Frank A's NDE

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Experience description: 

I woke up one night my heart was racing, about 1:30am, I woke my wife and told her to feel my heart she says "it's going real fast."  I went downstairs to let it blow over it got worst instead, so I called the ambulance.  By the time it finally came, I blanked out.  At the same time felt myself go into a dark tunnel like a big tube, there was a light that came from the direction I was going. 

In a distance I can see a bright white light as I came closer I can see it's a woman the energy that radiate was "love."  She was pure white light and soft rainbow color came from her heart.  She asked me to walk into her which I did and I felt the magnetic energy of peace, unity, love in it's purest form.  I remember thinking this is where I come from.  She asked me to go in farther. 

I came across a wall of books that stood about 30 feet high and went both ways as far as you can see.  I went closer to read the covers, "ENERGY" poured from the wall and came into me I can feel it emptying into me like water until it was just trickling.  I started to pull away, this beautiful voice said I can go back now.  I came out of the lady and started back into the dark  tunnel. I snapped back into my body so fast gasping for air, the ambulance attendant jumped up and came into the back and said we we're taking you to cold storage while putting on the wiring to the heart and oxygen.  I went back to sleep and slept for 2 days.  I woke up in the ICU.

A nurse was sitting to the right of me writing, I looked at her and just knew her and all about her past present and future, when I looked out and saw the trees and mother earth I felt the same. I knew her, I also began to feel pain when people came around or just passing by the room, emotional and physical energy. I can read energy the energy that is flowing from the person shows me their past, present and future, emotional and physical.  I can't explain it, I just know what to do, the psychology and energy is wow!!

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the last, n/d experience, I woke up about 1:30 am in the morning.  Heart was racing, called the ambulance.  When it came to pick me up, I went into a deep sleep.  I came into a tunnel i have been in before, It was a dark tunnel, I move foreword into the tunnel and see a bright light as I came closer.

It was a woman pure white light, her face had a oval shape covering her face, gloves that went from her elbow to her hands, dark brown.  She asked me to walk into her, I did and the purest love, peace, unity, energy flowed through me.  I just hummed as I stood there in the pure white light.  She asked me to go farther in.  I moved in deeper and I saw a wall of books that went that way, and that way as far as the eye can see.  As I moved closer to read the labels on the books, It quickly went blurry.  All i saw was roman numbers.  At that same time the energy that came out of the books was energy that just covered me in and out.  When I tried to focus on the wall of books again, it was a weird sensation that I knew everything in the wall of books, past, present and future.  I start to back away from the wall and out of the pure white spirit, back into the tunnel, into my body. 

2 days later in the hospital I woke up in ICU.  The nurse that sat next to me, I smiled as I looked at her. I knew things about her.  I looked out the window and saw the world with a different eyes. I know what's wrong. I know why people hurt each other.  I know why people get ill. Don't ask me how, I just know.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           like I'm wide awake. weird feeling.  been there before feeling:  I was very alert and remember like it just happened.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   no!!  like leaving your body as energy, I can see my energy body form:  no It was like, going there in person. like being on a weekend trip

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

It was like coming out of warm water a bubble: it was like leaving your car. walking out of your door and into another place, I was pure energy, yellow and blue, I can still see my form, I went to other place after and during my near death experiences

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           just the voice of the beautiful lady: all energy, voice of the lady she speaks to the heart with pure energy of love

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes

            Describe:      yes the tunnel was like a tube, dark too, yet still can see it curved and went up from the feeling of pull: I learned that there are many tunnels. ,the tunnel was kind of dark still can see where to go, just follow the light that shine ahead of you in the tunnel relax and you go to the light, just relax the spirits know what to do and the reason for being on the other side will all happen the you will return with something new [gift]

Did you see a light?           Yes

as I was going into the tunnel I can see alight ahead, like this light was guiding me towards it: yes I saw a light at the end of the tunnel, it was a woman, pure white light, she reminded me of mother Mary, she had a veil that went from her head to her feet, her face had a dark brown oval shaped mask that covered her face and also her arms from her elbow to her fingers she wore a long glove, in her heart, energy like rainbows, she almost looked like a mist, fog, with a bright light in it

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

at the end of the tunnel stood a beautiful woman of pure white light, she told me what to do and I obeyed. she asked me to walk into her and go in, after the wall she said I can go now: all the n/d experiences. I always went into the light. In behind the walls i can hear kids playing, at times i can get a glimpse of the the people, holes would open up for a second in the tunnels

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes

I was shown all the past lives I've lived. goes back to beginning of time, each time I came back into different culture and race but still doing the same thing helping people, the understanding of absolute truth and share that wisdom. life is simple when you know what life is all about: past life. wow. I have learned that i have come back into many different cultures [races], always coming back as a healer and bringing people back into the light. empowering people to becoming what they are meant to be

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

I began to recognize others who also died and came back. we chat because we have something in common we have experienced the other side and we share similar stories, we even sense each other on the street

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes

It was the most beautiful feeling of love that one can only say one has to experience it: wow a lot of places, many different places. beings you never seen before, the one thing that allows us to make a connection in all the different dimensions, beings, pure unconditional love, one truth, one creator

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes: No

yes like there was no time, no such thing as time, total relaxed feeling of nothing to worry about: no. there was no such thing as time on the other side, I knew I was in different place

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

yes, I had a feeling I had a great responsibility on the other side and the knowledge and wisdom is endless compared to what we know here on earth. we may think we are far ahead in science and technology. we are so far behind, we are like knew born babies that drop things and watch for your re-actions, you will notice at first cries you come running the baby giggles, that's the stage man is, I remember before i was born and the instruction given to me, I was gift already, the near death, gave more, more clarity, lots of guides. ,I know what's in store for mankind, It's already in play, man is to full of ego, can't see it coming, [the old, it will never happen to me] illusion the world is full of it

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes

I felt myself leave my body and re-enter: I was shown when a person passes over, they go through a wall that is about a foot thick, looks like water, energy, when one passes through the wall, they come out the other side wear white into the spirit world, then your shown all that you experienced, good and bad

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

the understanding to why mother earth always goes through a cleansing process, it's all about energy, positive and negative, we are like farmers we are going to reap what we have planted at harvest time it's not going to be nice from the way things are going at the present. we have a chose we can change what's in the future for mankind, mother earth does not have to go through her usual cleansing like the dinosaurs:  yes, I can feel earth quacks a day before it happens on earth, i can feel the energy and the energy creates images  of the events


Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes: No

the lady told me to go and I began to go back. no question asked. almost like I have done it many times before:  I just knew when I was done and the reason for going to other side. the sweet voice would say o.k.' you can return now

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

Energy lots of energy and the knowing all seems normal. the ability to purify anything I touch, my body is like a energy radiator, people can feel me coming miles away:  energy. lots of energy, In a wakening state I have had some very powerful experiences, lightning covering my body with blue light, sizzling. pyramid with blue energy surrounding it, showed up in front of me a lady's voice says put your hands threw it, I can do amazing things with my hands

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

I began to take my grandparents teachings a lot more serious: let go all of my ego

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       wow! relationship for me I had no ego anymore and began to love my wife unconditionally and began to support her in anything she was interested in ,I do everything from the heart now you would say I wear my heart on my feet and hands and speak from my heart, my wife say everything I do is a ritual,: marriage [awesome]. ,now I have come from all walks of life to see me, I'm at peace with all that is. all I see is wisdom. :)

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

has become more simple with the knowing way everything is the way it is. like math. answers are all there: I walk my talk, pure unconditional love, honor, respect to all that  is created, Share the wisdom to empower one to make positive choices in their life

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

only with those who have died and been to the other side they are the only ones that understand. : only a few people. ,none believer think you are weird, they are funny,,:)

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  love. no words to describe the love, pardon the expression the only way to describe the feeling is like when one just finished having an orgasm, nothing matters all is love: all emotions to the max.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      the worst part was experiencing the pain and death of mankind's future in huge masses, millions of people leaving at the same time and the knowing that it does not have to be that way, the best part is seeing the little hope of light in the center of the dark void, this hope of light shines in all our hearts that gives mankind a chance to change the now energy flow which s strongest on the negative side, the planet that is coming is a negative energy, the energy that is present will attract it like a magnet. : best part was the energy was so pure, peace, unity. the worst part is knowing I had to come back to mankind, cause now i know what and where man screwed up

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        If everyone went through the NDE and remember this world we live in would be different, religion and political, it would be a better place. : I have learn that we all have abilities we bring to the table that reconnects us to the universal energies, many different dimensions, the bridge to this is love in it's purest form, we all have that in the centre of our hearts, absolute truth is what takes you there, to the centre of the universe

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

not all , gives you and idea. need to sit down in person to go through it all in detail, I have had and still going through shifts as i call it, from this experience, I can give everything you need to bring all your past to understanding, full energy body and spirit work [exorcism] of all negative energy in the body. the whole 9 yards

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    what it's all about. . at the end of it all it's all about love. loving self unconditionally. : everything is straight forward q's are good. like i SAID it WOULD BE A LOT BETTER TO DO THE INTERVIEW IN PERSON, that way can show you. you can experience the other side, I can do that for you, all guided journey you can talk to spirits as you would talking to a friend, touch, hugs, advice and guidance is given by the spirits