EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I remember that the day of the car accident, I felt so sad during
the morning. I remember that I did not wanted to do anything (not moving from my
room). I was not afraid, I was very very sad, but I did not know why. I remember
almost crying for nothing until my husband cam into the room and asked me what
was going on. He tried to cheer me up and we decided to go for shopping food for
the week. I was doing thing slowly than normal and wanting to cry for nothing.
After shopping the food, we went home, but on the car I stared feeling sad and
afraid of something. I felt exalted...and I tried to calm down. Suddenly, a
black car appeared and .....I just remember the car was spinning and....after I
remember a beautiful peace that I can not describe with words. I did not
remember anything. I was not aware of what happened. I did not remember anything
at all. I just saw a light like the sun...so bright and clear. I saw the threes
like if I was lying down looking the sky...but it was not the sun for
sure....how could I being looking at the sun without hurting my eyes. I start
listening children laugh...like if they were playing and having fun. But that
peace, that peace was awesome. Suddenly, I start feeling fear, so much fear and
I remember I opened my eyes. I could not see clear but I just saw how the doors
of an ambulance were closed and I said "something happened" and I lost
consciousness due to the craneoencefalic trauma I had.
After many months after my accident, my husband told me we were in the car all
the time as the rescue team could not open the door of my side. I was completely
in blood and I was not breathing. He said my eyes were wide open but
"crystallized" like a death fish. He thought I was death. After some minutes, I
made a big sigh and start breathing but unconscious.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes The peace I felt
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
I am not sure
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
I am not sure
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes what I remember, nor sure if before the NDE or after is a a very dark
field of vision, I tried to see but I could see like without clarity and all in
dark grey color
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain I heard kids laughing...but like when kids are
playing...
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Indescribable peace! a peace without understanding
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes I just saw a light...like the light of the Sun but without any
shape...just light.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Just my husband and my Mom. 15 days after. We did not wanted to talk
that much about the experience as it was an impact in our lives.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
That
amazing peace...I just try to remember it, but I can not feel it again.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
believe more but I became more careful with the things I believe.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
