Cynthia M NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was laying down. I felt a presence over me and near my face.  It felt like something was sucking the air out of my lungs and my own breathe was cold when it came out of my body and my lips became very cold.  I sat up because I couldn't breath.  I opened my back door to get air and when I looked outside there was this beautiful blue-white light coming from the sky.  I could see very far as if a nuclear bomb had went off outside. It was 3:30am and I could see for miles it seemed. I couldn't hear anything and it was so peaceful.  I wasn't afraid.  Which surprises me.  A picture of my daughters flashed in my mind I guess.  My oldest first and then my youngest.  I said the words GOD I am not ready.  The light slowly started to return to the sky and my body took a deep breath.  The paramedics arrived a few moments later and my BP was 226/182.  After this my body and mind were so tired.  I felt drained of all my energy.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain            Blood pressure was 226/182 when paramedics arrived.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    Not sure

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            Not sure

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     afterwards I could see better than I have in my life.  Everything was vivid and the colors were magnificent.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     The traffic was louder and I heard the birds chirping that morning very clearly

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            calmness, peaceful

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     It was blue-white, coming closer from the sky.  It was very early morning and I could see the mountains very clearly.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain     

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain     

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     it seemed as though time slowed down for me

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I feel as if I was given a choice that night whether I wanted to stay or go.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain     

Did you become aware of future events?       No
           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     ability to see auras

Have you shared this experience with others?         Uncertain     

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    will explain

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    the flash of the pictures of my daughters and my speaking the words "God I am not ready".

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No       I am no longer angry.  I am willing to help others. Whole perception on life has changed.  Have tolerance for people.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes