Jackie G Probable NDE

Translated by Carmen
Translated by Simon

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

This started as a result of the death of my mother on 31 December 2006 at 6:30 a.m., victim of 2 breathing arrests due to diabetes.  Never before had my health been affected for before this I enjoyed a very good health, so good that I didn’t even catch the flu. They were difficult moments. During all that year I was ill with bronchitis. I was like this for 3 weeks after my mum’s funeral.

I got better, but I still felt a lot of pain inside, I did not resign myself to the fact that she had died. I physically recovered but it did not believe so much in paranormal events. But since her death I began  to hear things, to feel her presence, her perfume; everybody thought that I was hallucinating, but there were many events through which many people realized that I was not lying, friends, close friends to the family and my own brothers and sisters. And they physically began to believe. Some months passed for this. And yes, it was due to my own negligence. I began to buy food in the street, fast food. 

If we add this to my sadness it is logical that my body was unbalanced, and I began to feel ill; I began with fever from half of my body towards my head with stomach and head aches which were also horrible, but I thought that it was due to the heat because it is very hot around here and you dehydrate. Here we call this kind of heat ‘heat blow’ (ola de calor in the original). I began to take serum and baths to bring the fever down; all of a sudden it seemed to disappear but a few hours later it would come back and I spent 4 days like this. My face looked ugly and pale as if it drew a skull. Whenever I looked at myself in the mirror I started to weep, such was the fear I felt. In those days I lost my appetite and I felt too weak to go out to work. During this time I hanged on in this state, until one day I woke up all yellow and I couldn’t stand it anymore.

I asked for help and I was taken to the doctor’s, because I was diagnosed hepatitis type A, (disease due to eating in the street, food badly washed, etc.) because I had neglected myself for 2 months and I became ill. I was prescribed some medicine and this medicine removed all the infection but I was in terrible pain because the liver and kidneys were affected and infected; inflamed liver and kidneys with infection. Thus I spent 2 months in bed because the total recovery period is 6 months without eating fats, thing which damage the liver and kidneys. It was a strict diet. You can already imagine how I felt. I lost 8 or 10 kilos in those three days, I looked like a rake. I comment this to you so that you know the experience I went through and so that you understand the reason why the things in those 3 or 4 days happened.

I did not feel the will to live at all. I thought I would die and I did want to die. Anything I did caused pain; I couldn’t eat at all and I felt really ill. It was a pain I don’t wish to anyone.  Well, it hadn’t been due to my sister, who didn’t abandon me, I wouldn’t be here putting down my testimony. Her loving care made me recover a little and so I could eat something.  

At this time, a week had already passed by, and I had already lost more weight because it was also hard for me to take liquids in. So I spent some 15 days without hardly eating anything. Well, this sister of mine is somehow special in the sense that some paranormal things happen to her. Once she dreamt that our mum told her that she would always take care of me till I was completely recovered, that she would heal me. But everybody could see that I only got worse and hope started to fade away, because I was the only one out of 5 brothers and sisters who was affected at a physical and emotional level, whereas they were affected only emotionally, so I was the only one who suffered at these two levels.

Well, during that week I stayed at home (only my brother and I lived in the house that used to be our mum’s), so that my brother didn’t feel  alone with the pain I suffered from my transfer by car; I couldn’t because the kidneys made me stay in bed due to the pain. In those days it felt my feet very strange, unusual; I do not know if this was due to the fevers that came and left my body without warning me.  I slept with fear. I had a feeling that I would no longer live, and so it was.  

That night I remember very well that I was about to go to sleep and I saw that something was watching me from outside the window, a pair of yellow eyes. I don’t know what that must have been but I fell asleep and, suddenly, I lost consciousness of the time, the time frame disappeared. Then I saw a very calm atmosphere, like a breeze, and felt a very warm temperature. I saw huge trees, not of this world, at least I have never seen something of the like, but it did not watch my body, it was only my eyes. I heard some music like in a celebration or party. I saw dead people, neighbours and relatives. It was like a forest. But the strangest and most wonderful sensation was that while I was there (because I know that it did happen) I did not feel any pain, the only thing that I felt was something wonderful that invaded my body, a peace and a love difficult to explain. One would have to live it to understand it. I will not wish anything bad to anybody but it was a sensation of where I am and then I know that I am here and I don’t want to return there. I know I died and I don’t care about the life behind, because it is something that comes to you, which covers you. I don’t know, it is pretty wonderful. 

I started to see some huts. It was a beautiful forest. All of a sudden I turned round and I saw they were having a meal. Everybody was dressed in white, with dresses or robes, I cannot remember well, and I saw my mum chatting in the distance. Another person approached her while others asked me what I was doing there, and I asked them whether I had been invited to that party or not, and they told me that I had not been invited. Then my mum came towards me and telling me off, she said: ‘You mustn’t be here. Your time hasn’t arrived yet. Go away.’ And I answered: ‘No, I am happy here.’ As soon as I said that I felt I was pulled from the back and everything turned dark. I don’t know if this was a kina of warning, but all of a sudden everything seemed very confusing. I was there and I started to see some kind of puzzle which was illuminating itself bit by bit, but I didn’t know where I was, as I was at that party. Bit by bit everything became clearer. It was like if for a minute I were in a state of shock. I didn’t realize but afterwards I was aware that I was in my bedroom and I wonder how I got there, but at that moment I saw myself lying in bed, like a dead person would have been (in that kind of position), pale and looking at the ceiling, my mouth opened. After a minute or so, I felt I could breathe again, in a rare way, as if I was taking my breath through my mouth, and I felt a strong pain in my chest. I got up and I stayed like that for about one hour.

No-one can explain that; some people say that I died and I came back, that I  was returned from far beyond and that I was given a second chance and that I was born again, but after this experience, I didn’t say anything to anyone for months for fear they would laugh at me, but as a result of this, I have seen  things that move in the house with no-one touching them. From time to time there are signs on the floor, doors open or close, I dream about my mum, and what is the strangest thing of all, when I am at my calmest, I see a light coming out of my body. I don’t know if it is my aura or my soul which didn’t reattach itself well to my body since I came back and it wasn’t my time to die, but I feel am more peaceful, a better person, although I still have faults that could be improved, but I don’t wish any evil to anybody. I am frightened at the thought that I could see strange things and have premonitory dreams, because I have had them. I don’t want it to be as a result of this. Before this experience I had them, but now I have even more. I am not insane.

I know it (my experience) was real, I was there but it is sad that nowadays hardly anyone have faith, and a few ones are privileged, who although we didn’t see Him, we did feel Him (God), he who filled me with so much love, which I don’t deserve. I thank Him for letting me be with Him and check that the body dies and the soul exists somewhere else, dimension, and that sooner or later I will go back,……[the original text is not very clear], because I was there, and I came back to tell people to have faith because He still believe that we can change and become better persons. God bless you always and fill with light and plenty of peace everybody. Goodbye.

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Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes, at the moment that this happened I had a respiratory arrest in my bedroom, as I felt too low and weak in spirits.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I think that I was at my highest level of consciousness and alertness throughout the whole experience.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:  I think it always

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colours, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? No

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Much love peace and tranquillity, no pain. I never wanted to return. I felt happy that God filled me with His love. You forget about living. It is better to be over there.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain. I cannot remember that, I may have done, but I don’t have a clear memory of it.     

Did you see a light? Yes

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes     una fiesta con musica todos platicando se veian pues

Yes a party with music were all talking because [obviously, the interviewed hasn’t understood what she was being asked.]

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes, a forest different to the ones in this world, especially the plants. I've never seen similar but they don’t belong to this world

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes, I lost the notion of time. Minutes don’t exist. They seem eternal.  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes, to help others talk about God

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes, premonitory dreams fifteen days before in which I saw my uncle was dying the manner and place that it really happened. yes, in dreams and deja-vus.

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:

My experience was definitely real, as a fact of life, it changed my way of looking at life but not everyone is ready to believe because their minds are weak even though they maybe have positive minds. No longer fear death because I did die and I didn’t suffer.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?

The love and the peace I experienced.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience: My experience taught me to pay karma. Also that I needed to go through it to have the knowledge to improve as a human being. I feel privileged because not everybody is given another chance to return.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? YES, I BELIEVE THAT IN A WAY PEOPLE HAVE BECOME MORE ATTACHED TO ME. THEY LISTEN TO ME, THEY COEXIST WITH ME, AND THEY KNOW THAT I AM NOT A BAD PERSON. THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR CONCEPT OF ME. I FEEL A LUCKY PERSON AND PROTECTED BY THEM.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? NO, I DON'T TAKE MEDICINES BECAUSE THEY DO DAMAGE TO ME. I ONLY TOOK THEM TO FIGHT THE DISEASE THAT TIME DURING THE FIRST AND THE SECOND WEEKS. I DON’T TAKE ANY MEDICINE, NOT EVEN WHEN I HAVE THE FLU. 

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I would like to add that the experience is REAL. There are many worlds, dimensions. Unknown doors open, the world is limitless and magical. We should respect other people’s beliefs but it hurts that some people don’t understand that they have to be good and not harm others and that there must be love. This hurts. Maybe God wants to spread this message through my words so that hatred disappears from their souls.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?

Yes, that is what I lived, what I experienced, every detail that I explained.

Translated by Simon

It began with the death of my mother on 31 December 2006, at 06h30. I have now suffered twice from breathing difficulties, as a result of Diabetes.  My health was never previously bad,  before this I had excellent health, never even had the flu. These were bad times, all year long I became ill with bronchitis, I had this for 3 weeks following my mother's funeral. I then got better, but was suffering inside intensely. I could not accept her death, and though I got better physically, and had never believed much in the paranormal, since she was no longer with me I began to hear things, feel her presence, even her smell. Everyone thought I was hallucinating, but there were many occasions, when all is said and done, when third parties observed that I was not lying: friends, relations of the family and my own brothers had physical confirmation, and began to believe me. All this took place over several months, and I was so distracted that I began to eat my meals while walking in the street. In addition to my grief, it was inevitable that my body began to suffer, and I began to feel ill. It began with fever through half my body, up to my head, with stomach pains and headaches which were horrible. However, I thought it was just the heat, as it is very hot here and very dehydrating. We call it heatstroke. I began to take saline solution and baths to bring my fever down.

Suddenly my fever would leave me then it would come back again. I was like this for 4 days, my face in the mirror looked back at me, ugly, pale, as if my visage were turning to a skull. I would weep, frightening myself, and at this time I lost my appetite and felt  weak going to work, though I went on going until one morning I woke up very yellow, and I could not continue. I asked for help, and was taken to the doctor, where I was diagnosed with Hepatitis A (contracted by eating in the street, unhygienic food, etc). Because I had neglected myself for 2 months, and had become ill, I was treated with medicines, which brought out all the infection, but I suffered horrible pains, as my liver and kidneys were affected and infected, liver inflamed, kidneys infected. So I spent 2 months bedridden, full recovery takes 6 months, with no-fat diet to avoid damage to liver and kidneys.

 It was a strict diet, one can imagine how it affected me. I lost 8 or 10 kilos in 3 days, became very thin. Anyway, I am telling this so that you may know my story and understand how things were going at this time. I no longer had the will to live, I thought of dying and wished for it. Anything I did caused me pain, I could not eat anything, I felt really bad, this is pain I would not wish on anybody.

Anyway, if it were not for my sister, who did not leave my side, I would not be here giving my account. She did what she could to help me recover a little, begin to eat, by then it was already one week gone, and I had lost more weight, and had trouble drinking as well. So it was about 15 days in which I hardly ate at all. Anyway, my sister also had paranormal experiences, she dreamt of our Mama, who told her she would always be with me, caring for me until I recovered, that she would cure me. Everyone saw that I was getting worse, though, and hope seemed futile. I was the only one of 5 brothers and sisters who was affected on a physical and  emotional level. The others were affected, but I was the one in the worst state.

 OK, for the whole week I stayed indoors in the house which used to be our mother's, and  where only my brother and I now live. I didn't want him to feel alone, and anyway I could not go in a car anywhere, the pain in my kidneys made me bedridden. In these days I had a strange feeling in my feet, possibly from the fevers which came and went in my body. I slept without wanting it, fearful that  I would not awake. So it was that night I remember being on the verge of sleep when I saw that I was being watched through the window. Yellow eyes, I do not know what it was, but I went to sleep immediately, time disappeared, and I saw myself in a very peaceful place, breezy and very warm. I could see some very big trees, not of this world, or at least I have never seen anything like them. I did not look at my body, but I had eyes and I heard music like a celebration. I saw deceased people, neighbours, relatives in a place like a wood. But the strangest and nicest feeling was that while I was there, and I am sure that I was, I had no pain, all I felt was something marvellous invading my body, an indescribable peace and love which has to be experienced, though I would not wish anything bad for anybody.

Anyway I had a feeling of "Where am I?", then "I know I'm here, and I don't want to go back there, I know I have died and my past life means nothing to me." It is a feeling which comes to you and covers you, it is lovely.

I began to see some huts, it was a charming wood, then suddenly I was hovering, and I saw that people were eating. They were all in white with jackets or tunics, I don't recall exactly, and I saw Mama in the distance, chatting, and someone else approaching her. Meanwhile I was being asked by others what I was doing there, and I said to them, did you invite me to the party or not? They said no, you aren't invited. Then my mother came up and scolded me, saying you are not supposed to be here, it is not your time, you must go. I said to her "No, I'm happy here," and at that I felt myself tugged from behind, everything became dark, and suddenly all became confused, I don't know if it was a vision, but I was still  there and began to see a sort of puzzle, lighting up little by little. I did not know where I was, as I had been at the party, then little by little everything became clear, all this taking about a minute. I was in shock, not recognizing anything, but then I realised that I was in my room and I asked myself "How did I get here?"  

Then I saw myself stretched on the bed like a corpse, pale, with mouth open. After a minute or so I realised what was going on, and I could not breathe. Then I felt my breath returning, quite strange, I took in air through my mouth and felt a strong pain in the chest. I got up and stayed in this condition for about an hour. No one can explain this, some say that I died and came back, that I as sent back from beyond, given a second chance, and was reborn. After this happened I did not tell anyone about it for months, for fear that they make fun of me, but beginning from this time people have seen things in the house, objects moving, sometimes forming signs on the floor. Doors open and close, I dream about Mama and, very strange, when I am most peaceful I see a light coming out of my body, I don't know if this is the aura, or my soul; I am not tightly joined to my body, for having returned as it was not my time. However, I feel more peaceful, a better person, though still with my faults. But I wish nothing bad for anyone; it scares me to think that I can see things, have dreams and premonitions, which I have had, I don't want it to be because of this. I used to have them before, but now they come more frequently. I am not crazy, I know it was real, I was there, but these days there is a lamentable lack of faith and we are few, those privileged to feel, if not to see, God, who fills me with such love which I know I do not deserve. I thank him for allowing me to be with him and for knowing that the body dies and the soul exists in a different place and dimension, that sooner or later I will return there. I will not go there, I will return there, as I have been there already. I want to tell people to have faith, as He still believes that we can change and be better people. God bless them always and fill with light and great peace all those he watches over. Goodbye.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes

Yes, at the time this happened I had an interruption of breathing, while in bed. I was in a grave state of mind, very weak and ill.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I think right through it.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal, throughout the experience

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? No

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Much peace, love, tranquillity. No pain and I never wanted to come back. I was happy because God filled me with his love. There, you forget all about this life, you are better off there.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain, I do not remember this, it seems yes, but I have no clear memory at all of this passage.

Did you see a light? Yes

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?

Yes, a celebration with music, everyone chatting.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?

Yes, a wood, different from this world, especially the plants, I have never seen anything like them, but I am not of this world(?)

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes. Time is lost, minutes seem eternal.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes. Help others, speak of God

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?

Yes, premonitory dreams, where 15 days in advance I saw that my uncle would die, in the way, and the place, that it happened

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened?

Experience was definitely real , like a real fact, which changed my way of seeing life. But not everyone is prepared to believe it, as their minds are too weak, still. I am positive facing life, death no longer scares me, since I did it, and did not suffer.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? The love and peace that I experienced.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real

I needed this experience to pay off karma, so that this vision made me improve as a human being. I feel privileged, since not everyone is given the chance to come back.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?

Yes. I believe that in certain ways people are more attached to me, they listen to me, live with me, and know that I am not a bad person. They have changed their view of me, I feel lucky and spoilt by them.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?

No, I do not take medicines, as they harm me, only took them to fight illness during the first and second weeks. I do not even take anything for the flu.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?

That it is definitely real. There are many worlds, dimensions, which open unknown doors. The world is infinite and magical, one must respect the beliefs of everyone, but it is painful that the world does not understand that one must behave well, harm no one, have love. It is painful to me that perhaps God wants, by way of my words, to bring awareness, so that hate disappears from people's souls.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?