Elisa P's NDE

I kept myself tightened to the cliff wall. There was nothing under of me, only the empty. I continuously said myself not to watch down, not to watch down, not to watch down and don’t panic but I felt only my breath... I try to come down, not, to go up... I move with imperceptible movements, slowly. A lot slowly.

Suddenly I slide from the wall and then all was dark around me, deep dark. I didn’t have a body, I was immaterial. I had only my thought and stop, nothing all. I forgot my body. The time moved  fast and I thinked very fast. I saw me at 2 years old, then at 4 in the sea, etc. suddenly my life it’s over and then I saw 3 slide of my probable future. In that moment I was very sad because I was death and I know it clearly and I wanted to return at life to live a life plenty of things. Slowly I saw a bright light around me, per instinct I know that was ‘the line’, the ‘passage’ and if I passed through it I was death. I decided not to pass into it because I wanted to live in my world and enjoy all things in it. In this time I know all the energy into world, I know all. I began to pray… Suddenly it was dark but a different dark and I began to feel my own body again and then I open my eyes and saw the blue sky and I was ecstatic because I returned in life. I was completely changed.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?

Yes I feel sensation difficult to translate in words and then the light and my thoughts, all was incredible.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes, I fall in a ravine.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  I was conscious during this time but I cannot control my thoughts.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: 
I was conscious during this time but I cannot control my thoughts.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colours, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     all was very bright.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      I don’t know because I don’t hear any sounds around me.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  sadness, sense of guilt and peace in presence of the bright light.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     a very beautiful and bright light

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes  I saw me in my house as a baby, I saw moment of peace in my house, I saw it from a different point of view. I remember me at 3 years old and I remember the dress I wear. Then, when I was at house, I watched photos and I find me with the same dress I saw in this experience. I saw 3 shot of my future and one was my house when I moved the next months. In other 2, I was old.    

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes    

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     time very fast

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I have the impression to understood all in the universe, all the law that regulate the universal life. All was obvious and simple and all was connected.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     The line was near me but I don’t want to pass though it.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            1) the table and the chair in my future house and my future friend in that house.   2 Others still have not been taken place.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes  I’m more sensible to other persons, I feel their emotion and their problems. If there are good or not, if there are happy or not.   

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I shared it with few people. First time I shared it with my friend next days after. He was sceptic but then he saw I was changed and then he began to trust me about this experience. Rarely I feel I must share it with some people. I shared it with a friend of a friend and then he hugs me and thanks me.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Uncertain            No.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

I returned at my home after few days and I was completely changed. I changed my mind and I wanted to change my life. I was happy to be alive.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    1) the bright light  2) When I returned in my body I have the feeling that someone had helped me.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            It happened 1,5 year ago and I think about it all days.  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I lost more people because of my change of mind but that was normal to me, I expected it because I was so changed. I began to have friend more calm, more solar, and I wanted to help the people. I cut off friendship that oppressed me.  

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes    

Now I’m christian. Now I have faith and that help me more.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I’m changed and I changed my world because of that experience.  The 15 of August I have my ‘second birth’.