Ina N's NDE

Experience description: 

I had been bleeding for 3 days and that night when I went to bed I was quite weak (but I'm also stubborn)  My sis was in the kitchen.

My boyfriend and I at the time were fighting, so the last person I wanted to see was him but I laid down beside him anyway. I can't really remember how long before I was looking down at myself and shacking my head looking at him saying what an ass, and then the next thing I remembered was I said to myself, still looking down, "Ina if you don't get up NOW! you won't wake up in the morning," GET UP! and the next thing I knew is I was sitting up and I looked at him and I didn't even bother telling him that I was going. I walk out to the kitchen and my sister said, "do you want to go?" and I said, "yes."

It took 20 min to get there and by the time we did I had a large cup of blood, when we got to the hospital the emergency nurse was a little nasty she thought I was drunk, until my sister showed her the cup.  The next thing I new was I was laying on a bed and I heard Code Blue Emergency repeatedly and that's when I knew.

The next thing I remembered was I was looking down at 4or 5 people on either side of me trying desperately trying to get a vein, as I watched in horror (I did find it offensive) I started to look for my sister who I found pacing up and down the hall with her boyfriend holding her, she looked so scared.  They took me to a medical floor and in that time I could feel something wasn't right, I tried to tell the nurse that the needle wasn't in (blood transfusion). 

But she said, "oh no, dear your fine."  Well I knew if I didn't get her to check it that I was going to die. So I got her attention again and low and behold I was right. I ended up in intensive care I heard them say they couldn't deal with such a complicated patient, so they sent me by ambulance to Toronto.

On the way in the ambulance, the attendant at the back with me was very caring and I was very weak, But when we got to a certain part of the highway (I hated this ramp) I seemed to know exactly where we were, I asked him to ask the driver to slow down on this ramp because I didn't want to get into an accident. First he asked how I knew and then he repeated what I said to the driver and the driver said that's the last way you're gonna die lady.( I think the guy in the back with me was a little spooked)

I started at Wellesley Hospital Intensive Care, I'm not really sure to this day what floor I was on but I had a couple of out of body experiences there.

My doctors office was on the 4th floor and I was floating above him as he sat at the edge of his desk and he was talking to my mother telling her that the next 72 hours were crucial, and she might just want to get the closest family members there.  (My 4 and 5 year olds)

The next time I was looking down and there was my mother taking my pulse and looking so sad, I then ended up in the waiting room where I found my sister her boyfriend and my two children, the kids had know idea what was going on, they were playing and bouncing on the couch, my sister looked so sad, I felt for all of them, But It was my children that really got me. I said to myself who's gonna look after them if I go? I still had feelings but no pain.

I really think that I had a choice and I made the choice to stay this time around. It's amazing how much Love can do, It wasn't my time. But I will tell you one thing I look at life in a whole new way. I believe we are all energy and that this is a shell we live in. When the shell dies our energy lives on.....

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I have LUPUS, so I'm not sure if that was my problem.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    Each time I left

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Sadness for those who were here, But I felt totally at peace.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I asked my Doctor if he was sitting where I saw him sitting and if he talked to my mother. He said yes and he said he had heard this story from a few other patience in his life.  and my mother said she too was indeed taking my pulse and that the doctor did tell her that the next 72 hours were crucial.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No            I wish

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     Yes I felt like this was something that I had to experience to find that there is nothing to be afraid of, I have used my own experience to get others through loosing someone close to them.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Uncertain      My psychic abilities are very strong and reading Tarot cards has come very easy to me. I also have many encounters with Orbs and I witness ufo's, I'm very aware of whets going on in the universe.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I tell everyone of my past, and everyone believes me. I've helped a lot of people because of my life experiences

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    It was as real as having a baby

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     Yes you asked the right question