Elizabeth NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

OK, I remember it was a night like many others, when I went out with the man who was at that time my husband,  going out with the intention of using drugs. So, we went to find another friend who was the man who started me off in that world. Then we went to buy cocaine and went to a motel, all three of us, so that we wouldn't be in the street  and get stopped by the police.

The thing is that on the same day I had taken a lot of cocaine and while it was still daytime I mixed it with alcohol. I'm told that I fainted. I felt I was looking in front of me, and all I could see was a silhouette standing before me. It was the most attractive presence, I felt it was the most beautiful man I had seen in my life. He seemed to be naked, but I could only see the silhouette standing there in front of me as if he did not want me to go in that direction. Because the bright light was behind him, I couldn't see his face, the light was shining from behind him towards me as if to light him up.

At the same time I felt that I was lying in bed, face up, with him just looking at me, but I could also see him from another angle standing in front of the bed. But where I was lying was not where I really was, and there was no bed there... it was like a void and now that I am writing about it, it is as if he did not allow me to enter into the light. I don't know if this was because it was not my time yet... but I was not afraid.

When I fainted, I felt nothing, but I did feel something when I came back to my body.  I remember it was horrible. When I woke up I was under the shower, in cold water... my companions were shoving me from side to side... I wanted to communicate, speak and tell them that I was OK but my mouth would not respond, it was as if I could not speak and they went on shoving me about as if they couldn't see that I was saying I'm OK. Little by little I was coming back to myself.

When I could finally feel my body, I felt so refreshed, as if I had slept for 12 hours. I had no pain anywhere... I didn't know what had happened and  wanted to stay in that place. After some days, I started remembering what I had experienced. Those who were present said I was unconscious for 5 minutes. I don't know why I couldn't go any further than I did. But what is certain is that I came back healed, and in time I overcame my cocaine habit... I feel better than before, but I have always been a person of faith and I have seen God's work in my own life, in various ways... there is definitely life after death, at least I believe this. But not like this world...

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain. I did not like talking about this because people take you for  a crazy person. But reading here, I think not.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? OK, yes, as I was under the influence of drugs and the 2 people with me in the room were also drugged.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?

Well, when I fainted I felt nothing, I only remember seeing the silhouette during that time.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: Well, when I fainted I felt nothing, I only remember seeing the silhouette during that time.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes, it was so impressive that I just stayed looking, not speaking.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?  Uncertain. I heard nothing, I just thought who was he, but he did not speak to me.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  Peace. Tranquility and curiosity, but I could not go forward.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No

Did you see a light? Yes I could see it behind the silhouette.

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes. He was just looking at me... and me him... but I know it was a man.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Uncertain. I think yes, as it was as if I was in between time and space.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?

Yes. The message was clear. Either you stay or you go back.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?

Yes. I feel that I can know about things before they happen. I have visits in my dreams from people who are going to die. When things are going badly with someone I feel it as if I know what is going on and I feel pain in my heart. This makes me stay away from people.

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes. Well, some people laugh at it, others who have read about it believe me.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I saw it, everything was real.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?

What I cannot explain to myself is why he did not speak to me. I just felt within myself You must go back, it's not your time.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?

Yes, quite a lot. I feel the truth, I know when I'm being lied to and who wishes me well... I feel it in my heart, it's like a gift.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? It should all be on video, ha ha! Thanks a lot!!