EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I sustained a major brain injury, broken back and rib cage, this was
a bicycle/moving van accident, I came to in the ambulance, and some later time
in the emergency room I passed out, what actually happened was my lungs
collapsed and I stopped breathing.
After awakening in the
hospital, three days later, I was groggy, not knowing where I was or what
happened. After a while I started to pieced together what happened. I could
remember bicycling, waking up in the ambulance, then going blank.
What I remembered next
was moving down a "hallway" but not really a hallway and going by "scenes with
remembrance" and thinking I remember that, and I should go in there, but I
didn't. There were many of these "scenes", one after another, but I did not go
into them, as I was coerced to keep going.
I came to the end of
this "hallway" it opened up to an infinitely large space. In this space, there
were an infinite amount of from what I could describe would be souls
communicating with each other simultaneously. I was in awe at the magnitude of
thoughts being communicated between these souls. I could focus in on one area
and pick out the "conversation". What I really mean was that thoughts wee being
directly spread between these souls, no words were spoken. Also I did not see
anything, no light or darkness. I could just sense these communications and I
was overwhelmed, not by fear but by joy. Then I was forced, how I don't know, to
turn back, and traveled back down the "hallway" past the same scenes I came in
with. I remember that I really wanted to go into this one scene to greet them,
but I was forced on and the hallway faded out and that was the end.
And I don't remember who those entities were.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
When I was in the large open space
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
When I was in the large open space
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Uncertain This was not visual at all. I would describe it as direct
communication, more of a feeling than visual.
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain The same with vision, I felt like I was not hearing,
but receiving direct communications.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
wonderment, curiosity an joy
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Uncertain I would describe it as a "hallway", I was not confined, but I had
to keep moving.
Did
you see a light?
Uncertain It was neither light nor dark.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes I did not know them, some of them maybe, too much was communicated,
nothing that I could remember.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes The large space at the end of the hall an infinitely large space. In
this space, there were an infinite amount of from what I could describe would be
souls communicating with each other simultaneously.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes All I could describe is that there was an infinite amount of knowledge
being passed around.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes A month later, after I mostly recovered from my injuries. Their
reactions were of disbelief.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I actually viewed it as portal into another
realm.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
The
large open space, convinced me that there was more to it than life here on
earth.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I still remember the experience this many
years later, as it affected me.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes Either way the experience was very hard to describe or verbalize.
