Denny B's NDE

I was being dragged (my spirit) by my two personal angels, light beings, by both arms, between them.  I did not go thru a tunnel of light, I was immediately there.  They helped me across a long white bridge. To my left about halfway across the bridge was a large city made of light.  The colors were silver blue, white, and silver.  It looked like crystal light.  I was getting better as we approached the end of the bridge, and entered into a large white dome at the end of the bridge.  I sat there as my two personal or guardian angels communicated with the others seated on the circumference of the interior of the dome.  The communication was telepathic.  I heard the voices, but did not speak.  I knew that they were talking about me.  They were deciding if I should be admitted into the city and then into the heavens, or return to earth.  The general consensus among the beings there, including my two guardians, was that I should stay.  A leader among them stood and asked me directly "You have free will, and the choice to stay or return to earth is yours."  I said " I have a daughter that must know who I am , and also earth is in a lot of darkness right now.  They need as many people with good heartedness within them alive and on earth right now.  For these reasons I would like to return and complete my mission."   

Immediately I felt renewed strength.  I stood and was guided by four guardian angels from the dome.  As I passed the city I could sense all of them there.  I sent love from my heart to them.  I felt at least 10,000 other hearts return that love to me.  This made me even more renewed as I left with my four guardian angels, two on each side of me.  I woke up in I.C.U. after that.  There were birds on my window sill there.  The doctors said that it was unusual for them to be there in the winter snow and cold winds, but that they were there the whole time I was.  I was then moved into a regular hospital room for three days of observation. 

I could feel that I had angel wings on my back, so I sat up in bed for three days so I would not lay down on my invisible wings.  They were the same color as the city I had seen.  After three days, the feeling of the wings went away, and my wife came and picked me up for the trip home. 

I still have diabetes, and three other diseases.  I completed massage school but have been too ill after working for nine months at that position.  I go up and down in my health but I did get to meet my daughter at her older age, and she knows who I am.  I told her about my experiences, and her mother and her family think that I am crazy.  My daughter is 12 this May, and she thinks I am crazy too .  But I guess I am still alive to serve the greater good.  I have a good heart and have always worked in service of others as a profession. 

I hope that this helps others in facing their challenges in life.  I am still in a lot of physical pain each day, but I believe it is serving a higher purpose.  I don't know what all the answers are but this has been my experience. Thank you for allowing me to share it.

Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?         Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I felt it was a reality more real than the one we are currently in on earth.  It felt like it had more substance and permanence whereas here everything seems very temporary.

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:         I felt very safe and relaxed, as if I remembered the place prior to beginning my birth here on earth.  I felt a deep joy and a tingling feeling of love all around me that never went away.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    The best part about it all was a feeling of love.  I don't believe there is a Hell, but several levels of heaven.  Even in the Bible it says hell is not for humans, but for Lucifer and his fallen angels alone.  The fear of death and hell are such a complete falsehood and a crime against our creator.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?       No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?            Yes    I had a little doubt about an after life, and a little fear about death.  Those are gone now.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          I felt a lot of love and joy, and peace the entire time.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

It felt like there was a space of no time.  Moments passed, but no time passed on earth.  I was in the coma for three days, yet when I woke up fully I felt like I had been gone for twenty minutes at the most.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?          Yes

I met other angels as well as my own guardian angels

Did you see a light?         No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?         No

Have you shared this experience with others?       

Yes    Most don't believe me.  It seems like you have to be rich or successful or have an improved health condition or something to prove you had the experience.  A lot of church priests believe I was deceived by the devil.  What a crazy notion to a beautiful experience.  A lot of religious people say I was sent back when I tell them I chose to come back.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?      I guess I want to say that it was a very calming feeling.  I let go of my body and death was easy.  It was less traumatic than being born for sure. Ha.  I hope that my story can calm some fears people may have about death.  It comes when it is time.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes