Ebin M's NDE

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Experience description: 

I was completely passed out from inebriation.  Then it was as if I had awaken to see my body and everyone in the room surrounding me from the second floor.  Only there was no second floor, only the ceiling. I was floating upwards towards a bright light. That lasted for what seemed to be moments of frustration of me trying to communicate and ask everyone what was wrong. Very confusing indeed.

Next I was in the bright light and was speaking to dead relatives. They told me not to worry and that everything was O.K. Then it ended and the next thing I remember is the 20 below air hitting me as I was being loaded into an ambulance. A friend had saved my life with his fireman's training and I was changed forever. I was innocent no longer. The only way to describe it is as if I had gone from an innocent naked child of the Garden of Eden to an incredibly aware teenager that had a sixth sense that scared the hell out of me then and still does to this day. It would take me years to explain. I have no fear of dying!!!!!!! I only have fear of the future. I have made many frightening predictions that have come true. They are too many to explain and count. I have been nicknamed Radar.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     Yes


Only the initial memory because of my physical condition. Then it all immediately came back.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

Who twould believe you unless it happened to them also. I have only met two people that had similar circumstances. One was a drowning and one was from surgery. I scared both of them with my perception. People do not believe you, so you shut up and become an introvert.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           Extremely high during the experience.

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?   It all seemed like a dream, but the older I became, the more it became a nightmare.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

Just a normal form, but sort of translucent and white. Everything and everyone was white.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           Not that I can remember.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes

            Describe:      Yes, but not for long.

Did you see a light?           Yes, Bright and white.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes, Dead family members, some that I had never even met.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes

Yes, but too detailed to remember it all or describe it.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

By telling people what they had said and done.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

Yes, there seemed to be no time at all towards the end of the experience.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

Yes, I can see and sense good and evil. Even knowing that bad things will come out of a good person.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes, Frighteningly accurate.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

I see things that have happened to people I didn't know. I see evil. I see good. And I sometimes predict future events.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

Sometimes more confusion because of too much information, much like an overloaded hard drive. Too much instinct. I feel myself ignoring things I should be developing. I am extremely cynical and a stark realist.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I am lonely even though I have friends and family surrounding me. I was born and raised a devout catholic, yet left the church thirty years ago for the sense of evil there. Still to this day I have only met one Catholic priest that could look me in the eye.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

Difficulty adjusting to life in general. Always a feeling of being able to do more, yet afraid of my possible power.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

Forget it, I must be crazy or something. Only two people ever believed me, and they had the experience also.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Fright, bewilderment, wonder exhilaration.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Knowing the answers to questions I didn't want to ask.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes

I cannot explain at this time. The answers are there. All of them.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

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