Glenda H's NDE

Experience description: 

WHEN I WAS 14 OR MAYBE 16 YEARS OLD I LIVE IN OMAHA NE. ON THE WEEK ENDS I WOULD GO TO WORK WITH MY UNCLE. HE WORKED AT A 24 HR. GAS STATION. ON A FRIDAY NIGHT I WENT TO SLEEP ABOUT 3:AM AND IT WAS COLD. IN MY UNCLE CAR. MOST OF THE TIME I COULD STAY UP AND WORK WITH HIM ,BUT THAT NIGHT IT WAS TO COLD. HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED THE CAR ON UNTIL I WENT TO SLEEP I TOLD HIM NO I'LL BE ALL RIGHT. AFTER I WENT TO SLEEP HE CAME AND TURN THE CAR ON JUST FOR THOUGHTFULNESS.

THE THING IS THAT CAR HAD A EXHAUST LEAK SO WHEN WE WAS IN IT THE WINDOWS HAD TO BE HALF WAY DOWN. WELL AS HE WAS STARTING THE CAR A CUSTOMER PULLED UP SO HIS MIND GOT INTERRUPTED AND FORGOT TO CRACK THE FRONT WINDOWS.  HE TOLD ME THAT THE CAR WAS RUNNING ABOUT 45 MINS.

I TRAVEL THROUGH LIKE DARKNESS AND SADNESS UNTIL THE LIGHT AND COMFORT WAS THERE. A BEING WAS SITTING ON A THRONE AND ASKED ME TO SIT NEXT HIM. YES, IT WAS A MAN. BEFORE I SAT DOWN, I SAW OTHERS IN THE BACK OF HIM. I ASKED, "WHO ARE THEY, MY ANGELS?  OH AM I AN ANGEL TOO?"  I WAS TOLD, "NOT A THIS TIME, SOON YOU WILL BE."  I COULD HEAR THE VOICES SAYING WE'LL MISS YOU, REMEMBER YOU, AND ALSO WAIT FOR YOU. SOMEHOW I KNEW THAT.

LEAVING WAS NOT WHAT I WANTED TO DO. I LIKED IT THERE WITH THE FEELING OF GREAT COMPASSION AND I CAN'T EXPLAIN THE WONDERFUL FEELING. THE LIGHT TOLD ME THAT I HAD TO GO BACK. I SAID, WHY? THE REPLY, "YOUR LIFE WAS NOT INTENDED TO BE TAKEN BY ANOTHER." SO I SAT DOWN. SITTING THERE. KNOWING THAT I CAN'T STAY. HE SHOWED ME A LITTLE OF MY LIFE IN THE PAST. ALSO TOLD ME THAT I STILL HAD TO LEARN ONE OF LIFE'S LESSONS.

TOLD ME OF THE FUTURE THAT I WILL LOVE THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN SO DEEPLY THAT I COULD TOUCH THE FACE OF GOD WITH IT. I REMEMBER FELLING THAT I WILL RETURN THERE. ALL OF A SUDDEN THE LIGHT STARTED TO GO AWAY BUT THE VOICE WAS STILL WITH ME TELLING ME THAT NO ONE WAS THERE TO REVIVE ME.  MY DEATH WAS STILL UNKNOWN. SO I MUST URINATE. I DON'T WANT GO YOU MUST OR YOUR SOUL WILL LIVE IN MYSTERIES FOR EVER. WAKE UP AND URINATE

MY UNCLE TOLD ME THAT WHEN HE SAW ME CRAWLING OUT OF THE CAR IN WHAT HE CALLED A DEEP SLEEP WALK. HE KNEW WHAT HAD HAPPEN I WAS SAYING MUST URINATE NOW OVER AND OVER. HE HELP ME TO A CHAIR. MY BODY WAS LIKE LIMP AS IF I WAS DEAD HE SAID THAN WITHOUT FORE THOUGHT. I WET MY PANTS. BECAUSE THE VOICE TOLD ME TO URINATE NOW GLENDA. AS MY LIFE AS GONE ON MORE OF THAT EXPERIENCE COME TO ME AS IF A WHOLE LIFE TIME WAS SPENT THERE.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           NOTHING

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   NO

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           YES

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes

            Describe:      LIKE TRAVELING FROM DARKNESS AND SADNESS TO LIGHT AND COMFORT

Did you see a light?           Yes

THE LIGHT WAS A VOICE WITH SMALLER LIGHTS AROUND IT.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

I BELIEVE I MET MY 5TH GREAT GRANDFATHER THERE AND WALKED WITH HIM BECAUSE AFTER THE NDE I TOLD MY MOTHER THAT HE IS A INDIAN CHIEF.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes

HE SHOW ME THE GOOD PARTS OF THE PAST.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes

I THINK MY GRANDFATHER TOOK ME TO THE HIS LAND BEFORE THE WHITE MAN CAME

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

PURPOSE OF LIFE IS A LESSON WELL THIS ANY WAY.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

JUST THAT I WILL LOVE MY CHILDREN'S FATHER'S DEEPLY.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       JUST HURRY UP

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  SPECIAL

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      THAT MY UNCLE WOULD BE BLAME OF KILLING ME. BECAUSE HE SAID MY LIFE WAS NOT INTENDED TO BE TAKING BY ANOTHER

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        NO

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    NO