EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION
I was at Mayo Clinic having
a SECOND heart valve replacement done in 6 months. When I woke up in
recovery I had a ventilator so I could not speak about what had happened and
what was happening..
In the
recovery room I kept having this very small fairies (I call them) all around me
... going under the blankets and all around.. I was very upset because there was
more that had happened in the operating room when my Dr. pulled the ventilator.
I asked
him "do you dream when in surgery" He stated "NO". I then said that "we have to
talk". I told him that saw them working on me as I was above myself drifting
upwards and away. I felt very calm and wanted to go towards this beautiful
space. That I still have trouble relating to. The dr. told me that they could
not get my heart going and kept me open for almost 4 hours ..They had lost me
several times... I saw them working on me but what was so strange or beautiful
was that there were people all around the operating table standing behind the
operating room. crew and doctors working on me. They had these very long very
white robes on to the floor and all had hoods coming almost over their heads.
the robes were pointed at the top of the hood. I could not see there faces
except for ONE ...He stood at my head as I was floating above them going farther
and farther away, he raised his head and looked up to me it was The face of my
Father...He had died 10 months earlier.. He spoke to me but it was NOT MY
FATHERS VOICE....
I remember
every word spoken to me. The next thing I was in the recovery room with my
little fairies fluttering around me.
I still to
this day see them and I except them, knowing they are there to protect me.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes I felt
no one would believe me.. I later talked to dr. and he did believe me
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
dead
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
according to
dr. I was not dreaming, because I could explain to him what they were doing to
me during the surgery...
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes my
whole body.. but it was on the table below me so it must have been my sour
waiting...
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was very
peaceful, happy, calm.. I did not want to come back.....
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
words were
spoken to me by a man figure that looked like my dead father but the words
spoken were not his voice or his eyes....
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes All the
beings around me in there white robes.. They did not lift there faces up toward
me.. only the one that was at my head. He was the one that spoke
Did
you see a light?
Yes It was
not just a tunnel, but a great space of light and beauty. I felt so much peace
and I was floating to it. I did not want to come back into "me" that was on the
operating table.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes I saw
the beings around my body .. They stood all behind the people working on me. In
there long white robes with hoods covering there faces
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes I
saw that my body was cut open and all the operating staff working on me.. The
beings with white robes stood around me behind them, except the one at my head.
he was close and he was the one who spoke to me...
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes I could
hear the doctors talking and see them working on my body. I new they were trying
to start my heart.. I asked the Doctor later, "you lost me, many times didn't
you" his reply was "yes" they were sue that I was gone and kept working on me.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Uncertain of this question.. I knew where I was and what was being
done.. I just had never seen it looking down at my body and I was floating above
me.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
from what I was told by the being standing at my head , as he raised his head up
looking at me and spoke.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
I believe I was going where not many or maybe many have been.. But I was
snatched back , which I did not want to come..
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
from want was said to me
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I think there has always been something... I just don't know
what!!!
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
still trying to
figure it all out.. I have spoken to many different Religious people all around
the county and I do believe that for some reason I was chosen and very
blessed.. WHY, I'm not sure of that.... @ years later I had 5 Subdural
hematomas in my brain.. I never ever should have lived, so I was told.. But I'm
here and had no surgery for them Doctors could not believe I lived though
that.. me either.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes .. many
different Religious people.. They all felt that what happened to me was a
special blessing.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
unsure of what
I felt... I know I was scared, confused, and reached out to priests, ministers,
and others for information.....
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
But I still have my fairies around me all the time... I have learned to except
them .. I not even sure they are fairies but, its the best way I can explain
them.. and I have become happy they are there...
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes to the
best I can
