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CJ L's NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I remember most everything that happened when I walked into the ER. The people started rushing around, the charge nurse kept talking with me, I told her that I was tired and just wanted to close my eyes for a moment. She said not to do that or they would have to put tubes and such In places I wouldn't like, we all laughed nervously. I remember asking them to save my Rockies shirt! They did! A tech was going to insert a catheter tube. I remember closing my eyes and letting out a breath.
Then I found myself very alert thinking it doesn't sting, I felt very much at peace, it was dark and I could feel I was moving to my right, kinda like floating fast, I thought at first to yell echo, then thought it would be inappropriate. My next thought was, this is it! I Prayed the Lord's Prayer, and I don't remember the other Prayer, I recall thinking.. Now I get to sing!! At that moment I had a rush like when you fall in a dream. I was upset about being taken away from there! I sat up and looked around saying do you have heating pads under me it's hot take them out! It was the electricity from being shocked back. I know now that I (coded) on the table for about 30 seconds.
I was also told , I did
not just close my eyes, I grabbed the nurses arm and gave her a look they call
The death stare! I let out a gasp and fell back on the table. I do recall at
some time I could feel my left arm and right leg hanging off the table but I
couldn't lift them. like I was not connected to them. I don't recall when that
happened. Every thing is different now! I'm glad to know I'm not alone in my
experience.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes Heart attack
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness? All was the same very alert
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
All was the same very alert
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? No
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Was very much at peace.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain I have been very sensitive to others feelings
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Person agreed that I was very sensitive aware of people around me
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes Just from seeing clips about it, heard a few stories, No my
experience was nothing like I would have imagined it to be
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I know now that God is not finished with me
yet and to enjoy every moment of life