Janet B's NDE

Experience description: 

 WHEN I FIRST "DIED" (& YOU KNOW WHY THAT FEELS LIKE AS IT HAPPENS)- VERY DIFFERENT, ALL OF A SUDDEN- NOW I JUST "AUTOMATICALLY" KNEW MOST OF WHAT WAS OCCURRING AS IT OCCURRED; EXCEPT FOR 2 DIFFERENT PLACES...

THIS WAS ONE & I HEARD IT FROM INSIDE ME- I HEARD THE WORD "JESUS"- NOW I AM NOT A RELIGIOUS PERSON, ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD PERSON, BUT THIS TOOK ME BY COMPLETE SURPRISE...I DID NOT KNOW WHAT I LOOKED LIKE--- JUST THE WORD "JESUS" & REAL, TRUE LIFE WITHIN ME...

THEN I WAS ALONE, & FROM FAR OUT IN THE DISTANCE WAS A GIANT RED "BLOB"-- YOU KNOW THAT MOVIE, "THE BLOB"? THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE, & WHAT IT WAS, I COULD "SEE & EXPLAIN IT " BECAUSE I WAS FULL OF ETERNAL LIFE-JESUS. BUT THIS BLOB THING I KNEW AS ALL OF "CREATION" ALL MUCKED TOGETHER, JUST WANDERING AROUND- IT CONSISTED OF ALL INTERMINGLED TO THE POINT OF LOST IDENTITIES, ALL GLOBBED TOGETHER, JUST WANDERING AIMLESSLY, LOOKING FOR SOME KIND OF "FOOD" TO KEEP IT GOING, BUT IT WASN'T GOING ANYWHERE, BECAUSE THE MOST WORST PART OF IT WAS IT'S "FEELING" OF LIFELESSNESS---THERE WAS NO "SUBSTANCE "TO IT FOR IT TO EXIST...BUT THE LIFELESSNESS OF IT WAS IT'S WORST HORROR...AND THERE I WAS- FULL OF REAL ETERNAL LIFE (JESUS; NOT "JESUS CHRIST- OR ANY "RELIGION, - JUST "JESUS" & THE BLOB TRIED TO APPROACH ME & IT HAS NEVER BEEN...NOT EVEN CLOSE...

THEN, I'M UP ABOVE THE WORLD (EARTH) & LOOKING DOWN AT IT FROM, I'D SAY A NORTHWEST LOC., & SAYING TO MYSELF, A "ALL THAT TECHNOLOGY. ALL THAT THESE THINK THEY POSSES, & NOBODY CAN EVEN SEE ME HERE!!!"

THEN IT WAS LIKE I WAS "HIT WITH A THOUSAND SERPENTS" & AS SOON AS THEY CAME CLOSE TO ME, THEY VANISHED...I COULDN'T BE HARMED... THEN FOR ABOUT 6 SECONDS OR SO, I "MADE AN APPEARANCE INTO "HEAVEN- THIS SEEMS TO BE MORE "EARLY THAN "JESUS"; YET, AT THE SAME TIME- AND IF THEY WERE REALLY (WITH KNOWLEDGE THAT ETERNAL LIFE EXCEPTS NO NEGATIVITY- MORE OR LESS HAVE NEED FOR A SACRIFICE & OF "LIFE" ITSELF??? & I "PASSED" THROUGH, AND THEY- WHO "THEY" WERE , I CAN'T SAY BUT "THEY WERE THE ONES SUPPOSEDLY DOING THINGS IN THE NAME OF "LIFE," LIKE TEENAGE BOYS BEING TOTALLY "BUSTED" AT DOING SOMETHING VERY WRONG, THEY FELL BACK IN HORROR AT BEING CAUGHT & EXCLAIMED "JUANITA'S BACK!!! WE THOUGHT WE SACRIFICED HER!!!" -I DON'T KNOW ON THE "SPELLING" OF THE NAME, BUT IT WAS EXCLAIMED JUANITA...& BEING PROVEN GUILTY BY THEIR OWN REACTIONS, THEY FELL BACK OUT OF EXISTENCE...

THE FINAL PART, I WAS SUDDENLY WHERE NOTHING COULD ACCESS, (UNLESS GIVEN "ACCESS"), IT WAS/IS MY HOME- I'VE BEEN THERE FOREVER, IT IS GOODNESS IN EVERY WAY BEYOND ALL WORDS. THERE I WAS, ROUND WITH WHAT LOOKED LIKE "HIEROGLYPHIC" WRITING ALL OVER IT, BUT IT IS NOT "WRITING"- IT IS ETERNAL TRUTH...NON-VARIABLE & PERFECT- BUT ONLY ALL PERFECT GOOD TRUTH NOT ONE NEGATIVE THING...

THERE WAS 2 OF MY "ETERNAL FAMILY" ON EITHER SIDE OF ME- THEY LOOKED DIFFERENT THAN ME-- THEY HAD ETERNAL "BODIES"- THIS IS WAY BEYOND & FOR THE GOOD ONLY OF REGARDLESS OF YOUR PLACE IN "CREATION"- HUMAN , ALIEN. SPIRITUALITY, SOUL, ALL "CREATED"- THIS IS ETERNAL LIFE- LIFE CANNOT BE "CREATED , SO I HAD COMPLETED WHAT I NEED DO- THERE WAS/IS NO MORE "TIME", WHEN I "SHOWED " MYSELF AS THE KNOWLEDGE OF ALL GOODNESS, THE TWO ETERNAL BEINGS DID AN ABOUT FACE-AS OUT OF "RESPECT" FOR WHAT IS .....AND THEN "WE" "WALKED TO THE RIGHT; & ALL FADED OUT, AFTER I STOOD FOR A MOMENT WHERE NOTHING COULD ACCESS AS MY "TRUE SELF, BEYOND NAME< & EVERYTHING OF THE SO- CALLED "CREATION" WHO KNEW BETTER WOULD KNOW WHO & WHAT I AM & HAVE COMPLETED...I SWEAR UPON ETERNAL LIFE ITSELF TO BE TRUE & ANYONE WITH ANY TYPE OF "TELEPATHIC" TRAINING, I COULD "SHOW" THEM FROM MEMORY, MY EXPERIENCE...

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No,   Received twice the amount of a lethal poison from someone I had "turned down" before a Halloween party..

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes

      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  THE WHOLE THING... BUT I CAN "SHOW" IT IN MY MEMORY TO ANYONE WITH "TELEPATHIC" GIFTS...RIGHT UP TO THE POINT OF ME BEING IN "ETERNAL LIFE"- BEYOND NAME, RELIGIONS, ANYTHING ,INCL. ACCESS...& SHOWED MYSELF AS WHAT i truly am...Pure Life, there were two eternal members on either side of me - not alien- this is inaccessible to all (unless no matter who or what, you are good in Eternal values); & "allowed" access...I was in the middle; my appearance was round, "sacred" living with "hieroglyphic" type writing all over me; but it was not "writing"; it was/is pure Eternal living truth...The two eternal "family members ' on either side of me looked different.

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Yes

      Describe:  Someone tried to lethally poison me

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  VERY

Was the experience dream like in any way?  NO

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  CAN'T SAY FOR MOST OF IT...QUESTION#2. FOR MY TRUE ULTIMATE FORM

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  ALL KINDS- I KNEW I WAS TRUE LIFE SO I WAS OKAY; BUT SOME OF THE MESSAGES I HAVE TO "RELAY", IT'S SOMETHING ELSE...

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  YES

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  No

Did you see a light?  No

      Describe:  beyond that- that's a false "projection"

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  Yes

      Describe:  I 'KNOW' EVERYTHING GOOD; ALONG WITH BEING ABLE TO 'SHOW' ME SHOWING IT AS ALL TRUTH...WHAT IS IT THAT I HAVE FULL KNOWLEDGE OF??? NOBODY CAN "PICK" IT OUT OF ME- I DON'T EVEN KNOW RIGHT NOW,...BUT I DO KNOW!!!!

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  Yes

      Describe:  THE LAST 19 YEARS, I HAVE NOT BEEN WRONG YET, 

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  Yes

      Describe:  ETERNAL LIFE

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

      Describe:  NO SUCH THING- ONLY ETERNAL LIFE.... NO 'BLOBS' HAVE EVER EXISTED

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe:  SEE EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION, QUESTION#4.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No

Did you become aware of future events?  Yes

      Describe:  VERY.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Uncertain

      Describe:  I WAS NOT A HAPPY PUPPY BEING BACK, ONCE I RE-AWOKE IN I.C.U....

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  SEE QUESTION # 4. _ PLUS I SEEM TO BE "MESSED WITH, QUITE OFTEN, SINCE; -BY THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN "EXPOSED & IT'S BEEN A CRAZY 19 YEARS, BUT THAT'S THEIR SIN...(& OUT OF TIME!!!)

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  EVERYTHING- "RELIGION", LOOKING AT WHAT'S REALLY REAL FROM WHAT'S NEVER BEEN!!!

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  IN EVERY WAY.

 Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  THEY AGREED WITH ME ON SOME POINTS; "CHRISTIANS" REALLY HAVE A PROBLEM WITH HEARING ABOUT THE TRUE LIFE OF "JESUS"-NOT "JESUS CHRIST" & "SACRIFICES BEING O.K. & B.S. STUFF LIKE THAT...ETC.....

 What emotions did you experience following your experience?  COMING FROM PERFECTION, IT FIRST FELT NOT REAL, ICKY & DIRTY AROUND HERE-

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  THE BEST- ETERNAL LIFE...THE WORST- TRYING TO LET OTHERS KNOW THERE NEED NOT BE BLOODSHED BY CLASHING RELIGIONS, OVER LAND, ETC...

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?  THERE'S SOOO MUCH... BUT YOU HAVE THE "GIST" OF IT-- FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME WITH ANY QUESTIONS...

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

      Describe:  TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON INSIDE--- WORK ON ETERNAL VALUES; NOT "PIDDLY THINGS" & "RULES & RITUALS" AROUND HERE THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE TRUTH

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes