Experience description:
I had a tubule
pregnancy that ruptured. I remember in the e.r. the nurse not wanting to "take a
crashing patient" up to surgery by her self. I remember seeing my blood pressure
drop on the monitor. I came to up in the surgery room
right
before surgery. I was scared and crying. I told the doctor that I was afraid I
wouldn't wake up. He said "you are very very sick and need to go to sleep so I
can help you. I went to sleep but lost a lost of blood. I remember feeling like
I was laying down but I felt nothing under me. It was dark around me but I
wasn't scared. I felt peace. no memories of worldly pains emotionally or
physically. There was like a door to the right side of my legs. Just beyond it
there was a male being. I didn't see him but I felt him and heard him. Not The
way we hear though. I still heard him and I knew it was male because the voice
was deep. He told me I had a choice to stay or go. All of a sudden I felt this
urgency. I said no! Robert needs me! I then felt like I jerked back into my
body. When I came to one of the nurses came to me and asked me who Robert was.
I told her he was my boyfriend. I asked her why. She got a funny look on her
face and told me she and the doters were very concerned about me because I was
very very sick, and suddenly out of the blue I yelled at the top of my lungs "No
Robert needs me!" She said it startled them.
I recovered
from this surgery very quickly. My doctor was amazed at how fast I healed.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes trying to explain how I heard the voice, not with my ears.
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes ruptured tubule pregnancy I crashed.
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
When I heard the voice
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different
from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
I knew with every fiber of my being that this was real. No one can convince me
different.
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes It was dark, and I was able to see to the right without even turning my
head.
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes I heard the deep voice not with my ears but some how I heard
him. I can't explain it.
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
First peace then urgency to get back.
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Uncertain
Did you
see a light?
No
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes A male was there I can't describe him but he told me I had a choice
whether to stay or go. I don't know who it was.
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes A door
Did you
become aware of future events?
No
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I seem to sometimes know the answer to things that I never knew. Like
someone asked id Angels were male or female. I said neither. I just knew. I
asked some people I knew who went to church and they said I was correct.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Uncertain within days. disbelief.
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes I have heard of it on t.v. and stuff. I Didn't see a light or anything
like that.
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I just knew with no doubts that it was real.
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
It made me
truly believe that there is something out there.
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I still believe it was real even more so now.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
