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Janet N's NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
It was on Monday, September 3rd, I went to work as usual and felt as if I was coming down with tonsillitis, so I went to the pharmacy bought over the counter pain killers. I went home and lay on the couch, after an hour I decided to go gaggle on some salt water. That was the last thing I remember doing. The next time I found myself conscious I was in the emergency room with needles all over me and breathing aids.
When I passed out I felt a strong force drifting me away to higher ground. then I came to again. when I opened my eyes, I saw my brother carrying me to the car then I passed out again. this time I was breathing hard when allover a sudden I breathed one last breath. this time I found myself in a void. I don't know where that was but I felt as if something was lifting me higher. in the background I could hear my brother calling out my name and screaming to my father that I wasn't breathing. it felt as if he was miles away. then all went quiet and I saw a big tunnel or something like a whole growing bigger and getting closer as it got closer, a light was appearing. at first I was frightened but the a sudden wave of calmness appeared as the light got lighter and the tunnel got wider. I suddenly thought to myself where was I going and started fighting back.That's
when I came to and found myself in the emergency room; I could not talk. I just
blinked and I heard the doctor say "wait I think she is breathing" I was
injected thousands of needles and I felt as if my heart would explode. I had
difficulty in breathing. Later after the doctors thought I would live, I removed
the oxygen mask from my mouth and told the nurse that I couldn't feel my legs.
She tried pinching me but I could feel nothing. after a while she had to call
the doctor to check on my senses and muscles. I later got well but stayed at the
hospital for quite a while. the nurses and doctor told me that they tried
everything and thought I would never make it as by the time we reached the
hospital I was almost dead. After a week I was discharged. But my legs were
still swollen. I was later told that I had pneumonia combined with malaria and
typhoid.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
When I heard sounds of my brother screaming
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Less consciousness and alertness than normal
If your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different
from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
When I heard sounds of my brother screaming
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes I could hear voices as if they were very far yet they were
close to me.
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
afraid, frightened. at some point I felt comfort and calm
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No I just
saw it coming to me but I went back before I could go into the tunnel
Did you
see a light?
Yes I saw like a small hole getting bigger and the light getting more and
more bright
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No yes, immediately after I could breath on my own, I was afraid of
breathing as I thought I did not deserve to. I learn d to value the breath of
life.
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I did not cross the boundary
Did you
become aware of future events?
No
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes at first I was afraid nobody would believe me, but after a week I told
my mother and then my family. they were shocked and others thought I was making
it up but later they believed me. since then they all value the breath of life
and some who did not believe in the after life believed it.
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I was still in the hospital and I had a lot of
time to recollect my experience and I was also dreaming about it days later.
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real because the sights still appear on my
dreams and also during the day I remember flashes of the happenings.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
since then, I look at life from a total different perspective. I started reading
the bible especially revelation which talks more about what I experienced. I got
closer to God
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes I have
narrated everything that happened to me during that time and after.