Ebin M's NDE
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Experience description:
Next I was in
the bright light and was speaking to dead relatives. They told me not to worry
and that everything was O.K. Then it ended and the next thing I remember is the
20 below air hitting me as I was being loaded into an ambulance. A friend had
saved my life with his fireman's training and I was changed forever. I was
innocent no longer. The only way to describe it is as if I had gone from an
innocent naked child of the Garden of Eden to an incredibly aware teenager that
had a sixth sense that scared the hell out of me then and still does to this
day. It would take me years to explain. I have no fear of dying!!!!!!! I only
have fear of the future. I have made many frightening predictions that have come
true. They are too many to explain and count. I have been nicknamed Radar.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Yes
Only
the initial memory because of my physical condition. Then it all immediately
came back.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
Who
twould believe you unless it happened to them also. I have only met two people
that had similar circumstances. One was a drowning and one was from surgery. I
scared both of them with my perception. People do not believe you, so you shut
up and become an introvert.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Extremely high during the experience.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
It all seemed
like a dream, but the older I became, the more it became a nightmare.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Just
a normal form, but sort of translucent and white. Everything and everyone was
white.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Not that I can
remember.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes
Describe:
Yes, but not
for long.
Did
you see a light?
Yes,
Bright
and white.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes,
Dead
family members, some that I had never even met.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes
Yes,
but too detailed to remember it all or describe it.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes
By
telling people what they had said and done.
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Yes,
there seemed to be no time at all towards the end of the experience.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
Yes,
I can see and sense good and evil. Even knowing that bad things will come out of
a good person.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes,
Frighteningly accurate.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
I see
things that have happened to people I didn't know. I see evil. I see good. And I
sometimes predict future events.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Sometimes more confusion because of too much information, much like an
overloaded hard drive. Too much instinct. I feel myself ignoring things I should
be developing. I am extremely cynical and a stark realist.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I am lonely
even though I have friends and family surrounding me. I was born and raised a
devout catholic, yet left the church thirty years ago for the sense of evil
there. Still to this day I have only met one Catholic priest that could look me
in the eye.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Difficulty adjusting to life in general. Always a feeling of being able to do
more, yet afraid of my possible power.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Forget it, I must be crazy or something. Only two people ever believed me, and
they had the experience also.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Fright,
bewilderment, wonder exhilaration.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Knowing the
answers to questions I didn't want to ask.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
I
cannot explain at this time. The answers are there. All of them.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
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