Guan W's Probable NDE

Experience description: 

It was about 10 years old I had the first NDE. I was sleeping and felt go into another world, I like to call it as "Second Origin Space". It was a very black darkness (It contrast strongly with the castle in my another NDE). I think the appropriate words to describe it as the "windmill" and "black hole" visual effect atmosphere in the software "windows Media Player".

There were extreme disordered noise, images and feeling. I only say it was chaos. Then I shouted loudly: "Let me go! Let me go!!" (After the event my mother told me.) It was fearfully terror. My parents were impressed by my emotion and were scared. I am sure it was a near-death experience. At that moment I had a dyspnea and nearly was asphyxiated to death. I had similar situation in subsequent years.

When I was 20 years old I had a dyspnea again. I saw a very bright light and reviewed my life from beginning to end all at once. Time as I had known it came to a halt. Everything was uttermost beautiful, profound. They were beyond description.

Sometimes I could not move when I was in the ecstasy and found some strange things, for example, I found the things that were not in my room or still things were alive, I had acousma and heteroptics in daytime, I fly very fast to sky from the earth by an aircraft and I felt really the wind. The still things communicated with me and we didn't use any language. I found that we had common ground. The inner of us are chemical material. We all have souls and white light—very bright light, very beautiful. I felt very lost when I woke up. It seemed as if somebody had a lot of money in his dream and he found he had two empty hands when he woke up.

Here I emphasize that the different between these feelings with dreams is the sense of reality. Unlike the dim sense in a dream I had a strong sense of reality. I saw a big, brilliant, golden and colorful castle as if it was in a fable. How beautiful is it. Everybody should to felt this experience so that there is few fight in this world.

These experiences are really beyond description. It seems like that somebody fall in love and don't know how to express the sweet sense. Before that time I didn't know that people could experience the great sense. After that time I know many things easily as if I have a doctor degree and study in primary school. I am sorry I can't express the meanings well.

Give Thanks to the LORD who richly blessed me. After that time I often repent and think God's favor. Death isn't fearful. The anxieties about future uncertainties are fearful in fact. People should prepare for the death. A famous proverb says," The meanings of life are what we have done and experienced." Love and knowing the truth are the most important.

God is light. God is love.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes. For example, my feeling, emotion, status and matters are difficult to describe clearly.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
During my sleeping I had a dyspnea and nearly was asphyxiated.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
My own personal opinion is that it is the different of my attention. Although I am not sure that there is another world. I think there is another world for the moment. When we are in this world we pay attention to this world, and when we are in another world we pay attention to that world. If I must give a time when I had highest level of consciousness and alertness I should to say it was at the moment when I viewed my life".

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Deeper in the life-viewing.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes, sense of hearing was more alert.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Terror (in the darkness), reality, wonderful.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes. They seemed like two horizontal endless bounding walls. One was in upper and another was underlying.

Did you see a light?
Yes, white light, very bright, beyond described

Did you meet or see any other beings?
Yes, maybe I had a hallucination. Because I felt the reading lamp and the curtain were same as me. They connected with me. I felt they were alive and saw the reading lamp urinated! Everything was alive.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
Uncertain. For example my intuition told me that two doves were flying to the courtyard. It was true.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
Yes. There was an Immense, splendid castle. It was as if I was in heaven or fairyland.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
It was as if there was timeless. I had no sense about space and time. My all life was viewed for an instant.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes. Everything is included in light.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
I felt a physical construction and can't across through it. (That moment my mother woke me up and my normal sense came back.) I think if I was through it I should hadn't the dread.

Did you become aware of future events?
No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?
No

Have you shared this experience with others?
No

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?
Dark tunnel was useful to me. Life-reviewing and the castle gave me very beautiful spirit experience that I had never imaged. My outlook on life and worth were changed indeed by them.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was probably real.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
I was quite different in outlook. I became more generous, open-minded, and profound. It gave me positive effect in my relationship with others people.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes. I was a materialism atheist. After that time I was converted to a Christian. Now I believe that God is light and love. God is who God is. God is the ultimate power of the universe.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
All NDEs are related to my sleeping at night or in daytime.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
The experience is beyond described by any languages.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
I think it's better to communicate face to face.