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F.S.'s NDE |
When I was approximately 4 years old my parents left me (in an unfamiliar house owned by an old lady) with my sister babysitting me. The old lady who lived in the house had angina. I was toddling about in the dining room and ate what I thought were sweets from a bottle. The next thing I remember were my parents questioning me and asking me if I had eaten anything from the empty medicine bottle that they were holding. I then lost consciousness. I had eaten a full bottle of angina tablets.
I awoke to see myself laying on a very high bed. I had a tube in my mouth and there was a funnel on the end of the tube. Doctors and nurses were talking to each other frantically, as if they were really really panicking. They were pouring something into the tube. Their voices were raised, a sense of urgency, moving quickly. Looking worried.
I stood on the floor looking up at myself on the table. Just very calmly watching them hurriedly do things to me. Although I was aware that I was stood on the floor, I could also see high up onto the bed (higher than my height would usually allow). I can remember color. I have a sense of the room being small (although I'm not sure - my eyes were fixed on me and them. And then nothing.
I had this image of the above all of my life. Like a short film. I didn't know what had happened to me until I was a teenager and my mother told me about the incident.
Some time after this a psychic medium told me I had passed over briefly but had returned when I was a very young child. She seemed to know more than I did!
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Uncertain
Just not sure. Too young to make decisions.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain Can't remember - was too young.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain Can't remember - was too young. Have never ever feared death and
have always believed in the afterlife.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
No fear of
death. Strong interest in psychics etc.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Yes, maybe it has made me fearless of my death and a belief in afterlife.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Don't
know what they thought.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
None.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Cannot really
judge. Maybe it has made me fearless of death and a belief in afterlife.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes