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Donna M's NDE

Integration Experience:  7/27/07 & 4/29/06

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION 7/27/07:

            I was very calm, I saw myself turn grey, heard the Doctor ask the nurses to get help. Saw my deceased father on my left side (who had passed away the previous month).  It was an indescribable joy and so peaceful, I wanted to go with my Father.

I did a life review in an instance. Then was given a clear message from a power that I could not see or hear, that it was not my time yet, and I was needed here to raise my children.

The nurses kept telling me to hold my baby, later after the Doctor left they asked me what it was like?  After telling my husband about it we agreed to speak to my Doctor about the event.  I have never been afraid of death as I know there is no such thing as death. I felt it was extremely positive and feel it was a gift. I became a much better person due to this experience.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     It was very personal

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     cardiac arrest during childbirth

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    life review

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness

            life review

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     My father who had recently died. He was very concerned, and I wanted to go with  him.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     Everything said and done that affects other people.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     We are here to help each other

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     became more physic

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     1 day  with my husband. Yes, it also opened his mind.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?   

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     more understanding of others

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           
No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     Arythmya (irregular heart beat) in 1989.  I was told again I was ro remain here to help my husband.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I woke up the next morning and have not had anything like it since

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     The feelings of peace, etc.


 

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION 4/29/06:

 During the delivery of my youngest child, I saw myself turn a grayish color, my Doctor instructed the nurses give me an injection, they couldn't seem to find a vein that worked. He asked them to put a page over the intercom requesting any Doctors in the hospital to come to the delivery room. Another Doctor arrived. My deceased Father, who passed away the month before, was on the left side and slightly back of my Doctor. My Father was also very concerned, I felt so at peace I wanted to go with him. I had a life review and knew everything in an instance. Then I was told that my children needed me and I should stay here.

Next I remembered the nurses saying hold your baby, hold your baby.

My Father was gone.

As the nurse wheeled my bed back to a room the asked me what was it like?

I felt it was a very private experience and did not answer them.

later I told my husband, and then my Doctor.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes    How wonderful it was. How I was no linger afraid of death

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    Childbirth (cardiac arrest)

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  When I did my life review.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?          More consciousness and alertness than normal         

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          Yes    I was aware of everyone's position in the room.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
          Yes    I could hear what everyone was saying.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Uncertain         

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?        No     

Did you see a light?         No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    My deceases Father( who died the previous month). We communicated through thought. He was concerned. He let me know everything was okay. I could see him clearly and his facial expressions.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?   Yes    It was in an instant, I was my own judge. I knew all the good and not so good I had done, and saw how it affected others. I felt so far I was doing pretty good.

I know there is life after death or no such thing as death. I also have never been afraid of dying and look forward to when my time comes. We are here to help others.

The second time it happened was in 1990. I knew I was going to die that night (irregular heart beat). Then I received a message that it wasn't time yet, my husband needed me. My heart started beating normaly without medical intervention, and had been fine since.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         Uncertain    

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          No     

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Uncertain    

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes   

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain    

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes
         
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       Yes   

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes   

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No     

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:          Experience was definitely real        

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?          Yes   

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes   

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No                   

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain