George W Possible NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I woke up in my chair in front of the TV and I felt very strange. I dialed 911 and started talking about space and how the government was covering so many things up about life and space. I had never felt this way before and it was very strange. I have always been fascinated with space but never had distrust for my country. The police were sent to my home and I walked outside and fell into a seizure shortly after they arrived. I can remember parts of the trip to the hospital but not much. Once I was out for the count I started seeing strange beings and my life on another planet with all my friends and family. They told me that we live forever but we had to go through death after every life. I was told our death provides light and energy to the universe and after we provided the light and energy for a bit we come back. I saw so many things and it was like they all happened at once. In the beginning I was very afraid bad things kept happening but as I progressed through the experience it became more and more peaceful. When I was younger I had a dream that I died from a tree falling on me. When it hit me everything went black and I thought great death is a black void where you are alone with your thoughts. This same thing happened to me that night except I traveled past the dark into beautiful places. I know this story is all over the place but that's how it was. I can remember a beautiful city where 5 beings stayed and I learned that everyone is connected to those beings. We are part of a global consciousness and we are all connected to one another. I saw so many things and traveled so far it is hard to grasp. I keep getting flashbacks of it as I get the memories from it back. The doctors didn't treat me until the next morning and as soon as the gave me the antibiotics and the anti seizure meds I woke up but I felt like I had almost died. I know that my heart rate was doing some crazy things but once I was out of it I was fine. The seizure damaged some of my muscle tissue and now everyday I have pain. Part of me really wants to go back to the beautiful places I saw and see the colors and wonder again. Another part of me is still afraid of death. Reading other peoples experiences freaks me out because they have similarities. Anyway that isn't everything but its a glimpse into my experience. I hope it helps or just adds to the proof that there is a bigger picture to death.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I think a seizure and pneumonia is life threatening

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    At the end of it I felt like I was totally aware and able to deal with my fate but then they medicated me and I felt sluggish again.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            At the end of it I felt like I was totally aware and able to deal with my fate but then they medicated me and I felt sluggish again.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     The sounds and colors where amazing. The city I saw was so beautiful I can't even begin to describe it.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     I could hear everything going on around my body plus the sounds from where ever I kept going. I kept going back and forth from my body to the other places.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I felt so many emotions. I can remember at the end I woke up a little and saw my brother and never felt more love for him in my life. Not all the emotions were positive but they were not all negative either.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     In the blackness there was a light but it wasn't the tunnel everyone talks about. I felt lost and every time I got closer to the light things got a little better.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I meet all sorts of beings and strange creatures not all of them were nice. When I got to the 5 beings the connected everyone that was really cool and peaceful.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     I think I am still stuck in the life review part sometimes. I haven't been the best person and have sinned a good bit. I feel like I am supposed to realize that I am my own worse enemy and I need to forgive myself and move on. My Grandfather was my judge in the experience and he told me to come back and honor my father.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I was on a beach that was more beautiful than I can describe. Plus the other world I was on was a strange purple color which I found strange because purple is the color of my birth stone.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            This is bad to say but I swear its true. I was surrounded by angry people for a bit and someone kept asking who was responsible for 9/11 and they told me it was not what we thought that there was a lot more to that day than the public knew about and I never once thought that there was a conspiracy. When I got home I was so drawn to 9/11 and still can't stop researching it.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     The city I saw it was like I was almost there even close enough to touch it but I couldn't get any closer.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            The health problems I am having now. I seemed to know they were going to happen my Dad even said I was going on and on about muscle spasms which I have now and they didn't start until 3 months after the hospital visit. I also saw a picture of a pirate and was with my nephew when I saw it and six months later I was babysitting my nephew and he turned on the TV and the team that was playing had the same pirate as a mascot. I never saw that team before.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I was going crazy about everything the moment I woke up in the hospital. I told everyone that visited me and still share it all with my friends and family. They don't seem to understand or it scares them. My Mom handles it well and she really helps me deal with all of it. I wasn't ready for all of that it still freaks me out.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    The days after it happened I was convinced there was life after death and that even though it was scary at times I was truly lucky to have seen and done what I did. I just hope when I go back I can find the peaceful places again and avoid the chaotic places.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I forgot to mention this earlier but it my experience I was part of the 5 beings I talked about earlier and we traveled through space exploring other worlds and searching for the meaning of everything and it was peaceful and chaotic at times but I never felt threatened. There was good and evil in the universe. Things were better than they are on earth but also in some places it was far worse. My Dad was a bit worried because before I came completely out of it I kept saying Star Trek was real. I guess that was how my primitive brain tried to understand what I just went through. Also the city and the beach I saw were so beautiful it overwhelmed me. The colors of it were more brilliant than anything I have ever seen.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    All I can say is it was more real to me than anything I have ever experienced in my life. I feel to this day that I was in a fog before and now my mind seems more clear to me but it still scares me and I am still trying to get a handle on all the things I saw because like I said they were not all positive.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I really let some of my friendships go and was not always a loving son. I am trying really hard to show the people in my life that I love them and how sorry I am for all the wrong things I have done. It is a work in progress but I really do care a lot more than I did.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I pray a lot more and I know there is a higher power but feel like that power is not what I thought. Honestly, it raised more questions in me than I had before and at the same time answered some, its frustrating.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I would like to say these questions are helping me remember a lot more and I am thankful that I took the time to do this.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     I have tried hard to accurately recall everything. Some of it comes to me in waves and some of it is a bit fuzzy. Sorry if I rambled to much or if anything is unclear.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   I think this was great it helped me remember some things. I haven't shared everything because some of it bothers me but thank you for giving me a place to put this down.