Frederick F NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was having my 3 surgery in 9 months due to a tractor accident when something went terribly wrong during surgery ,I remember that day like it was yesterday and  that was 26 years ago. I can remember the doctors and nurses that day becoming panicky and someone calling for a crash cart while they worked on me I never felt any pain as I floated out of my body I flipped over on my stomach and watched for awhile an then I noticed this rotating hole in the wall like a tunnel with the most beautiful blue and whitest light that offered so much peace that I followed the white light down the blue crystal tunnel then I entered into the most peaceful green valley surrounded by trees on both sides with the morning dew and fog still present the vegetation was so lush and the air was of a angelic almost dreamy like pleasure to breath it was effortless and then my grandfather met me and I was so happy to see him he had already died ,but he was as real when he was alive I am still in shock today but it is and still is wonderful to dream and remember the experience. My grandfather was wearing a long white rob that almost glowed or was illuminated with the whitest white you could believe and there was a lot of other men and women wearing the same robs and they where talking to people some had street clothes on and some had something like a spirit like cloaking that was also beautiful   and while we talked and walked in this beautiful valley he told me that I could not stay and this was my preview of what was to come and that he loved me very much and that my time was up and then I returned through the tunnel being led by the light I re entered thru operating room and re entered my body and awoke in my hospital room full of people doctors, nurses,  parents ,chaplain and anesthesia team asking me how I felt all I wanted to do was sleep and try and re connect but it wasn't going to happen for the next 4 months it was like I was in a daze with reality and just couldn't get going again what was it that was plaguing me was real.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     I could not understand why I was sent back to this in perfect world from such a wonderful and beautiful place after being greeted by my deceased grandfather he told me that I had to go back and raise my children and that it wasn't my time to stay. I didn't talk about it for a long time and I look daily for my presents to make a difference in this world.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    During my out of body exp.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            During my out of body exp.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     the colors and smells are not reproducible to this day or of this world that we now. The Heaven that awaits us and its beauty are over flowing it can not be perceived in this lifetime but in the next life

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     I could hear whispers birds a abundance of life was over flowing with noise of beauty

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I have never been so happy and free of pain it was like I had been given a second chance at life and my body was re born

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     The most beautiful tunnel that rotated from both directions it was like the most beautiful blue crystal with white light in the middle that was alive it moved and I followed it through to the valley

Did you see a light?           Yes     again it was beautiful light that gave me comfort and love that was  warming

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     like I said I wasn't alone with my grandfather there were others some with street clothes and some with a pre cloaking of something that was not of this world

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     the valley that the tunnel led me to is not of this world and is almost indescribable it was stunning

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     it felt that time no longer had a existence

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            after the experience life is no longer the same you bring it with you cant get it till you go

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain     

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes              It use to scare me to much knowledge not knowing what to due with it

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I have had some visions one was so life like I could smell the angels and feel the air off there wings and it is if it is in 4d the colors are not of this world

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I tried to and received negative responses so I quit talking to and about it to pastor and psy.s

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I don't remember I was run over by a drunk attorney and knocked over a seventy feet and left  in the road at 3 yrs old my mother heard it and screamed when she saw me not moving this was my first encounter with death

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I could not understand why I was sent back and only given a preview I was sad and wanted to return to they afterlife

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    no I don't remember anything

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    It is the most comforting thing that I think about very day is not being afraid to die

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I look at life with purpose and love of life all life animal earth and its people

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        They only way to really see this is to have to leave this world or get a preview its priceless can't be bought it's earned

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   Why me ,help me to understand and use this degree in the afterlife to help us all understand and love and embrace this life we have