Experience description: 

This is difficult to explain. I experienced deep calmness, just as if I was somewhere else. It was earth, but also not. On the one hand It did frighten me also, but on the other hand not because it just felt good. I remember that I have had conversations, but I cannot recall with whom. I wanted to stay here, because my life on earth was not so precious to me anymore – here I had found peace. But I had to come back and finish things off. I was promised that I would experience more prosperous times, but I did not want to go back and was angry on ‘them’. This is how I woke up also.. .being very angry. There was angel next to my bed who stayed with me until I was awake. I saw lots of energies around my bed. I could not see anything but colors. When I could open my eyes I was still very angry and upset, upset for being back on earth. I remained angry for quite some while.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes

      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  The feeling. Feelings you cannot explain with words..

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  was good 

Was the experience dream like in any way? No it was real.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  This is part of my feeling. I have seen the doctors around my bed and I saw what they did with me.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  I had mixed feelings. I wanted to get away from earth but also not. The urge to get away was strong.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Uncertain

      Describe:  I cannot really tell yet, but my feeling says tunnel.

Did you see a light?  No

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  Yes, but I do not recall exactly. It was a male and a female. We discussed things I should still fulfill on earth and the fact that I could not stay there. Whenever I think about this, I still feel these emotions coming back.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe: Yes, my own guide (guardian angel). According to me, this man and woman.

Did you become aware of future events?  Uncertain

      Describe: Well, I have been told that there was a better time coming up for me and that I was allowed to do certain things.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Yes

      Describe: Yes, I had to return. Could not stay there.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  Yes, I have certain extrasensory capabilities: I foresee things, I have extra-sensory feelings and knowledge and am able to cure with my bare hands.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  Yes, very much. I strongly believe there’s more after our world. This world stands closer to God and is encompassed with more honesty and real love.

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  I cannot mix freely with other people again. I have this feeling that I am so much different than them.

Have you shared this experience with others?  No

What emotions did you experience following your experience? I was very angry and disappointed.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  The best part is that I know now that there’s only beauty after death, but the worst part is that I do not understand it all yet.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Yes, one should give more support and help on near death experiences. I have missed that.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

      Describe:  Yes, I have become much more sensitive in life. I easily pick up negative things and quickly become tired of all the impressions in daily life. My extra-sensory gifts however, have grown like a fast train.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes

      Explain:  Yes, it’s very comprehensive.

Please offer any suggestions you have to improve the www.nderf.org questionnaire?  I wouldn’t really know. The only thing is on sensitivity, I would have liked to know more about this.