Experience description:
I was
having on and off high fever for the past 2 weeks. I went to see the doctor a
week before but nothing happens. I was getting weaker day by day. on that
particular day, I decided to go to another doctor. He gave me an injection and
medication. Later that evening, I was feeling a bit better. After being staying
in my room for the past 2 weeks, I decided to go out to the night market near my
campus. I was still weak but I need a fresh air. My friend accompanied me and we
walk to the night market. while my friend was busy choosing a shoe, my fingers
started to trembles and I started to feel dizzy. That's when I fainted and fell
to the road. Suddenly I was floating and saw my friend screaming for help.
That's when I saw my own body lying on the road. I couldn't believe my eyes and
I started to scream "am I dead" but nobody seems to hear it. I saw crowds start
gathering around my body. That's when I felt some sort of energy is pulling me
away from the crowd, sort of like sucking me out, then I turn myself and saw a
bright light, too bright...but beautiful... I didn't know how to describe the
light. I turned back to look at my body and at the same time I was floating
away...towards the light...leaving the crowds at the roadside.
I was
floating towards the light so fast. it was like a pathway with bright white
light and along the pathway on both side there was colors. Some sort of colorful
flowers. It was very beautiful. it feels like heaven. Then I started to cry. I
told myself that I am too young to die. I don't want to die, not now. This is
not the time yet for me. That's when I suddenly felt like I was being push away
from the light. I was floating fast the opposite way and from above I could see
my friend was holding my body and crying. It is like an energy had pushed me
back into my body and I woke up, sweating like hell. My friend told me that I
fainted but I couldn't explained even to myself what actually happens that day.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
I actually saw my own body lying on the road and my friend was screaming for
help. I scared that nobody will believe what I had experienced.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Uncertain
I was having on and off high fever for the past 2 weeks when this experience
happened. I went to see the doctor and later that evening I fainted before I
could take my medication.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Very
clear.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no. it was so
real.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
confused and
scared
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
yes, sound of
wind, more like a breeze but very calm, very soothing actually.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes
I am sure it is heaven. It is so beautiful and peaceful.
Did
you see a light?
Yes a
pathway with bright white light.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes I saw
my friend screaming and crying and I saw crowds gathering around my body.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes I told
my friend she panicked really fast and she was surprise to hear that.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes all my
5 senses was working very well
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I cried and believe it is not my time yet to die.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I dreamt my father past away. I dreamt how the funeral was done
and a few weeks later past father past away. just like what I saw in my dream.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes my
believe in God is more stronger now.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I believe more
in God now and I will live my life to the fullest. Life goes on.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I
appreciate whatever God gives to me.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No
What emotions
did you experience following your experience?
Blessed.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
To see my own
lifeless body. It is scary. The best part is to feel heaven.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes Its
true. That's all I can say.
