Don C NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

When I was 15 years old I had a bad deformity of my upper jaw. So my Grandparents made arrangements to have an experimental surgery done. This surgery had only been done (4)four time prior to this. While being operated on the surgeon severed an artery in my neck and I bleed to death. I remember floating in the corner of the room above the operating table looking down at myself wondering what was going on.

Then all of a sudden I was pulled through this tunnel to a white light where I found myself standing on this golden brick road leading up to some kind of building that had (12) twelve pillars along the side and front with steps leading up to a personage seated on a throne. This person got up and came down the stairs and down the road to me. All around me I could see and feel a beautiful peace and tranquility with love and peace. I had know care in the world. I also as far as the eye could see to my left was a beautiful landscape of tulips of every color imaginable. To my right was a wall of a beautiful blue that matched the sky. I could not see beyond these barriers.

When the person reached me we spoke throw thought. He told me that it was not my time to enter into my heavenly home but had a mission to fulfill and my life was going to be very hard. That I would go through many terrible experiences to the point of wanting to commit suicide but if I committed suicide I would not be allowed to come home. He told me that I would be watched over and protected, kept safe. If I would get through this mission I would be allowed to return home. Then he waved  his hand and a window in the wall to my right opened and I could see my mother setting in a chair in the hospital hall way crying. then another window opened next to it and we stepped through it into the kitchen of my home standing on the kitchen floor behind my mother and she was a the kitchen sink pealing potatoes.

The next thing I remember was waking up in a hospital bed. I spent (6) six months in the hospital then released. I have had several experiences since then. Like when I was 17 years old I was out parting and me and four friend were going down a dirt road in a triumph convertible at 103 MPH and he swerved hit the shoulder of the road into a tree. The care shot up the tree in the air flipping backwards and smashing into the ground it through me 500 yards in the air and out into a hay field as I was falling I was caught by some one in the convertible top of the car and lowered to the ground. When I got to the hospital I found out that I had hit the tree and ripped my liver but if I would have ripped it a 1/4 of an inch more it would have killed me.

Then I joined the Marin Corp and went to Vet Nam where I fought in the infantry. I went through several battles some where we were over run by the enemy with soldiers dying all around me bullets flying past me but never once was I worried or afraid. I was blown out of a house in Wai City when we were fight in house to house and I was wounded. I found out that I had a sixth sense about others and death I was able to tell if someone else was going to die. When I came home from Viet Nam I was stationed in San Clamente Calif. I went to a party on the beach. When every one else left I decided to go swimming it was about 6 PM. I new nothing about the tide's going out at that time, as I swam I was pulled out into the ocean. When I look up I could not see the shore. So I started to swim back and being trained in the Corp I was trained to swim in the ocean but I could not get back I was being pulled out faster then I could swim in. Finally a felt a peace come over me and I felt a presence with me then every thing went blank and I came too a 1/4 of a mile down the beach laying face down in the sand.

Since then I have had many thing bad happen to me to the points of suicide do to PTSD drugs and Alcohol. I have tried to tell my story to others but relegions and other dismiss it. I have been in several reliogous orginazations and searched my whole life to find my mission and purpose in life but I still don't know what I am to do I do a lot help others who are going through the things I have and that is very satisfying I wish I could do more to help. I have know Idea why the spirit moved me to this page there must be a reason cause I have found that you always listen to the spirit when it speaks.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    At all times

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            At all times

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes    

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            Yes    

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Love, peace, joy, tranquility and serenity.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     As I was floating in the room I was pulled through a tunnel into the light

Did you see a light?           Yes     I seen a light just before I emerged in the other world

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I seen a person setting on a thrown. They came to me down a golden road and talked to me telepathically

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     What the doctors were saying and doing with me on the operating table. After my mother told me what had happened and it was what I heard the doctors say. Also when I saw my mother crying in the hallway she told me she was crying because they had told her I had died in surgery.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     The most beautiful peaceful place with tulips as fare as the eye could see along side a brilliant golden brick road.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            That I would go through a extremely bad life and experiences that would cause me at times to want to commit suicide. Also that in the future there would come a time when the people on this earth would rise up in some kind of revolution or racial war that will mark the end of my time cause it will bring an end to things as we know it causing another country to take control of this country.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I was not allowed to see or cross beyond the wall to my right or the flowers to my left or beyond the building where the personage was seated

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            That I would go through a extremely bad life and experiences that would cause me at times to want to commit suicide. Also that in the future there would come a time when the people on this earth would rise up in some kind of revolution or racial war that will mark the end of my time cause it will bring an end to things as we know it causing another country to take control of this country. I can see this happening know in this country.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I am able to read peoples inner self like I can tell what is going on with them I can feel there pain and emotional state. I can tell if the are a good person or bad. I use this to help them.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     It was years and when I did they didn't believe me of said it was drug induced to that there is know way such a thing could have happened so it been a long time tell now since I have talked about it.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I new it was real but because of the length of stay and strong drug they gave me and my youth I soon put it in the back of my mind till some years later when I started to have experiences with the spirit speaking to me.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    My mother was a focal point of all this but what that means I have not yet figured it out.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I know its real I still remember it like it just happened yesterday. I can remember every detail very vividly. I can't remember a lot of things in my life that has happened as clearly as I can this

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes    

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        no

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes