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Erika FS's NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
My second experience happened when I heard a song that is precisely the theme of the movie, "Casablanca." The first time I heard this song I felt a strange sensation in my body. My heart began to beat rapidly and I felt as if my body was full of cuts. Afterwards I had a vision of a highway where I saw a crumpled, pistachio green automobile...so crumpled, in fact, I remember it looked like an accordion. I saw two bodies thrown there (I saw everything from above), covered with blood. I supposed the bodies were dead. But first I felt that sensation in my heart beating rapidly and above all else, my body hurt all over and I felt like I had cuts in my skin. That time I cried.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain They are two different experiences...nevertheless, they both happened at the same age...although at different stages.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Uncertain One of the experiences was caused by a life-threatening event.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I wasn't in a conscience state during the second experience. I was afraid during the second occasion. I didn't feel fear during the first.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: During the second occasion, I felt a lot of fear and my heart suddenly beat rapidly. My whole body hurt and I had great desire to cry.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Uncertain Well, at age 6, I hadn't lived through many experiences. I had never before suffered an accident. My first automobile accident was when I was 19 and not with the same intensity that I experienced.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Uncertain I'm deaf in one ear. Nevertheless, I don't know for sure if I lost my hearing because of the accident in the bathroom.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? With the first experience I didn't feel fear. With the second, I recall feeling it.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No
Did you see a light? Yes Very white and resplendent.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain I held somebody's hand, but I don't know who it was.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes I didn't know what had happened to me until I found out about the tunnels of light.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was probably real
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I'm not yet familiar with this website. Nevertheless I enjoy it and hope to continue visiting it.