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F.S.'s NDE

When I was approximately 4 years old my parents left me (in an unfamiliar house owned by an old lady) with my sister babysitting me. The old lady who lived in the house had angina. I was toddling about in the dining room and ate what I thought were sweets from a bottle. The next thing I remember were my parents questioning me and asking me if I had eaten anything from the empty medicine bottle that they were holding. I then lost consciousness. I had eaten a full bottle of angina tablets.

 

I awoke to see myself laying on a very high bed. I had a tube in my mouth and there was a funnel on the end of the tube. Doctors and nurses were talking to each other frantically, as if they were really really panicking. They were pouring something into the tube. Their voices were raised, a sense of urgency, moving quickly. Looking worried.

 

I stood on the floor looking up at myself on the table. Just very calmly watching them hurriedly do things to me. Although I was aware that I was stood on the floor, I could also see high up onto the bed (higher than my height would usually allow). I can remember color. I have a sense of the room being small (although I'm not sure - my eyes were fixed on me and them. And then nothing.

 

I had this image of the above all of my life. Like a short film. I didn't know what had happened to me until I was a teenager and my mother told me about the incident.

 

Some time after this a psychic medium told me I had passed over briefly but had returned when I was a very young child. She seemed to know more than I did!

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? Uncertain     OOBE result of overdose of angina tablets


Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    My heart stopped beating

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?            unsure

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes    As above

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Calm

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?          No unusual sounds. Just voices of those around, not totally clear though.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?        No     

Did you see a light?         No      Not a specific light.

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    Others who were there, hospital staff

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         Yes    Voices of the hospital staff.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?     No     

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          Uncertain     Just not sure. Too young to make decisions.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?           Uncertain          Can't remember - was too young.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?          Uncertain     Can't remember - was too young. Have never ever feared death and have always believed in the afterlife.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       No fear of death. Strong interest in psychics etc.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?       Yes          Yes, maybe it has made me fearless of my death and a belief in afterlife.

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    Don't know what they thought.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  None.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    Cannot really judge. Maybe it has made me fearless of death and a belief in afterlife.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?          No.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No         

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes