Doris' NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

         I was feeling peaceful when an ex boyfriend arrived and we started really fighting.  He started hitting me.  I fell down and lost consciousness.  I started seeing a light that was very, very white and a lot of people whose faces I was unable to distinguish.  They were all dressed beautifully in clothing like large angels.  All of a sudden a voice told me to go back, it's not your time yet.  I came back.  I didn't know how to explain this to my girlfriend.  She told me she didn't know what to do because she thought I was dead for a long time.  I never told her what had happened because I was afraid of being ridiculed.  But now I am suffering from anxiety and want what I experienced beyond and what happened to me to be true. 

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes    It was something beautiful but the issue for me is that I saw a lot of people there. 

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I was in that state for half an hour. 

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I've never experienced such a high level of consciousness! 

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:           I've never experienced this level before. 

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No       

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No 

What emotions did you feel during the experience?         The most marvelous possible.   

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No       

Did you see a light?           Yes     

Did you meet or see any other beings?            Yes     

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No   

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?        No 

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes    

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No   

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain        

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?     No       

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?        Yes      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes       

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?        No       

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?        Yes