound bends through out the orchards them selves here for the farm workers to fill with red wine sap apples here.

And I had started up the hill its self and was all ready bobbing back and forwards on the tractor seat its self here and I had nearly fell off the seat its self once.

And stopped the tractor its self long enough to gain my posture so to speak.

I just wanted to turn around and go back to the house and go back to bed

But I did not do so here.

So I continued on up the hill here its self and started placing boxes and had dropped two full ones over on their sides and emptied them by accident.

The next one had been taken up the hill its self empty.

And so I made it twice falling asleep at the wheel of course.

And the next time I had gone under a tree its self and came too only to see that I was committed to a down hill drive with no way out but straight down.

And All I could do was say bad words to my self in the down hill drive because I had let my self get in to such a foolish situation here then.

And so I down throttled the engine its self because their was no way to stop the tractor from going down hill nor was their no way to turn it around with out turning it over on the mountains side its self with me on it and not rolling it down hill with out turning it over.

So I done a lot of praying here and had hoped for the best its self here.

How ever I had made it to the bottom of this mountain side passed out and setting up right in the tractor seat its self here.

Then came to and knew where I was at.

By this time it was too late for me to do any thing.

The tractor went up under this tree its self.

And had brushed me off of it over the back of the seat here hurting my arms.

And a tree popped up behind the tractor its self here and caught me in the crotch of my seat here and I said to my self here oh shit, That's all I could think momentarily.

Then I heard this very loud pop here in front of me like a bone breaking, Deep in side my body.

And I went out like a light here.

I found myself on the ground when I came too with cold drops of water hitting me in the face its self.

This cold water had woke me up here.

Then I got up to find the tractor here and it was gone.

I fell down soon As I had gotten several times.

Till I learned how to walk all over again.

Boy was I mad at my own self here.

I had done it this time.

Some how I had no tractor to drive and I couldn't stay on my feet with out falling down.

And a quarter of a mile to go for help and no one around to help me till I got back to the house here its self.

I managed to get back to the house though after finding the tractor setting up right and the battery hanging out of the box its self.

one cable off the battery a twelve volt battery.

And I had finely got to the house where my boss lived at, My brother to me then.

And I couldn't even set up with out falling over on to the ground twice here where I was at.

I saw my nephew on the up stairs and told him I needed his father, That I had , Had a farm tractor wreck over the side of the mountain its self.

And so I was so tired here that I had set down on my seat here again and I passed out there by rolling out on too the ground its self a second time.

And when I had came too here on the cold ground its self here.

I had found my head being held by my older brother to me here.

Begging me not to die, Please don't die on me now he said.

So he yelled up at his son to go call an ambulance of which he did do.

Because I was getting to where I could not talk I couldn't even get to my feet here at all.

My strength was gone from me here.

Next thing I know the ambulance has shown up and is talking cutting my throat open for me to breath and that they couldn't put an airway in to me.

My brother had told them please don't do that to him here.  Try one more time with a smaller one and they finally did get a smaller in the swell on throat area and rushed me to the hospital in Yakima Washington where I was passing in and out on them.

And they got to the hospital its self and took me right away to emergency room its self.

I barely recall all of this happening to me here though.

Then they put me up on the bed its self.

They had my shirt opened up here where all I remember is the doctor yelling hurry please hurry were going to loose him.

And all I do remember was looking straight up over me the doctor had a pair of white paddles in his hands where they squirted white liquid over these paddles then started to my chest with both of these paddles and I went out like the lights in Georgia were snuffed out on me.

I had woke up in this room still covered up by a white sheet of some sort over me then, Don't know how long it was in between this event.

But it was pitch black dark here in this room then where I was at.

And I was feeling fine.

So I had sat up on this bed but something was kind of odd about this part, I had went right through this blanket with out even touching it here.

Then rather suddenly like this whole room its self had lit up on me here and I could see the lights on in the sealing its self here where I was at.

So I sat on the side of my bed here where I was at thinking I needed to get dressed here.

Next thing I knew I had my clothes on my shoes on here.

And the door in front of me to the room was closed.

As I was thinking to my self here that I wanted to leave this room where I was at.

Something on both side of me here had caught my attention here and looking at these sides I could tell it was me laying there covered up.

From head to foot with me sitting in the middle of my stomach its self.

But I could feel nothing on me nor around me.

Then the roof its self started to boiling about above me here and I started to hold on to the beds edge here with my fingers even tighter here as they let me slip in to this open spinning void above me here.

And I was so scarred here.

And it closed on me with me on the other side trying to get back through it back in to the hospital room.

Which was not happening any time soon.

Then I saw this fire ball like area to my left where a pulling sensation was pulling on me at.

And I did some tall preaying to god to please not let me die here.

Then this pulling sensation took me in to another direction here.

Where I had saw my relatives at.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      At the time of the accident and being in the hospital its self, I really didn't know what to think about it, I guess its easiest way to put it, I had not really realized what had happened to me even after it was over with for me here.

I some times still have a hard time dealing with it though in my own mind for me as to what did really happen here to me.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain      At the time of the accident its self, No, I had not really seen no real threat to me here of whatsoever.

Other than that I couldn't hardly stay awake from the lack of sleep its self where I had stayed out late the night before and took my father and wife then to a late movie called } Zorro The Gay Blade{, and one other movie its self at the drive in theater in Yakima Washington a double feature.

I had gone to sleep late that morning and got up late that morning to go to work, I had only a few short hours of sleep then.

That may have caused the accident its self, I am not quite sure though.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I think when the tunnel of light had snatched me up, That this would have to be my alertness for me, Because I had never felt as I had in my life at any time as I did on this day.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I have to say it was more frightening than any thing to me than I had ever experienced in my life for me then.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     Only during the bright light its self when it did happened to me

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      My hearing I'd have to say unknown at this point.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I really didn't even know that I had left my body at all yet.

But the real experience was for me later in the tunnel when I had the sudden chest pain in the middle of my breast bone area.

Which felt like a sudden ripping sensation at my whole being its self.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     This wondrous light up tunnel of bright light its self and it varied in a lot of areas but was not blinding in the tunnel its self till I got to certain areas.

Did you see a light?           Yes     besides the tunnel from opening up I saw at all points of where I was at.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Both darkness and light it self of many colors

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       I never saw any events from my own life in this place

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No       A rev war battlefield may be but not for sure here on this part, It had to be back east.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes            What I call the waiting area.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     one place I called the waiting area was a tall white stone fence where no one could get over it.

And a blackened forbidden area in particular which wasn't very big but just the same was forbidden to any one to look over in to.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            I spoke with this voice and no body to identify that told me I had to go back that it was not my time yet.